Exquisite Pain
I knew the risks when I began
I knew about her, your lady...
but I'll take you any way I can
and love you, God...like crazy
I'm just the icing on your cake,
a single moment's pleasure
a deep and hungry ache
when I want to be your answer
knew I'd be the one, to come undone
it hurts so good, this pain
its like dying with a smile
in a last long sweet refrain
we'll never move past this...
this other world in which we meet
furtive calls and secret bliss
and a silence so complete
I build up each sweet memory,
and hold them oh so tight
each one a heartache's trophy
you can't hold up to the light
knew I'd be the one, to come undone
it hurts so good, this pain
its like dying with a smile
in a last long sweet refrain
and it'd be so damn easy
if I had someone, like you
to keep my heart so busy
when you do what you need to do
but when you're away with her
my heart is put on hold
and nothing seems to matter
my need can't be controlled
knew I'd be the one, to come undone
it hurts so good, this pain
its like dying with a smile
in a last long sweet refrain
there's no changin' the situation
no rewriting of history
I'll live with this frustration
your love a sad mystery
'cuz I know the day will come
when you walk that road away
and I'll be passion's victim
with sweet love gone astray
knew I'd be the one, to come undone
it hurts so good, this pain
its like dying with a smile
in a last long sweet refrain
so I'll be the one, to come undone
loving this exquisite pain
lost in heartache's exile
wishing you'd love me once again...
my muse
He's a writer, a wordsmith...
a bringer of soft sensual dreams
luscious fantasies and earthy delights
eclectic, elusive, much more then he seems
lustful, longing, lost at sea
his fingers dancing 'cross the keys
my mind fills with naughty visions
bringing me to trembling knees
his wit and whimsical teasing
charming my wistful sadness
releasing soft cries of passion
creating this sweet madness
I Miss Love
I dreamed of you last night
and in this sweet dream
it all turned out right
funny how the mind plays tricks
holding out a bright hope
my id gettin' its kicks
I miss you, I miss us
the we, I'm dreaming of
but most of all
I miss love...
I find you in each sad song
words wrapping round me
where did we go wrong?
why did you have to go away
I'll never know the answer
and you wouldn't say
I miss you, I miss us
the we, I'm dreaming of
but most of all
I miss love...
© Jasmin