21 Things
(v.2 c. Alicia 10.16.02)

Do I walk showing my strength on the outside?
anything that comes I can handle

Can I understand autonomous eroticism or at least
the uses inherent?

Can I keep my fantasies constructive?
Observe the kink but not be naughty?

These are 21 things that I'd like to possess
I'd like to be these things in order to be my best

Do I give words to my understanding when asked a definition?
Always think first so I am coherant?

Do I check how I present myself
and always act on what I see would work better?

Do I keep my mood to myself
except for use, compensate and nothing further?

These are 21 things that I'd like to possess
I'd like to be these things in order to be my best
I've been waiting
my whole life for this and learning the foundation

Am I always sure I've convinced myself so
I know I need not depend on other opinions

Do I recognize distraction
confusion where there should be something simple

Am I both masculine and feminine?
Flexible, especially in the face of change?

Am I sensitive without rejecting it?
Do I keep my mind clear
-listen to myself but not always be my own focus?

I allow no deadlines, and certainly no pressure
my time was planned from forever




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