(3:48pm EST) 10/21/98
let's see.. not much has happened... at least i don't feel as if the things that have been happening over the last 11 days have been all that interesting.
as of right now, bryan is just a bad memory. which is good.. because i really did want to get over him.
i told garrett that i liked him.. and when i first started talking to him(which was online), i didn't tell him my name.. so he worked up to asking what class of his i was in, and then i gave in and told him my name via email. i didn't tell him my name exactly, he guessed.. i gave a few hints.. i was surprised that he knew my name. so, i thought he wasn't interested.. but people tell me that if he wasn't interested he wouldn't bother to email back or anything... i asked to know more about him and he sent me this autobiographical email telling his full name, friends, hobbies, what he's like.. etc.
i sent him one back with the same information..only i tend to go way into detail.. which i did. he's such a nice guy.. and i dunno if he is interested or just keeping all his options open.. i just wish he'd talk to me offline.. i gave him my phone number, address.. blah blah blah.. he gave me his phone number and pager number. he's such a sweetheart.. and although i've felt differently about him before.. he's really nice.. i just hope that he has some sort of interest for me.. i really want to go to the social with him.. i want to know what it's like to dance with him.
i try to be happy, but it's hard.. when i'm left in suspense and all... please, garrett...like me.
