okay.. it's the 30th of october.. i love halloween.. it's just not doing it for me this year, tho.
bryan is being odd...i talk to him a little now and then.. but i love it, ever since this whole garrett thing, i've been sorta ignoring him..
oh yeah, the garrett thing.. well, he knows that it's ajay who likes him.. (that'd be me)... and he said that i should have said so from the beginning. i don't have the guts to be straight out.
i was talking to him online a few nights ago... i emailed him before he came on.. the email said that i was gonna ask him something in school today, but he looked busy, so i didn't bother. he asked what i wanted to ask him.. so i stalled for a little. then i said "this isn't the original question, but do you think i'm weird? 'cause i get the impression that you think i'm abnormal." he said "no, not at all" i said "whew, good."
then he said that i hadn't answered his question.. and i said it was just stuff about the social.. and i guess he had typed this in before i typed in the comment about the social.. he said "i really gotta go, email me about it and we'll talk later." so, i emailed him and said that "i knew it was a bad idea... i think i even scared you offline..." he never responded.. so i sent him another email last night which he hasn't read yet.. mostly because he's going away to go to a concert.. he wasn't even in school.
i was freaking out because i thought that i had scared him so much that he didn't come to school.
