three fish ...solitude...song for a dead girl...silence at the bottom...zagreb ...all messed up...here in the darkness...strangers in my head...a lovely meander...elusive ones...build...secret place...laced...

the quiet table ...shiva and the astronaut...tremor void...myth of abdul...once in a day...all these things...timeless...hummingbird...my only foe...transporting...found a window...resonate...chantreuse...

if these sound wrong to you, please let me know! they're far from perfect.


Shiva and the astronaut

There's a child that sings soft and warm
There's a bell that rings every Sunday morn
There's a bird of love; has no place to mourn

It swept him blindly through the air
And left him broken
There's a wind that goes from the strangest ocean
And a jasmine rose; songs of roses
There's unfathomed sounds in a place called nowhere
And the silent ground in these breaths

It swept him blindly through the air
And left him opened
He left the world without a tear
When he crossed over

Om namah Shiva…

In a world without tears
Farewell
Fare thee well
Om namah Shiva…

In every russ he bid farewell
When he crossed over


Tremor void

Well I feel the happiness as the ground shakes around today
And I feel her smile in between the million miles she's from me now
Picture perfect snapshot; it's in the camera void
Now it's on the cracking walls, so beautiful and real

She goes to sleep as the earth I stand on falls
Into the sleep below the tremor void

In a song forth he knows wisdom rescues all the lonely fear
Set your wounded planet such a ness he learned woo now
I could leave every where for somewhere else
Ready to return; returning with you
Into the tremor void with you


Myth of Abdul

Where the elders are weeping in the old courts of laughter
Spilling tears on velvet; tears spun from dew; draped from the lace
Where the elders are weeping

Come, come see for yourself

When the raven's wings are beating, where the harlequin sleeps
And the old play is pleading under dark, cold raining skies
Beneath the old courts of laughter

Come, come see for yourself

And the wise men speak while the raven's wings beat
And a cold raining sky
And a harlequin sleeps where the old players plead
Under dark, cold raining skies


Once in a Day

In a way you know; I have sown in out
It's been a terrible snow in a world
In a proud, in a shadow, in a tower, in a tower
In a gale

Once in a day

I was out; I cannot be here
Saw the sun, was it always
In a while, holding outside, holy child in a tower
In a terror

Once in a day

And she's in love with a man she once despised
But this doesn't come as a surprise
It's just like on a course like a wild, running horse
With no limits or bounds or ties

Once, once a day


All these things

The sun is damning, please let go
Not with the memory, it'll drag you down below
Jump at his dancers, Out on the ledge, can't feel the edges
Love dragged all her friends inside
Was a melody she lifted by the wall
Jogged through the memories traded for the hollow pillow

Innocent christians no joy for love
No eyes were hoping until love without words
Like a river to the ocean, like a drop of rain, like a weeping willow

Tears falling from her wings
That's all these things

Your eyes are smiling, your mouth is crying
Your eyes like poets, open up every cruel door
Jump at his dancers, for something that seems so twisted
Undone but this December
Now she can call it her own

I don't want to be a lover, don't want to need it before you
Not as a lover
She's lying in the dark
Just like a machine
She's lying in the dark

Now It's only trouble, tears falling from her wings


Timeless

Paperdolls, painted in blue and grey
Sleepin' where the shadows play
Where the nighttime meets the day
Strange lady prays in a chapel
With an old dark door
Wonderin' if what she came here for
Was in all her yesterdays
No time for photographs
No time for the past
No time for the laughs

Cold mother begs
From a painter in an empty street
For somethin' she can warm her feet
Least to stop the cryin' child
Sad actress preys on a waiter
In cheap cafe
Hopin she can end that day
With a warmth that lovers feel
Lady Di, took more than a moving car
To steal your breath away
Take your hand from the steering wheel
No time for photographs
No time for the laughs
No time for the past
No time . . .


Hummingbird

One, two, three, four
Of the men who were loved by you
Some were lookin for a woman to play
One who could venture to the empty rooms
And carry their bodies away
Of course there's a ghost
And maybe one was a king
He whispered but never came through
One so alone, sad as a poem Who hovered by the window then flew
Away from poison rainbows
Away from fallen snow
Away from stumblin' footsteps
Away from so alone
But to lie down beside you
To feel the heart beat in your breath
To carry my song to you
To bury the words inside
Is all I really want

Twisted and simple,
You curled into the shoulder
Of a joker that could not surrender
Like some endless river,
He broke into the layers
Sunsets darken the waters
Of course there was laughter
In this shelter of strangers
In the rooms of "I love you"
"I love you"
One so alone, sad as a poem
Who hovered by the window then flew
Away from poison rainbows
Away from fallen snow
Away from stumblin' footsteps
Away from so alone
But to lie down beside you
To feel the heart beat in your breath
To carry my song to you
To bury the words inside
Is all I really want


Transporting

And through this wire
Your sleepy voice calls
Every one of my shortages
Of good days
Transporting

Time it's so ample
And it's passin' so sweet
You bring the deepest things inside out of me
Outside
As amazing space
Transporting
Me to you


Found a Window

My voice has lingered
Inside this whole town
Ruin
But I found a way To make my soul travel
And it comes to you

Like a fire inside him
He didn't know where it came from
But it made him weep
And melt
Like a candle, she said
You dance so well

Comin' back to yourself
Come to myself
Comin' back to myself
Come back to yourself


Solitude

Dawn it breaks, I am alone
I'm awake, my eyes unopen
Half in the dark, half in the room
Half in the light sealed by your womb
Sail then my eyes out in the dark
Oceans of sighs, adrift in her bark
Islands lay scattered, Island won't talk
Life hardly matters here in the dark

I want you in solitude
I need you in solitude
I want you in solitude
I haunt you in solitude

Once a jester in circles of friends
Spoke in whispers, starwords and gems
See to my scars, make them mend
Adrift in her bark, once was a friend
Sail away, I sail away, I sail nowhere, nowhere, nowhere

Hear her laugh throught the air
Down from the past into my lair


Song for a Dead Girl

And sat on beaches where children play
The mountain sky as long as day
and spied on people's timid dreams
and countless sands and endless schemes

Crystal bead-words in your eyes
How the deads' words made you high
In perfumed plains your seabird flies
But you and I, we'll make great friends

In distant messages I've read
In travelling bands and stranger's beds
A butterfly flies so amused
Alights from her hair in crimson hues

A psychadelic electric rain
It gently falls through her brain
Young flower nightfall closed her hands
Her tripper ship, it touched the sand

But in the forest
Twisted in colours
Tossed in the mirrors
In leaping laughter
I need a miracle...


Silence at the Bottom

Storm wind blows from the west to the east
Where can I find you, where can I find you
Storm wind blows from the belly of the beast
Where can I find you, where can I find you

Young man staggered as they offered him the dream
Almost was a promise, but he began to scream

Silence at the bottom of the well
How can I find you, how can I find you...Silence
One more time to touch god's face
How can I find you, how can I find you

Dripping girl, sold the world so she could make the scene
Lines engraved on an empty page told her the stories in between
Where can I go, how can I know
Is this real or is it just a dream
From out of the storm a shout was born, that turned into a scream


Zagreb

We stayed up that night
It was cold in the north
I gave you my prayer
And you gave me your word
Don't remind me now, don't remind me

You gave me a light from the smoke that you turned
Spoke of your life like your fire that still burned
Don't remind me...Time to go...
Time to go home, time

When I was a child I dreamed of sailing ships
I saw them sink into the horizon
I saw their sails, I felt the wind on my lips
Time to go


All Messed Up

Stay...deal...say...steal...stay...stay
Star born, star form
All the monkeys in my head
All their tongues are turning red
A star

Oh, I replied...how so
Oh, I say...how so
Star born, star formed
All the monkeys in my head

I alone, well, I've been thinking
A stranger to the lights been sinking
Leaves are falling like they're drinking....star

All the dreams that I've come to save
All my life has turned to rage
Nothing here, suppose to play
All messed up in a changing world


Here in the Darkness

Haven't a word where she comes from
Haven't a word where she's gone
And in a word I am alone
Into the dark where she's gone

Here in the darkness she cries more
Here in the darkness she crawls

Here by her side I am alone
And by her side I have grown
Here by her side I have not known
Here by her side I have blown

And in the darkness I have roamed
And in the darkness I have clung
Here in the darkness where she runs
She runs, she will run, she will run


Strangers in my Head

(Listed as Strangers in my Bed on song sheet)
Lights in her hair, strong words we've said
Strange as it may, storm comes my way
And when I'm deep in loving
Thoughts get in my way
And when I'm steeped in giving
Thoughts get stuck and stare
Strangers in my bed

Strong from the grave, cool in her ways
Lights in her stage, a storm in my way

Just when I'm steeped in loving
Thoughts get in my way
And when I'm steeped in giving
Storms blow out my faith

Strangers in my bed
Strangers in my head
Strange things we've said
Strangers in my head


A Lovely Meander

Restless for angels, leaves of my words
A lovely meander
Whether you love the loneliest dancer with plenty of blue love

In storms she comes
In storms she goes
That's how she learns
That's what she wants
That's how she learns

Yes, but for dreaming that fathers the child
In trances of sleeping
Yes, but for a while
Ancient of feathers for the loveliest dancer
Weightless and feathered

In storms she comes
In storms she goes
That's how she learns
That's what she wants
That's how she learns
That's what she wants


Elusive Ones

Instrumental with spoken word by Jeff
They're lovers again
The sun is the moon : an amalgalm
Their gold and silver melt together
This is the season of the dead branch, the green branch, of the same branch
The cynic bites his finger because he can't understand
The cynic bites his finger
Nightmares fill with light like the holiday
Men and angels speak one language
The elusive ones finally meet

The essence of evolving forms will run to meet each other like children
Good and evil, dead and alive
Everything blooms from one natural stem
Good and evil, dead and alive
...
They're lovers again

This is from the Rumi poem "Elusive Ones" [thanks to Adam]


Build

Instrumental


Secret Place

My mother roams through leaves
Of white wet galleries of hope and heartache
I am surrounded
By the eyes of hollow men gazing
From their haunted chambers
In the wastelands of ecstacy
Bearing pains the names no one remembers...why
You are in their vision, you are
Idiot reigns where nothing's revealed
My voice in chains, my lips are sealed>

A secret place, I shed my tears
A secret place, I shed my tears...why

You are in their vision...you are
In their vision, you are
In their vision


Laced

Like a sound he lay in the folds of her sweetness
Like a word she had made for a necklace
Laced

If she should fall away
Into the water

There she was in a tenderly fashion
Felt the life in a whisper
Once entwined, tore the page from the mirror
Laced

If she should fall away
If she should fall away
Into the water

So inside, in her tenderly fashion
Felt the life so entwined in a whisper

Laced
If she should, if she could, if she should
If she should fall away
Into the water