
Conquerer
I don't know you, never even seen your face
still deep within you left an unremovable trace
Stuck in one of my most painful memories
sometimes stinging like hundreds of bees
You don't know me, not even my name
and disappeared as quickly as you came
I'll always have to carry the memory of you
not able to forget, no matter what I do
But you will never rule my life anymore
Knowing now there are better things to live for

More than a dream
The past isn't over yet it seems
you still sometimes appear in my dreams
In these dreams I have all the power,
pushing you from the highest tower,
running you through with a large sword,
strangling you with a thing but sharp cord
I've killed you so many times in my mind
but sadly the reality stays behind
You're still out there and free
while I am locked up in the ugly memory

Property
You thought you could buy me
you were wrong
Expensive gifts, trips and diners;
you had it all
But you never had me
not my trust, not my love
I was not to be bought
Still that was what you thought.

Judgements
A shelf full of stuff
my stuff
Worthless for other people perhaps
some pictures, a broken ring
a lighter and an old busticket
For me glued together
a part of my history
You shouldn't judge so fast
this stuff is priceless to me;
all are memories of my past

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