Thought of him today

Thought of him today as I sat on the toilet
inside a casino in Connecticut.
In my thoughts I heard the way my name was whispered
in that special hoarse voice,
the letters all dipped into my conscience once more.
For some seconds I was on his lap again, nestling him
with the comfort of my arms and body
while delighting in our love.
Loudly, from the last stall in the room,
the flush of another
distant ivory throne awoke me from my daydream
and I sat there
with nothing more than the water that
stared back at me from
beneath my bare buns in the still cold seat.