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People chatter of nothing cause,
tomorrow’s a new day and today’s gone.
"Good-bye" we say, to all of you,
good-bye to the nothing of today.
And say good-bye to your friends,
they’ll be gone soon enough
reality comes.
They’ll all stand for themselves- you fall?


If you fall, I shall not fall with you,
because I’m the nothing of today- the reality of life.
I AM the nothing of today.


Tomorrow, I’ll be gone.


You’ll be alone.


Alone with the nothing of tomorrow…
…if he decides to come for you…


You’ll grow wings and fly with him.
Heaven’s castle is all for you.
In love, paradise grows.


And You’ll make love purely because
today is gone…
and he is there with you.


He shall not have to say "good-bye"… the evil words that I must bare.
For he is tomorrow- I am today.
He shall remain forever in your command,
at the horizon of where- tomorrow meets today.
And this is where your lips exchange-
In the midnight hour of
tomorrow and today.
The three shall become one, in an equivocal way.
Their undying passion lies on the bridge of eternity…
triangulating their emotion,
into one unwavering flame.


Heatherly A.J. & Carrie


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2



There’s a fly in my soup, and I just missed my bus.
I called you (like I said I would) but you were out.
Does it matter?
It rained today, I cried. My favourite show was canceled.
I called you (like I said I would) but you were out.
Does it matter?
Took a few extra pills today, knowing just how much was to many.
I called you (like I said I would) but you were out.
Now I’m gone.
Does it matter?


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3
Slicing deep, slightly bleeding
Streaming tears, yelling screaming.
Feeling pain. Great! Exciting!
Leaving marks-worse than biting.


Doing nothing but endless lying,
Fighting sweet sensations of dying.
Holding on to the loving living,
Taking more than ever giving.


Writing words deep in meaning,
Hoping not for viewing, screening.
Thinking of (though not liking; willing),
Living, breathing; it's just not that thrilling.


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4



I "always get what I want"
and I did, I had you. Long enough
as you started to go
you strung me along for the ride
I tried to hold on tight, but you were just to strong,
grasping for one more day- just one more
I slowly realized-- you'd left me behind
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the dust is my friend now, I don’t need you
learning new things now, I don’t need you
there are others here, in the dust with me
they've not been left, but they're helping me
they're bringing me up to a new height
up to your level, I’m ready..
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not sure if I wanted what once I had had
am I growing up? or just changing my mind?
Eventually maybe I’ll realize you were right, I was wrong
for now I see, it’s time to move on
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moving on-- I try, I really do
and I am having lots of fun w/o you here,
new loves, new friends, new joys
I think I’m happy, but how will I know?
I haven't been to see that look in your eyes,
--innocent as they seem
there I will see what I’ve loved before
will I move on, or come back for more?
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I wish my worries would leave me now
the dust is where they belong,
I’m not strong enough to leave things behind
but memories create fears [and unfortunately tears]
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I need your help, but I don’t wanna take it
I need your love, but I don’t want you to fake it
I need your hand--- but its too far away
to far ahead, miles advanced in the road
maybe you'll realize one day what you did
maybe you know now
maybe I’ll realize you were just a lil’ kid- that’s all
maybe I’ll finally live on my own


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