Sully’s hacking cough split the silence in the room
and Cloud Dancing
was instantly awake.  He scrambled to his feet and
stared over at
Morning Rain and Sully.  She was trying to calm his
friend, holding a
cup of tea to his lips to let the liquid soothe his
throat. 
 Sully was
seized by a second fit of coughing and his body
lurched, his shoulder
bumping Morning Rain’s outstretched arm.  She lost her
grip on the cup
and the contents splashed onto Sully’s chin and neck. 
   “How long has he been coughing like this?” Cloud
Dancing demanded,
crossing the room to kneel down on the other side of
the cot. 
   “He just started now,” Morning Rain answered.  “I
cannot stop it.” 
   Cloud Dancing lay his hand across Sully’s forehead
and his friend
quieted somewhat.  He shook his head. 
   “He is burning with fever,” Cloud Dancing stated. 
“We must get him
back to the village.  He struggles for air.  He needs
the steam of a
sweat lodge to help him breathe.” 
   Morning Rain nodded but her eyes were anxious. 
“Can he survive the
trip back to the village?” 
   “I do not know,” Cloud Dancing admitted.  “But we
must try.  If we
leave him here, he will die.”  He took the cup from
Morning Rain’s
hand.  It was half-empty now but he held it up to
Sully’s lips and urged
him to drink.  The coughing subsided. 
 Cloud Dancing
sighed wearily and
addressed Morning Rain again.  “I will build a travois
and attach it to
my horse.  While I am gone, you must care for him. 
When we are ready to
move him, you will ride ahead of us to the village and
set up the sweat
lodge.” 
   “Do you not need me,” Morning Rain protested, “to
help transport
him?” 
   Cloud Dancing shook his head.  “I will transport
him alone.  I need
you to set up the sweat lodge.  It must be ready when
we arrive.  This
will help his chances.” 
   He looked away from her and focused on his friend
once more.  Sully
lay limply.  The coughing fit had taken its toll. 
Cloud Dancing would
not reveal his thoughts to Morning Rain but as he
crouched there,
watching his brother, he wanted to add, “If he has a
chance at all.” 
   Sully sensed that he was moving, that his body was
being jostled from
side to side.  Cool air touched his fevered skin and
he was certain that
he was outside.  The aroma of pine and fungus drifted
past his nostrils
and for a moment he almost believed that he could open
his eyes.  Then
….nothing. 
   The next odour he detected was of smoke and burning
wood.  Something
soft lay beneath him and he no longer had the
sensation of movement.  A
mist seemed to filter over him.  It carried a memory
along with it. 
   He was lying on the floor of a teepee, naked from
the waist up, his
head throbbing as it had been for days.  Suddenly he
opened his eyes and
Cloud Dancing stood above him, holding out a hand
toward him. 
  Sully
rose to his feet and grasped his friend’s arm.  In the
next instant he
stood in a meadow, his fingers still clutching Cloud
Dancing’s arm but
the medicine man drew his attention to the woods
beside them.  Sully
watched as Michaela stepped through the trees, her
face glowing with
love, her slim body clothed in white.  He left Cloud
Dancing and the
Indian retreated into the background as Sully
approached Michaela. 
  He
held her in his arms, feeling her love envelop him,
shaken by the depth
of his own emotions. 
  Soon they were on the ground
together and they
rolled over, holding onto each other, laughing. 
Before he could stop
her, Michaela rose to her feet.  Sully reached out to
her but it was too
late – she was smiling and walking away from him,
disappearing back into
the treeline. 
 He called out for her and, suddenly, he
was back in the
sweat lodge.  She knelt beside him.  She no longer
wore white and he
realized that the earlier vision of her had been a
dream.  He held her
face between his hands, told her that he would love
her all of his days,
then asked her to marry him.  He claimed her mouth
with his lips when
she accepted his proposal. 
  With every ounce of his
willpower, he held
onto his self-control.  He wanted her so badly.  He
loved her so much. 
   Now Sully tried to call out to her again, to bring
her back to him as
he’d done so many years ago, but his lips wouldn’t
move.  In his
semi-conscious state, he searched for her with his
mind.  His eyes would
not open but it no longer mattered.  Michaela wasn’t
there.  This time
he was completely alone. 
     It was another sleepless night for the Cheyenne
medicine man but,
this time, morning brought hope.  Sully’s breathing
had improved
throughout the night until, by the time the village
awoke and stirred
within their teepees, he was able to draw a breath
without struggling. 
Cloud Dancing closed his eyes and sighed, deeply.  He
was so tired.
Except for a few moments of sleep in the cabin, he’d
been awake for two
days.  Now, for the moment, Sully seemed to be out of
danger.  Cloud
Dancing could finally relax.  Sully’s face was still
warm to his touch
and his fever had not yet broken but Cloud Dancing was
optimistic.  With
the congestion in his chest alleviated, the infection
causing his
friend’s fever should lessen as well.  It was safe to
leave Sully’s side
for a few hours and treat his weary body to a
much-needed rest.  He
would find Morning Rain and ask her to care for his
brother. 
   He smiled to himself.  Judging by Morning Rain’s
attentiveness and
the look in her eyes whenever she gazed down at
Sully’s face, she would
be only too happy to sit in the lodge while Cloud
Dancing slept.  The
woman stood no chance with Sully.  Cloud Dancing knew
this.  Sully’s
heart was with Michaela. 
  Years ago, when he first saw
his friend with
Michaela, Cloud Dancing could sense the love drawing
them toward each
other.  This was the one thing, in a world torn apart
by tragedy and
deception, that had never changed. It never would. 
Without Michaela,
Sully would seem like an eagle without its mate.  His
soul would forever
circle the skies – lost and searching.  Morning Rain,
however, did not
realize this. 
  Cloud Dancing made a vow to himself
that he would talk to
Morning Rain but not now – not before he had a chance
to sleep.  He was
far too exhausted to deal with strong willed women at
that moment. 
   “Sleep well my brother,” he whispered to Sully.
   Then he slipped from the sweat lodge into the
morning sunlight.  It
took a moment before Cloud Dancing’s eyes adjusted
from the darkness
inside the teepee.  It was a beautiful November day –
cool, crisp and
cloudless.  The sky was cobalt blue and the mountains
in the distance
loomed over their village like majestic, omnipotent
Gods.  He glanced
around and spotted Morning Rain.  She squatted in
front of a small
bonfire outside her teepee and she was placing a pot
of water on the
glowing coals.  Cloud Dancing moved toward her.  He’d
just reached her
when the sound of rifle shots and war cries ripped
through the air.
Cloud Dancing spun around and watched as group of dog
soldiers mounted
their horses, galloped from the village and crested
the top of a hill.
Their faces had been painted and the flanks of their
ponies bore
evidence of their coups – one stroke of war paint for
every enemy they
had defeated.  Cloud Dancing stood staring after them,
his stomach
churning in dread.  Since his arrival in the Tongue
River Valley, the
Cheyenne had been peaceful.  It had been a long time
since he’d seen
renegade braves. 
   He squatted down beside Morning Rain and stared
into her face.  “What
has happened?” 
   Morning Rain frowned, clearly disturbed.  “Silver
Wolf and Crying
Eagle found a group of white men yesterday.  They were
on our land and
they were building a dam, trying to dry up a branch of
the river.  They
told Silver Wolf that they wanted to pan for gold and
they had to lower
the water level.  When Silver Wolf warned them and
told them this land
was given to our people by a treaty, they said they
did not care about
treaties.  He told them that our village needed the
water from the
river.  They told Silver Wolf that they needed the
gold, that our people
could go thirsty.  If Silver Wolf and Crying Eagle
tried to stop them,
they said, they would kill both of them.” 
 She reached
out and touched
Cloud Dancing’s arm gently.  “One of them told Silver
Wolf that they
killed a half-breed the day before, when he tried to
stop them from
building the dam.”  She hesitated to let her words
sink in, then she
continued.  “After that, they attacked Silver Wolf and
Crying Eagle.
Silver Wolf escaped but Crying Eagle did not.  The men
murdered him.
The dog soldiers have ridden out to find the men and
avenge Crying
Eagle’s death.” 
   Cloud Dancing swallowed back his anger.  “The
half-breed – it was
Sully?” 
   Morning Rain nodded.  “Just before they attacked
Silver Wolf and
Crying Eagle, one of the miners handed something to
Silver Wolf.  He was
laughing, saying that he ripped it away from the
half-breed’s neck, just
before they crushed his skull.  Silver Wolf gave it to
me when he
returned to the village.” 
  For the first time Cloud Dancing noticed the object
dangling around
Morning Rain’s neck.  She reached up and pulled it
over her head,
handing it to Cloud Dancing.  He stared down as she
placed the sacred
pouch in his hand, fury swelling inside of him.  
Sully always wore it,
ever since his last vision quest.  Cloud Dancing
clutched it, his
fingers curling around the soft leather, and he closed
his eyes until he
regained control.  When he finally spoke again, he met
her eyes with a
steady gaze. 
  “Now we know what happened to him,” he said simply. 
“We must wait
until he awakens.  Only Sully can tell us why he came
here.” 
The One Chosen - Chapter Two - Part 2 - written by:
Jean McQuaid
After leaving Katie to spend the day with Colleen at
the Chateau, Michaela
and Brian continued on to town. There was no mistaking
the cool, crisp air
of autumn and the trees were ablaze with color. 
"Thanksgiving'll soon be here Ma," remarked Brian as
they bumped along the
dusty road. 
"You're right Brian. I'd almost forgotten about it.
Guess it's time to
think about getting a turkey," she replied. 
"Sure wish Cloud Dancin' was here," sighed the boy.
"He always seems to
find the biggest turkeys." 
"Yes, he does." Michaela's mind wandered back to a
past Thanksgiving when
her and the children had just come back from Boston.
They'd returned to a
town in despair because of a drought that threatened
to ruin Thanksgiving. 
Cloud Dancing and the rest of the Cheyenne had tried
to share their
knowledge with the ungrateful people of Colorado
Springs, but once again
the people looked upon them as 'savages' and had even
accused them trying
to hide a source of fresh water. It was also a time of
uncertainty for
Michaela and Sully. After finally vowing their love
for one another, they
soon discovered that they might not be compatible.
Michaela was always
trying to see the good in people and Sully was furious
that she seemed to
side with the townsfolk against the Indians. But they
overcame their
differences and she will always remember a drenched
Sully reaching out to
her when the rains finally came. 
 She believed at that
time, that love could
conquer all but she was no longer sure of that now.
Brian, on the other hand desperately wanted to ask his
ma if she thought
Sully would be home for Thanksgiving but he held back,
knowing that it
would only upset her and she was probably asking
herself the same question. 
Charlotte had taken the liberty to get Mrs. Barton
bathed and dressed. The
lady was sitting on the examination table awaiting the
arrival of the
doctor when Michaela entered the clinic. After
thoroughly checking her out
and sending her home with a warning to take it easy
for a while, Michaela
and Charlotte were at last, alone. 
Charlotte wasn't sure how to open the conversation but
she felt so
compelled to help 'Dr. Mike', as the townsfolk called
her. She had dealt
with patient's problems before but this was a doctor.
This was someone she
was beginning to admire, not at all like any of the
male doctors she had
worked with back in New York. It was obvious, this one
really cared about
people and was different in a way she just couldn't
describe. 
 But
Michaela's problems were personal and did she have the
right to stick her
nose in where it might not belong. She decided to wait
a little longer. She
needed to find out more about this woman and maybe get
a chance to meet
Sully. Then she could possibly figure out a way to
help them get over their
terrible loss and encourage them to try again.
Michaela was sitting at her desk finishing up the
patient's file when a tap
came to the door. 
 Dorothy popped her head in, "Mornin
Michaela. I was
hoping...." she stopped as her eyes lit up at the
sight of Charlotte
Goldthorn clearing the sheets from the examination
table. "Oh, Charlotte,
if I can call you that?" 
"Of course Dorothy, if I can call you that?" replied
the smiling nurse. 
"You're just the person I wanted to see Charlotte,"
remarked Dorothy as she
closed the door behind her. 
"Me?", asked Charlotte. 
"Why yes. I was so fascinated by that story your
sister Jenny was tellin'
us last night that I just had to find out more,"
exclaimed a very excited
Dorothy. 
"Well my sister has some kind of need for an audience
but I on the other
hand......"she paused. 
"You, on the other hand have a need for some rest at
this moment," an
annoyed Michaela interrupted. "Dorothy I'm sure Miss
Goldthorn would love
you to stay and chat but she's been here all night and
I think it's about
time she got some much needed rest." 
Dorothy seemed taken back at the tone of Michaela's
voice. "I'm sorry
Charlotte. Maybe I came at a bad time." 
Charlotte also noting the way in which Michaela had
addressed the matter
answered, "There's nothing to be sorry about but I am
a little tired. Maybe
we could meet at the Cafe for lunch Dorothy. That will
give me plenty of
time to take a nap and freshen up a little. It's been
a long night but I'm
used to them.  I would love for you 'both' to hear the
rest of this story." 
"That would be fine with me. How about you Michaela,
would you be joinin'
us for lunch?" asked Dorothy. 
Michaela looked up from her desk. "Yes Dorothy. I
think I will and I'm
sorry I snapped at you. I was just concerned about
Charlotte. She's helped
me out a great deal by staying here last night." 
"It was my pleasure Dr. Quinn," responded Charlotte.
"I think I'll go take
that rest now but I look forward to seeing both of you
at twelve noon
sharp!" she answered with a stern but playful smile.
"You know us medical
people," she added. "We run a tight ship!" 
 Michaela
and Dorothy smiled as
Charlotte closed the door behind her.
Dorothy stood silent for a moment, trying to figure
out how she could
approach Michaela. She was her best friend and knew
that something was very
wrong. There'd been no sign of Sully
for some time now and this feeling she had just
wouldn't go away. She
slowly walked over to face Michaela who'd gone back to
writing. 
"Michaela?" she asked. "Is everythin' all right? You
know you can tell me."
Michaela looked up from her desk once again and could
see that her friend
was concerned. She had opened her heart to her
children but really needed
to talk to Dorothy. In the past they'd shared many
personal problems and
Dorothy had been a great source of comfort to her. But
she didn't know how
to explain what had happened and the words didn't come
easy for her as she
began to relate to her friend the events from the past
week.
It seemed as if hours had passed and it wasn't until
they stood to embrace
each other that both women wept. For Dorothy they were
tears of sympathy,
but for Michaela, tears of relief. Maybe Dorothy could
help her understand
what had gone wrong between her and Sully and if not
she at least felt an
ease from the depression that had overcome her lately.
She didn't have to
pretend any longer that things were all right. 
"Michaela, I've been thinkin' a lot about Cloud
Dancin' these past few
days. I miss him a lot. Do you think maybe that's
where Sully's gone?"
asked Dorothy. 
"I don't know. I thought about him as well but I can't
imagine that if
Sully has gone to see Cloud Dancing, why haven't I at
least heard something
by now. Don't you think that he would have persuaded
Sully to get word to
me just to let me know he's all right?" inquired
Michaela, looking to her
friend for an answer. 
"Well I do know that Cloud Dancin's in the Tongue
River Valley and that's
in Montana. It's a long way from here Michaela. Maybe
it ain't safe to get
word to you or maybe Sully isn't there with him. But I
was thinkin' that
maybe since I have this need to be with Cloud Dancin'
again right now that
I could find out for you. Even if he isn't there it
might be a good idea
for him to know that Sully is missin." 
"But that's such a long trip for you to make on your
own Dorothy," replied
a very concerned Michaela. 
"Now don't you go worryin' about me. I've made plenty
of these trips on my
own and besides I just have to see him if only for one
last time," said
Dorothy. 
"I guess you won't be back in time for Thanksgiving
but then neither will
Sully I expect," sighed Michaela as she stood staring
out the window of the
clinic. 
"I don't expect so but to spend it with Cloud Dancin'
and what's left of
his people would be, for me a good thing. But I want
you to promise me that
if I do go that you and your family'll try to have a
normal Thanksgiving.
After all Michaela, you still have them to think about
and they need you to
keep going on in the hope that their pa will return.
Will you promise me
this Michaela, Please?" pleaded Dorothy. 
"I promise," Michaela smiled back. "Now let me get
back to my work and I'll
see you for lunch. But I want you to promise me
something as well. I want
you to be careful and take care of yourself should you
decide to go. I
don't think I could stand to lose you as well. Not
now." 
"I promise. And you'll be the first one to know if I
do decide to make this
trip my dear friend," replied Dorothy. They stood
holding hands and looking
into each other's eyes for a moment and then Dorothy
quietly left her
alone. 
Dorothy was busy writing down every word of
Charlotte's story and couldn't
get enough. Michaela too was finding it a most
fascinating tale. Charlotte
re-told the story of her grandmother's escape from the
Indians but coming
from her and not Jenny it seemed not as horrid as the
other sister had made
out. 
"One of the things my sister failed to mention was
that my grandmother in
spite of the fact that she never fully recovered
healthwise and was to
live with the scars on her feet from running through
the fire to escape,
never held any recrimination towards the Indians. In
fact she lived in fear
that they would find her but still encouraged her
father to give them food
when they came to his store. She always remembered
that the little ones
were hungry much of the time," concluded Charlotte. 
Both Michaela and Dorothy sat silent. They knew all
too well the starvation
and sickness the Indians had to endure and much of the
blame to be put on
the shoulders of the white man. 
"I understand your feelings Charlotte," responded
Michaela. "Ever since I
came to the Colorado Territory I tried to understand
why the white man was
so cruel to the Indians. I think it's one of the
things that first
attracted me to my husband Sully. They took him in and
made them as feel
one of their own when he had lost his way. Sully had
been married before
and lost both his wife and daughter at childbirth. The
Indians saw in him
the sadness and helped him to deal with it. They also
saw a very kind,
caring person who wanted nothing more than to let them
live in peace on
their own land. Many times Sully risked his own life
and security for them
and he never gave up hope that one day he could make a
difference. I
supported him and tried to heal their sick, get food
and supplies to them
and even risked much myself to bring peace between the
white man and the
Indians. But it's still a very bitter struggle that
seems to have no end. I
only hope that one day, all men can live in peace,
together as I'm sure was
God's plan when he created us all." 
"I would so very much like to meet this Sully of
yours, Michaela," said
Charlotte, searching the doctor's face for some kind
of reaction. 
"I think you two would get along very well," responded
Michaela. "But
Charlotte, I unfortunately don't know where he is
right now. You see we had
some problems and well I'm afraid Sully left as he has
done many times
before.  I don't know when or if he'll come back." 
Charlotte had her answer. The sorrow between the
doctor and her husband had
caused them to part and now she knew for sure that
Michaela was hurting and
badly. She would think of a way to help them. She
must. It was her way. She
didn't always have the right answers but she knew in
her heart that she
must try. Maybe this was, in some strange way, the
reason she'd been drawn
to this little town. Maybe some unknown force, some
unexplained thing had
called her, told her that she was needed. But until
she could face Sully
and see in his eyes what hurt he was also feeling, she
could only be of
comfort to one of them and that one was sitting in
front of her right now.
Dr. Michaela Quinn. 
Michaela had returned to the clinic but she didn't
feel much like working.
She kept thinking about the story that Charlotte had
told and was amazed
that a young girl could survive such an ordeal and
still have compassion
for her captures. But she had done it herself. After
the Dog Soldiers had
kidnapped her she still fought for the Indians and
even cared for many of
the Dog Soldiers when they became very ill. She knew
she felt as that young
girl did, that maybe somehow in their shared suffering
it would help
compensate their feelings of helplessness toward the
Indians plight. 
Michaela still feeling a little weary laid her head
down on the desk and
fell into a deep sleep.
She saw before her the figure of a man but couldn't
make it out at first.
It was Cloud Dancing. He took her by the arm and led
her out of the sweat
lodge. And then in an instant he was gone. She found
herself in a meadow,
alone but not for long. A figure of another man
appeared. He was dressed
all in white and with the gentle breeze blowing his
golden hair, she knew
in an instant, it was Sully. But where had he come
from? They embraced. She
recognized the smell of his hair, the feel of his skin
on her face. He
seemed happy and as they floated to the ground they
began to roll over and
over and then she kissed him. She tried to hold on to
him but he stood up
and before she knew it he'd walked away, out of her
dream. She felt so very
hot and sweat was pouring down her face. She tried to
call out to Sully.
But he never came back. 
Michaela awoke with a start. She was drenched in sweat
and her pulse was
racing. What did it mean? Sully had always been there
for her whenever he
was needed by either her or his children. Was this a
sign that if she
called for him now, he wouldn't come? She was
trembling and felt a sudden
coldness in the room. She tried to get focused and
tell herself  'it was
only a dream'. But right from the start, she and Sully
had found some kind
of Spiritual Bond and many times it had been that same
bond that saved both
of their lives. She couldn't help but wonder if this
was some kind of sign
from him now. A sign that he would not return. A
Spiritual message from
Sully, telling her that he'd gone, forever. 
A sudden gust of wind blew open the door to the
clinic. Michaela jumped to
her feet. Was this to be yet another sign? But she'd
told Cloud Dancing
over and over, time and time again, she didn't know if
she believed in his
spirits. She was beginning to wonder if maybe they did
exist, at least for
her and Sully. 
"Michaela," beamed an anxious Dorothy as she pranced
through the open door.
"I'm gonna go Michaela......" Dorothy stopped as she
noticed the look on
Michaela's face. She was as white as a ghost and could
see by the sweat on
her face that something had just happened. Michaela
was still shaking when
Dorothy approached her. 
 "Are you all right?" she
asked. 
Michaela couldn't answer. It was as if she was back in
her dream. Nothing
seemed real to her. Not even her good friend who by
this time was brushing
the strands of loose hair from her face. 
"Dorothy I had the worst dream. I dreamt that Sully
wouldn't come when I
called for him." She started to cry, "He's not coming
back. I know that
now. Oh Dorothy what am I going to do without him?" 
Dorothy took Michaela by the shoulders and with a
gentle hand, lifted her
chin up to look into her eyes. "Michaela, it was only
a dream. You gotta
get a hold of yourself. Everyone has bad dreams at a
time like this and it
doesn't mean that what you saw was the future. You
should know that by
now." 
"But I saw him Dorothy. I saw Sully. He looked so
happy and it was if he
wanted me to know that he was happy now and not to
worry about him, that he
would be okay. But he didn't say anything, he just
walked away from me." 
"Michaela, Sully would never just leave you without
sayin goodbye. He's
angry right now and once he's had a chance to think
things over, he'll be
back. Listen to me. I came to tell ya Michaela that
I'm goin. I'm gonna
make the trip Michaela. I'll find Cloud Dancin and
he'll find Sully. Do you
hear what I'm sayin Michaela? We'll find Sully for
you!" Dorothy had become
determined. She was not about to let Michaela give up. 
"And one more
thing," she went on, "I've decided to write my book
again. I want to put
back on paper all the things that Cloud Dancin' had
told me before. I think
it needs to be written. People need to know the truth
about what happened
at Sand Creek and Washita. They need to know how bad
things have been for
the Indians. Charlotte gave me the inspiration to
write my book again. This
time the information in that book can't hurt them, it
will help them. And
it will help you too Michaela. I need to go see Cloud
Dancin' first but I
also need to see both you and Sully. I need to see it
through your eyes so
you gotta get a hold of yourself. I need you to be
strong. I need you to
hold on for me. I'm gonna find him Michaela. I
promise. I'm gonna find
Sully!"