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It's almost midnight.

"Knock Knock"
"Who?" Franz open the door with sleepy eyes, and surprisingly saw the
beautiful sexy orange hair standing.  "ooohhh....  Should I leave the room?
hehehe..."
"no need to, tell J to come out!"  Sugi said.
"What now?"  J came out and shut the door (in case Sugi do something that
"outrageous" so nobody can see it).
"Let's go out for a drink!"
"Now?!!"
"Yeah, come on!"
"to where?"
"Who cares! Just come out with me!"
"but I wanna sleep instead...."

"YOU get out!!!!" Sugi pull J's hand and drag him away.

The two sneak out of of school and hop onto SUgi's car and drove away.
"so even if you got caught you won't get punish huh?!"  J said.
Sugi grinned.
"If you just want someone to kill time with why don't you just find some
other of your lovers." J said annoyed
"no, today is special!"  Sugi smiled and look at J.
"whatever..." J looked away.

The two drove on the night in the mountain road, J couldn't help starring
at Sugi, trying to guess what's on his mind.

"so...what's going on?" J tried to say something to break the awkward
silence.
Sugi didn't say a word.
J sigh and said, "don't know if I'm imagining things, these days you looked
a little weird...well not that you're very "normal" usually anyway..."
Sugi stole a glance at J, "huh! What do you mean?"
J remain silent for awhile, "well....I see sorrow in your eyes..." no
respond from Sugi, J continued "You know what, instead of getting drunk
tonight, why not go somewhere else?  or your life have nothing else besides
sex and alcohol??"
Sugi smiled, "well well well J, you do know me best. I know a place we can
go to..."

Sugi drove upward the mountain until there're no more roads.  He stopped
the car and signal J to come with him.

It's an open flower field.  The moon shine softly.  The nightsky is
decorated with sparkling jewelry stars, it seem so close to the ground that
one can reach out and grab.

"wow...this is nice..." J looked around.
Sugi closed his eyes and feeling the air and wind blowing on his face.  He
turned to J and gave a very warm smile and open his arms.
J never see Sugi so........before he could get his mind together, Sugi
advanced
to J.  They both felt on the ground and buried in the flower field.

Sugi wrapped around J's chest with his arms, he closed his eyes and buried
his face in J's neck. J caress Sugi's hair softly.  J was still trying to
figure out what's going on.  Their relationship was always nothing other
than violent and power play.   But now everything is so peaceful, tender
and....romantic... All the sudden, Sugi seemed so "fragile".

They stayed that position for a long time, wordlessly.  Starring at the
stars and silver moon, J felt like being lost in time and space.  All the
troubles, Ino, and everything were away from his mind for once, as if only
Sugi and him were the only existence on earth.  Maybe this is the sanctuary
for Sugi?  He came here to clear his mind?  But does this Lucifer even need
a resting place though?

Avoiding warpping up with this strange emotions, J tried to break the
silence , "so is this some kinda secret garden of yours?"

Sugi giggled and looked up at, "well it's not a private property, but I do
come here often...alone...untill now..."

J looked away, he felt...embarassed, a strange heat was spreading over his
body.  Could he mean that I'm the first person he "shared" this personal
place of his?  J quickly snapped himself out of it, how could he?  But his
voice...Sugi's speaking voice is so different.  It's not demanding like
usual.  No, J thought. this is probably one of many spells Lucifer cast on
his
"victims".

"Sugi, your action is always out of my expectation, so really, what's on
your mind?"

"...I just want to lied here with you..."

"Is that so? Is that why you drag me out of my sleep?"

"oh my darling, don't tell me you're still bother by that," Sugi smiled,
"isn't it better sleeping with beautiful starry night as your blanket and
flower field as your bed? huh?"

"whatever," J felt uncomfortable.  The person who lied on him is just not
Sugi.  That person has no desire and control.  J noticed Sugi didn't even
kiss him once, while usually Sugi would hung himself over J like a hanger.
J would do whatever to satisfy "her highness".  For a long time he had made
up his mind, even subconsciously, that he'd surrender to Sugi, being a
loyal slave is the only way not to lose that strange "bond" between them,
and the attention from the proud and beautiful lucifer.  But now, Sugi
rested on J quietly, not asking anything more than an embrace.  For once
they finally resemble a real, normal "couple", which both parties were on a
more equal status.

J couldn't help it, even though he knew this might be the one and only
special night in lifetime that he and Sugi can be so close together like
this, he couldn't stand the fact that the higher his hope, the greater the
disappointment would be, "OK~~ that's it!  Why're you acting like this?"

"hmm?"

"You know, before I would have push you down already and fxxk you till you
say what's really on your mind, but since last time I said the L word, I
don't want to treat you like a barbarian.  So stop playing mind games with
me, at least for once... you know you're not acting "normal" right now.
Just tell me~ damn it, this is driving me crazy~~" J yelled.

Sugi just smiled and kissed J softly on the lip.  It's a little peck,
teasingly, and said, "well...I do have my down times and I know you're the
shoulder to rest my head on.   J, I've always said, and I do mean it,
you're very special to me."

J gave little force on his arm and hugged Sugi tighter, their lips locked
and never before the kiss feel so tender but passionate.

"You're very beautiful tonight, Sugi," J smiled, "you dunno how happy I'm
to be so close to you like this..."   even though who knows how you'd turn
back tomorrow, J thought.

"J, you're very cute yourself, as always" Sugi giggled, "you know, you're
like an angel to me, so...pure.."

"What????  Me?  ha...I never heard of that before," J laughed.

"You're always what you seem," Sugi said in a soft voice, "so predictable,
so bold and straightforward, so simple and..."

J felt black lines on his head.

Sugi looked into J's eyes and said, "your eyes, are so honest and ...so
lovely..."

J felt like it's a dream.  It can't be true.  Too good to be true.  Sugi,
this brat, how could he...saying these things with a very humble voice,
very sincere facial expression.  He never felt so closed to Sugi like
this.  He felt heat all over his body, he had never felt such desire for
the man on top of him.

"You're so beautiful J...unlike all the other pathetic people, such as that
Ryu..."

It is as if someone had splashed a bucket of ice cold water, J snapped out
of his emotions all the sudden.

That's why!
Sugi, is it because of Ryu that you acted this way?

His dream had finally awakened.  Just as he convinced himself that he
finally became part of Sugi, and he had finally opened Sugi's heart, and
letting him revealing  him all his personal feelings and getting too much
into this beautiful, spiritual little world of their own.

His felt his heart hard and heavy like a rock, fell down deep into a
endless hole.  Every breath was like a thousand knife cutting into his
chest.  J closed his eyes.  Something must had happened between Sugi and
Ryu...and it affected Sugi's feeling.  Why didn't I thought of that!?  was
I foolishly expecting something else?  How can I compare to his long-time
companion?

("But when you say it, I don't feel afraid......")

Sugi's word that night looped in J's mind.  J covered his eyes with his
hand, smiling bitterly.

(Eventually I'm still one of THOSE pathetic comforters, nothing had/will
ever changed.. It must have been this damn flower field and starry night
that gave me false hope...)

"J darling you're trembling...are you cold?" Sugi concerned.

Even the most surprising tender voice won't have any effect now, J didn't
say a word.

Sugi unbuttoned his shirt and started pulling off J's T-shirt and smile
naughtily, "well we all know human heat is the best way to warm our
bodies."

J moved away his hand and starred at Sugi, he squeeze a smile, "since this
is your special night, I'd let you fxxk me this time."

(nothing can be as hurtful as my heart now...)

"hehe.." Sugi giggled, "even without your permission I was going to do
that, you're so sexy tonight..."

"just do whatever you want....whatever pleases you..."

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" I guess it's time to go back," Sugi pulled the zipper up for J.

J stared at Sugi lovingly, who was looking around for his clothes now.  His
heart ache harder and harder as they walked toward the car, leaving this
dreamy place where he'd probably never have chance to enter again.

"Sugi, I hope you feel better now..."

"Hey what's with that worried face?  You forgot who I am?" Sugi grinned,
"and J darling, why do you look so "UNsatisfy" even after nth times with me
tonight?  Your desire can't escape my eyes...you know~" Sugi lifted J's
chin with his finger, smiling seductively.

J looked away embarassingly and sweated: don't tell me you knew what's on
my mind...

They walked around where they park the car, looking out of the mountain.  J
starred at Sugi's back and thought, even if I'm just your appetizer, I'd
still serve you until you're bore of me....coz I'm hopelessly in love with
you...

"oh~ah~~ah~" suddenly a moaning sound came out of nowhere.

Sugi and J looked at each other immediately.

They looked around and saw 2 people behind the bushes.  Both are naked.  A
short blond hair slim boy was pushing hard into the other, who's
blindfolded.

"Oh my...isn't that Hyde?" Sugi gasped in wonder (and who's that persen
fxxking him?!).

"argh~~ more sicked guys from your SC huh!? really *good*
education and leadership you are.." J grinned,

"well I didn't know he likes outdoor sex and being blindfolded, hoho~~
wow..great poses~~"

"you pervert, stop admiring while peeking!"

"You dunno I enjoy watching ppl having sex? Why do you think I taped you
and....."

"ARGH~~" J smacked Sugi on the head and created sound in the bushes.

"WHO's THERE???" Hyde and Kiyoharu gasped.

"oh no~~" J pulled up Sugi in his arm and ran.

"Come on, there's no need to run...we could have join in~~^__-" Sugi
laughed.

"WHAT? You gotta be kidding."  J blushed and laughed.

"hahaha....."

The two ran back to the car like two naughty kids who just play pranks on
others, they could't stop laughing.

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