The One Chosen - Chapter One - Part 3 - written by:
Jean McQuaid
Jenny Goldthorn examined the array of dresses she had
carefully laid out on
the bed. 'Which one to choose from', she thought to
herself. She'd held
each one up at a time over her petite frame in front
of the mirror and
still wasn't sure which one to put on. She was
supposed to meet Charlotte
downstairs and they were to dine at the Cafe, but she
was having a very
difficult time trying to decide which dress would be
suitable. 
This town
was nothing like she had imagined it to be. She was
hoping for a more
cultured and refined atmosphere but instead she was
being housed in the
upper portion of a Saloon, which she totally
disapproved of and the dust,
why it was everywhere. 
 No, this was not her idea of
living but her sister
had insisted on coming here, specifically to Colorado
Springs and for now
she would just have to put up with it. 
 After much
consideration, she
finally decided on a soft blue dress with white lace
trim around the
neckline and tiny blue velvet bows. She had always
been told that blue was
her color. It made the deep blue of her eyes stand out
which usually
attracted the attention of many a gentleman. 
 After
applying a few drops of
rosewater behind each ear and once more admiring
herself in the mirror,
she headed across the hall to her sister's room. 
Hank was busy pouring more rounds for the few
customers that still remained
in the Saloon when Jenny came down the stairs. All
eyes were suddenly upon
her and she began to blush as she felt the center of
attention. 
 Not quite
the type of gentlemen she was used to attracting but
nevertheless, it did
make her feel good. 
"Mr. Lawson," she quietly said as she approached Hank
at the bar," Do you
know where my sister is? She was supposed to accompany
me to dinner at the
Cafe and I simply can't find her anywhere?" 
Without giving her as much as a glance he replied,
"She left 'bout an hour
ago and ain't come back. Sorry but I can't help ya." 
Jenny was baffled but not surprised. It wasn't the
first time Charlotte had
left her behind to fend for herself and she knew it
wouldn't be the last. 
They were so very different. Jenny was a quiet,
refined lady like her
mother and Charlotte, well she was stubborn and
headstrong like her father. 
Both women had totally different personalities and
tastes and it was no
wonder they didn't get along most of the time. 
"May I be so bold as to escort you to the Cafe?" A 
charming and congenial
Loren stepped forward. He had not taken his eyes off
this exceptional
creature from the moment she came down the stairs.
He'd risen from his
chair and had placed himself directly behind her now
extending his arm in
the hope she would accept his offer. 
Jenny was unsure but didn't wish to stand in the
middle of this
establishment any longer and carefully but cautiously
locked her arm with
Loren's. 
"Why thank you sir," she replied in her disciplined
manner. "That would be
very kind of you seeing that my sister has all but
abandoned me. I would be
delighted to join you Mr....?" 
"Bray. But you can call me Loren...?" 
"Jenny Goldthorn sir, but you may call me Jenny," she
smiled back at him
and the two left the saloon arm in arm as Hank, with
his fiendish smile
amused himself at their departure. 
"I think your sister might have been the lady I saw go
to the clinic with
Dr. Mike. I figure it's your sister because you two
look so very much
alike," Loren said. 
"To the clinic? I might have known," grumbled Jenny,
"I'm afraid my sister
is very devoted to her medical training and just can't
help the urge to
visit with doctors, especially gentlemen doctors." 
Loren began to giggle, "Well actually, Dr. Mike is not
a gentleman, she's a
lady. Her real name is Michaela Quinn but everyone
calls her Dr. Mike." 
"A lady doctor, out here, in the middle of nowhere?
That does seem quite
odd. It's no wonder Charlotte is at this 'clinic'. Why
I'll just bet she's
over there right now checking up on that poor doctor.
Charlotte has a nasty
habit or tormenting doctors. She thinks most of them
are incompetent rogues
and should all be forbidden to practice medicine,"
Jenny disclosed. 
"Well Dr. Mike is a good doctor and folks round here
feel she's more than
competent to look after them. Why don't you come and
meet her for yourself"
he asked, "That way you can see if your sister
Charlotte is still over
there." 
"I think I shall. Which way is it Loren?" she asked
"Right over here," pointed Loren as they headed for
Michaela's medical
office. 
Charlotte was coming down the stairs when the two
entered.
"Well there you are sister!" declared Jenny. "I
thought we were supposed to
meet for dinner and if it hadn't been for this
congenial gentleman, Loren
here, why I would have been stranded, alone with a
Saloon full of shameful
drunks!" 
"Oh just calm down now Jen. I was just trying to help
the doctor out by
staying to keep an eye on one of her patients so she
could go home for the
night. And since when did it ever bother you to be
'stranded' as you put
it, in a room full of men!! I would have thought you
might have enjoyed
that," she laughed and held out her hand to an
astonished Loren. "Hi, you
must be my sister's knight in shinning armour. I'm
Charlotte Goldthorn." 
Loren took her hand and shook it. He could feel the
difference in her
touch. She was more tenacious and had a certain flair
about her that he
couldn't quite understand but he would very much like
to. 
"Just call me Loren. Don't tell me you're a lady
doctor too? Why it was
hard enough for Dr. Mike to get accepted by the folks
round here, don't
know how they'd take to another one,"
Loren reflected. 
"No I'm afraid I didn't get quite that far in medical
school. I sir am just
a nurse. An angel of mercy. We do all the dirty work
and the doctors get
all the credit for it," she sighed. 
"A nurse ah? Well can't say as I've ever met a nurse
before. Did Dr. Mike
send for you to come and help her at the clinic? I
knew there was somthin'
wrong with her. Why she hasn't been herself in a
while, ever since she
lost the baby," he disclosed. 
The two women stood silent. Charlotte had figured
something was upsetting
Michaela but was overwhelmed with sympathy for her.
Losing a child had a
very devastating effect on a woman and from the type
of woman she deduced
Dr. Quinn to be in the brief time she'd known her,
knew all too well the
pain she must be feeling. She'd seen it before in the
hospital. Some women
were able to bounce back rather quickly and went on
with their lives but
others, well they went into such deep states of
depression, many never
fully recovered. 
"Oh dear, that's simply horrid. The poor woman," cried
Jenny as she put her
hand to her mouth. 
"Well actually it's the second one she's lost. Her and
Sully got four kids
but only one of 'em is their own, the other three went
to live with them
when their own ma died. Yep," Loren sighed as he put
his hand in his pocket
and stared down at the floor, "Dr. Mike and Sully been
through some mighty
tough times but I haven't seen 'em as sad as they are
over the loss of this
one." 
Again silence. Charlotte was despondent and had to sit
herself down at the
desk. She reached inside the pocket of her apron and
withdrew a hanky to
wipe away the tears that started to burn in her eyes.
One loss would be
enough to put most women over the edge but two, this
was incomprehensible
and for the first time in her life she was at a loss
for words. 
"Well one must look on the bright side of things at a
time like this,"
noted Jenny. "At least she has other children and that
must be of some
comfort to her." 
Charlotte looked up at her sister. What did she know
of the pain and
suffering of losing a child. Jenny had never wanted
children. She'd often
said they were God's little gifts to some but the
Devil's cruel trick to
others. Neither of them had ever been married and
having a family was
simply out of the question with their type of
lifestyles. But there'd been
many times that Charlotte had ached to hold a baby of
her own. She'd seen
the love in a mother's eyes when first handed her new
baby and had felt the
pangs of remorse that she'd never found the right man
to settle down with
and have children of her own. No, she could identify
with the loss that
Michaela and her husband must be feeling and only
hoped they could resume
their lives and maybe, just maybe God would see fit to
give them another
chance. It wasn't always the best advice to give
parents at a time like
this but for some reason this situation was different.
She shook her head
and decided that now was not the right time to bring
up such a sensitive
notion with Michaela and it was best if she left
things alone, after all
who was she to be giving out this kind of personal
advice. 
"Well I am famished, what about you Charlotte?" Jenny
broke the silence. 
"I'm not very hungry right now and besides I promised
Dr. Quinn I would
stay to look after her patient. You two go on ahead
and maybe you could
bring me back something later," said Charlotte as she
rose from the chair
and ushered them towards the door. 
"All right but only if you're sure?" asked Jenny
"I'm sure," she replied "Now go on and enjoy
yourselves. I'll be just fine.
I'm quite capable of looking after myself. Now go!"
and with that she
slammed the door behind them sending Jenny into the
unsuspecting arms of
Loren Bray. 
Michaela finally stepped down from the wagon. She had
decided to leave the
team hitched up and would get Brian to put them in the
barn for the night. 
She was far too tired and didn't trust her ability at
this point. Her heart
ached as much as her body and all she planned to do
was retire early, to be
alone in her room where she could cry out her
frustrations and hope that
she would be at last, blessed with sleep. As she
opened the door to the
homestead she was unaware of the group that were
awaiting her arrival.
There they stood, Brian, Matthew and Colleen. All
three of them had worried
looks on their faces and it was obvious she'd
interrupted their intense
conversation, which had been no doubt, about her. 
"Brian, could you please unhitch the wagon for me and
bed the horses for
the night," she asked as she hung her coat up and
started to head for the
stairs not wanting to converse with them. 
But they were determined and when Matthew blocked her
way she knew she
couldn't avoid the matter any longer. It hadn't been
fair to keep the truth
from them, after all they were a family and had every
right to know what
had happened between her and Sully. But she didn't
know how to explain
something she herself, didn't understand. All she knew
at this point was
that she would try to answer their questions as best
she could and hope
they'd be satisfied with that for now. 
Matthew was the first to speak, "Ma can we talk to you
for a minute,
please?" he pleaded. 
She looked into their faces and then slowly went to
take a chair near the
fire. "What would you like to talk about?" 
Colleen noting the dark circles under her mother's
eyes and the sluggish
manner in which she moved across the room, couldn't
stand it any longer.
She moved to her mother's side and knelt down, putting
her head in the lap
of the woman whom she'd grown to respect and so deeply
love. 
"Ma I can't
stand to see you so unhappy. Won't you please tell us
how we can help? What
happened between you and Sully? Please let us help
you." 
Michaela was touched by the sincere tone of Colleen's
voice and began to
sob. At first she tried to keep it silent but as the
tears flowed they
unleashed the aching need inside her to share this
grief with someone,
anyone. She could hold back no more. The children
could do nothing but
watch and wait. Wait for her to compose herself enough
to speak. They knew
this was what she needed to do no matter how much they
felt her pain, they
stood back as their mother wept. 
Brian had slipped out to tend to the horses and it
wasn't until he'd
returned that Michaela, weak and drained had finally
stopped. 
She wiped the
tears from her cheeks and eyes and stared into the
fire. Her voice was low
and somber but they could hear every word she said. 
"Sully and I had a terrible fight. He slammed the door
behind him a week
ago and I haven't heard a word from him since. I have
no idea where he is
or even if he'll ever come back." 
"But ma," started Brian," You and Sully had fights
before and you two could
always work it out." 
"I'm afraid it's different this time Brian. You see I
think Sully blames me
for the loss of the baby. He became distant with me
and there was an anger
inside of him that I've never seen before. I don't
know how to fix it this
time Brian. I just don't know what I'm supposed to
do," she sighed. 
"But it wasn't your fault you lost the baby. Sully
knows that," replied 
Colleen, now standing up to look down at her mother. 
"That's right," continued Matthew," He'll be back. He
loves you." 
All Michaela could do was stare back into the flames
of the slowly dimming
fire. She was tired of carrying this burden on her own
shoulders and
finally had the opportunity to share it with her
children.
But to pray that it would work itself out and
everything would be back to
'all right' was just a dream. Unless she had some kind
of word from Sully
soon, she wouldn't be able to keep all hopes alive. 
Her will to go on was
slowly fading and for the first time in her life she
was feeling truly
alone. 
 Not even since her father had passed away had
she felt so alone in
the world and only wished that the same determination
that had brought her
out west would return and help her get through this.
But it was out of her
hands now. Since she had no way of knowing where Sully
was or what he was
thinking, she couldn't take control of the situation
and that scared her. 
"It's true, every word of it. I swear to you on my
dear mother's grave. Why
ever would anyone make something that terrifying up?"
stated Jenny. 
She and Loren had attracted quite a crowd at the Cafe
and Jenny was her
usual over-talkative self. Loren had hoped for a quiet
dinner with this
eloquent lady and here she was rambling on about her
grandmother who'd been
stolen by a band of Indians up north. Why if he didn't
know any better he
would think that she enjoyed being the center of
attention and that these
people were more than willing to oblige her. 
Jenny continued," Yes she was just a young girl on her
way home with  two
boy schoolmates, when they were met by a number of
Indians who compelled
them to take them to their home. Seems that Margaret's
mother, that was my
Grandmother's name, well her mother was home alone as
her husband and older
son had gone to the mill to have some grain ground, a
journey which took
them overnight. When the Indians reached their home
they ransacked it,
taking what food, bedding and clothing they could find
and destroying what
they didn't want. They ripped open mattresses and
pillows and threw the
feathers all around. They made bundles of their loot
and forced her and her
mother to carry them on their backs to the Indian
encampment. Her mother
was taken back home and threatened with death if she
gave any alarm. While
the Indians were on the rampage in the cabin, her
mother was terrified for
in a wooden cradle Margaret's baby sister lay sound
asleep. Somehow the
Indians missed seeing the baby and it was almost
certain they would have
killed her but when Margaret's mother returned, she
was still asleep.
In the morning when her husband returned, there was no
sign of her Indian
guard and the Indians, though they had promised to
return the children the
next morning, had in fact disappeared without a
trace." 
"Oh my," gasped Dorothy Jennings who by this time had
joined the attentive
crowd. "How did she escape?" 
Jenny noticing that she had her audience captivated
continued, "Well, poor
Margaret was lost to her parents for three years. The
boys, sadly never
returned to theirs. She was put in the charge of an
Indian squaw who never
let her out of her sight. She was painted red and was
treated well but this
band were wanderers, moving from place to place,
possibly to avoid white
people who were ever on the alert when a white child
was seen with
Indians." 
Margaret was often hungry as she could not eat the
food her poor captors
were reduced to eat. She kept a little parcel of corn
cakes with her,
hidden away so that if the opportunity to run away
ever came, she wouldn't
starve. Her chance arrived at last after three long
years. Margaret was now
fifteen and the Indians were going to marry her to the
chief. They were, at
this time, somewhere in the vicinity of Niagara Falls
and preparations were
under way for the wedding celebrations. All the
Indians had gone to a swamp
to gather evergreens to decorate the wigwams. It was
in the dead of winter
and Margaret was keeping warm by a fire in the center
of the wigwam, when
she heard sleigh bells. She rushed through the fire
and jumped into the
back of the sleigh. She was quickly covered up with
buffalo robes and
driven off at full speed as her father lashed out at
the Indians with his
bull whip and they in return were shouting and
wielding their tomahawks at
him. 
 They reached an inn at Niagara-On-The-Lake with
the Indians in full
pursuit. For three days the Indians raged and cried
around that inn but
were unable to reach her or even see her. They had
been kind to her in
their own way and were ever on the watch for her." 
The group was silent until Hank broke a match and lit
up another
cigar. 
"Ain't no parent would want his daughter back
after what them injuns
probably did to her. If that'd been my granny I'd a
killed em all!" 
"Oh Hank," cried Dorothy still fascinated by Jenny's
tale. "You know as
well as I do that there are some good Indians and some
bad ones, just like
there are some good white folk and some that's
well...just plain trash!" 
"Not as far as I can see. I still think the only good
injun is a dead one,"
Hank replied. 
"I was wondering why I hadn't seen any Indians around
and I guess I've
found my answer," said an obviously irritated
Charlotte. 
She'd decided
since the patient's husband was with her for now, she
would take this
opportunity to steal off to the Cafe for something to
eat as hunger finally
got the better of her. She'd hoped however, that her
sister Jenny would
have long since departed. 
 
"Oh Charlotte," stuttered Jenny, "I didn't expect to see
you here?" 
"Obviously," replied the angered sister. "I think the
Indians have had
enough trouble. They certainly don't need any more
help from the likes of
you!" 
"Sounds to me like you're one of them sympathizers?"
remarked Hank, tilting
his hat to get a better look at the anger which was
now engulfing
Charlotte's face. "We already got enough of 'em round
here." 
"Well Mr. Lawson if the truth be known, I don't think
there can be too many
'sympathizers' as you put it. I have no quarrels with
the Indians. In fact,
I have always tried to be partisan to 'anyone' who has
been treated in my
estimation, unfair," 
"You' n Sully. Every time he tries to help them
injuns,we pay for it!" Hank
was equally irate. 
Jenny feeling rather embarrassed by her sister's words,
stood up and crossed
over to stand between Charlotte and Hank who seemed to
be destined for some
kind of dangerous confrontation. 
 "You'll have to
excuse my sister. She
seems to have forgotten that it was her own
grandmother that was kidnapped
by these savages and I for one will never forgive them
for what she was put
through." 
Charlotte was infuriated. She could see that there was
no changing this
man's mind and frankly she didn't care to. But she was
equally displeased
with her sister's actions and that was something she
could deal with. 
"The
Indians treated our grandmother with respect and
kindness. They loved her
as if she'd been one of their own. No harm ever came
to her while she was
in their care and I think for that Jenny, we should be
thankful to them." 
"Thankful! Charlotte how do you expect me to be
thankful to a bunch of..." 
Jenny was silenced by her sister. 
"Let's not get into it now Jenny. I'm tired and hungry
and I don't have the
patience to deal with your insensitivity right now,"
and with that
Charlotte walked away leaving her sister to stew in
her own pot. 
She took a
seat next to Dorothy. "I'm Charlotte Goldthorn, please
tell me something,
that is if you're not one of those Indian haters?" 
Little did Charlotte know that Dorothy of all people
would probably be the
best person to converse with at this moment. After
Dorothy's close
friendship with Cloud Dancing, she too had taken up
the plight of the
Indian and was glad to see that this stranger was of
the same opinion as
she was. 
"I'm Dorothy Jennings," she smiled and shook
Charlotte's hand. "I'm the
editor of the town's gazette and no, I'm not an Indian
hater. In fact I've
printed many articles to try to help people understand
just how badly the
white people have treated them." 
"Glad to meet you Dorothy. Tell me one thing," asked a
relieved
Charlotte, "This Sully, is he Dr. Quinn's husband? I
think I heard Loren
Bray mention something to that effect?" 
"Why yes, he is. Michaela kept her maiden name when
they got married. His
first name is actually Byron but he prefers to be
called just Sully,"
replied Dorothy. 
"Well it sounds to me like this Sully and I have
something in common,"
remarked Charlotte. "Do you think Dr. Quinn would mind
if I met him some
day?" she asked. 
Dorothy took her time before she could answer, "Well
I'm sure she wouldn't
mind the only thing is, Sully hasn't been around for
days and I'm kinda
worried about the two of them. I think somethins'
wrong but Michaela hasn't
spoken to me about it yet. But if I happen to see him
I'll be sure an tell
him about you." 
Charlotte was starting to put the pieces together now.
Not only had Dr.
Quinn been upset about losing her baby but it seemed
as if her husband and
her had fought about it. Again her heart went out to
the gentle doctor and
she wasn't sure how she could help but knew in her
heart that now, she must
try. 
With the breakfast dishes cleared away and Katie all
dressed and ready to
go, Michaela figured it was time she head into town to
see how Miss
Goldthorn had made out looking after her patient last
night. She was still
a little tired but feeling much better than she did
the previous day. She
did get her first good nights sleep since Sully had
left and had found much
comfort from her children. They'd been left out in the
dark far too long
and not only did they need to be told of the
situation, she needed them to
know. They'd all stayed up quite late talking and when
Andrew finally came
to fetch Colleen, Michaela was ready for bed. 
 When he
first entered the
homestead the scene which had greeted him seemed
unreal for there in front
of the fireplace was the whole family laughing at some
little thing Katie
had done that day. 
 He'd thought that Colleen's concern
about her mother's
health was unnecessary but taking a closer look at the
red, swollen eyes of
Michaela, he could see that the family had tried to
raise her spirits and
somehow it was only a temporary measure. Michaela had
done something upon
seeing Andrew's smiling, confused face that even she
couldn't understand
but felt it was something she wanted, no needed to do. 
She had risen from
her chair and moved with such haste to throw her arms
around him that it
took all of them by surprise. Andrew, sensing her need
for comfort was more
than happy to return the hug and they stood in the
doorway for quite some
time. It wasn't until she felt her eyes close that she
sprang back and
announced that it was time for bed and that she did
have to get to the
clinic early the next morning to check on a patient. 
When Andrew and Colleen had said their final goodbyes
and Matthew and Brian
had turned in, Michaela slowly made her way up the
stairs to her room. It
was getting harder and harder to face the empty bed
but tonight she would
not think about it as being empty. This was a place
where she could at last
find rest. But upon entering the bedroom the first
thing that caught her
eye was the beautifully hand carved headboard that
Sully had made as a
wedding present for her. She remembered an unannounced
visit to the
homestead she had made just before the horrors they
faced at Washita. 
She
was always in wonder of Sully's talents but this was
something she hadn't
expected. It was a masterpiece in her mind and when
Sully had quietly stole
into the room, watching her ease her hands over the
carved surface of the
wood, she couldn't help but smile. They had come so
close that day to
breaking all the rules and now looking back she felt a
little pang of
embarrassment as she wished they had. So much had
happened after that. 
The effect that Washita had on her was devastating and
she'd put all memory
of that special day at the homestead behind her. But
now it was those
special moments that she must hold onto for they might
be all she had left
of him and nothing could ever take them away, not even
his absence. He
would be here with her, forever. And she slept and
dreamed of happier
times, alone with the man she loved. 
The One Chosen - Chapter Two - Part 1 - written by:
Sandi Plewis
"When a white army battles Indians and wins, it is
called a great
victory, but if they lose, it is called a massacre." 
 - Chiksika, Shawnee
In the summer of 1874 news of gold strikes in the
Black Hills reached
the ears of General William Tecumseh Sherman. 
  He
quickly dispatched
Custer to lead a survey expedition into the region. 
Sherman ignored the
fact that this land was protected by the Fort Laramie
treaty of 1868 and
had been set aside for the use of the Sioux. 
  Upon
Custer’s return, word
of the survey leaked out and, within weeks,
prospectors were swarming
through the Black Hills and surrounding areas, setting
up their sluice
boxes on Indian land and disregarding all promises
written down in the
treaty. 
  Miners invaded the protected lands of many
Indian nations from
the Black Hills to the Yellowstone and westward into
the Tongue River
Valley and the Powder River Valley. 
 Violence once
again erupted between
the white intruders and the Indians who lived in these
violated
regions.  When November of 1874 arrived, hostilities
between the two
cultures were escalating. 
   Sully’s condition had worsened overnight.  By the
time dawn touched
the sky and Cloud Dancing watched the lingering
shadows of a long,
sleepless night dissolve, Sully’s body was ravaged by
a high fever. He’d
never once regained consciousness. 
  Cloud Dancing sat
beside his cot
throughout the night, searching for any sign that his
friend could hear
him.  His concern over Sully’s head injuries turned to
alarm as his
fever reached a dangerous level. 
 Little Bird and Runs
Softly returned to
the village at first light but Morning Rain refused to
go with them. 
When she’d awoken in the night, startled by the
wheezing of Sully’s
breathing in the stillness of the cabin, Cloud Dancing
announced his
condition simply and quietly. 
   “Pneumonia,” he’d stated.  “I believe he was out in
the elements for
many hours before you found him.  Perhaps all night.” 
   Morning Rain nodded.  The news came as no surprise. 
  Cloud Dancing was grateful to her for her
assistance.  Sully’s
breathing was laboured and, as his temperature
continued to soar, he
began to mutter incoherently, gripped by delirium. 
 
Cloud Dancing brewed
willow bark tea and held the cup to Sully’s parched
lips, forcing the
steaming liquid into his mouth until Sully swallowed,
involuntarily. He
stripped off Sully’s shirt and washed his body down
with cool water.
After that, Cloud Dancing left him uncovered until his
friend shivered
from the frigid November air seeping into the cabin. 
Nothing worked. 
Try as he might, Cloud Dancing could not stop his
temperature from
climbing. 
   He called to the Spirits, chanting and praying and
asking for their
help and their mercy.  At those times, Morning Rain
took over, washing
down Sully’s flushed skin, brewing more willow bark
tea.  She left Cloud
Dancing alone with the Spirits, confident that the
medicine man had the
power to reach them and they had the power to spare
Sully’s life. 
Cloud Dancing and Morning Rain barely spoke throughout
the day.  There
was no need for words.  They were both confronted with
the same grim
reality and they often exchanged worried glances. 
   After Little Bird and Runs Softly left them,
Morning Rain was able to
snare a rabbit in the woods.  She cooked it on a spit
over the fireplace
and urged Cloud Dancing to eat.  Afterward, she
insisted that he rest. 
   “I will take care of him,” she said firmly.  “You
will do him no good
if you fall sick as well.” 
    Cloud Dancing lay down reluctantly, on a buffalo
fur beside the
fireplace.  In spite of his concern, he fell asleep
instantly. 
  It was
late afternoon and Morning Rain listened for Cloud
Dancing’s quiet, even
breathing before pouring another cup of willow bark
tea. 
She returned
to Sully’s bedside and sat down beside the cot. 
Sliding one hand
beneath his neck and raising his head slightly, she
forced his lips
apart with the rim of the cup.  Then she tipped it up
and eased some of
the liquid into his mouth.  She continued to slowly
administer the tea
until Sully was forced to swallow.  Satisfied, Morning
Rain lowered his
head again. 
   She bent over to dip a cloth into the basin of
water on the floor
beside her.  Squeezing out any access moisture, she
began to wash down
his chest.  With Cloud Dancing asleep and the other
women gone, Morning
Rain was finally able to let her emotions rise to the
surface.  Her eyes
misted over with tears.  The man who lay in front of
her was incredibly
attractive, in spite of his grave condition.  His arms
were muscular,
his shoulders broad, his face ….how many times had she
seen this face in
her dreams, in her visions?   It was a face she loved
more than any
other, one that filled her with happiness and …desire.
 And hope.  Most
of all, hope. 
   Where was that hope now?  During the days and
months when she’d
prayed for guidance, Morning Rain had never once
foreseen Sully’s
death.  This was wrong.  It shouldn’t be happening. 
The Spirits told
her that Sully would return to the Cheyenne, to his
family.  They told
her that he would stand strong against the white men,
that he would once
more help her people. 
  In Morning Rain’s visions, the
Spirits revealed a
day when the Cheyenne and the Sioux would join
together, when they would
defeat the army and their yellow-haired leader,
Custer, in battle.  She
foresaw Custer’s fall and the victory of her people
and, in that moment,
she foresaw the return of a proud people – a free
nation. 
And
somewhere, blending in with this vision, was Sully’s
face.  He was with
them.  He was with her.  He couldn’t die – not now –
not like this. 
   He was whispering weakly, his eyes tightly closed,
and she bent close
to his lips to hear him.  The words were disjointed
and made little
sense to her – “It’s your weddin’ present ….my heart
belongs to you now
… when will you understand? … Michaela.” 
   The last
name made her pull
back from him and the tears that had filled her eyes
slid down her
face.  She drew in her breath and her face hardened
with resolve.  If he
survived, she would explain his destiny to him – she
would tell him that
he must abandon this woman, that she kept him away
from his people.  The
Spirits had spoken to her.  They had revealed his
path.  Sully must stay
with the Cheyenne, with her, where he belonged.  He
would believe her.
She was a shaman.  Her visions were strong – almost as
strong as her
love.