no.. not improved... i'm coping.. thing's are just different. i've learned that just because i have feelings for a certain guy, doesn't mean that i can trust him fully. i am naive in dealings such as this.
quitting ballet.. i think i already wrote that tho.. i don't remember. oh well.
i put another one of andra's poems up.. it's good.. almost symbolic. ;)
today in psychology class, the teacher told us that a girl who has never had a male role model to love them will try to find that love somewhere...being promiscuous..having sex at an early age...getting pregnant.. just to feel "love". does this mean that i'm gonna become another teenage pregnancy statistic?? that's scary to think of. i can't take care of myself, much less a fetus.
next year i want to go into the v.i.p. program...for veterinary medicine... when i was little i had dreams of being a veterinarian...but i dont' know anymore. i want to get a taste of everything... to see what i like and what i don't. i mean, my dreams of being a designer will always be there.. but, i'm trying to be practical.
