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My thoughts about Psychic and Mystic stuff. Just your basic babbling fool! Hahahahahahaha...

What is this page anyways?

Ok,seems you have stumbled apon my random babbling page.
This page is mainly a way for me to just spit out whatever is on my mind about mystic and psychic phenomenon. Ever since I was a little kid, I have held an interest in this stuff, and I feel drawn to it like a moth to a light. This is just a page of my thoughts on why some things work the way they do. The way I sort these things out in my mind is by asking myself questions, and searching inside myself for the answers. If you go on reading this page, I want you to understand that I have only answers for myself. Some of what you read may sound strange,freaky, wrong, right, unusual or just plain boring, but to me all this stuff is thrilling. Babble...babble...babble..Oh, and subjects might change and the opinions might too.*S*

Something I need to say

All I know is what I have experienced myself.And I would hope that you would feel the same.Do not go by what others tell you,go by what you experience first.A lot of people do not believe in psychic stuff.If you are one of those people,I want you to think about any experiences you have had,no matter how small dealing with psychic experiences.I bet you have had something before.Look to what you have experienced,and go by that before anything else.I am no great psychic,in fact,what happens to me is not something I control.....yet.I am slowly working on that.I see auras and I read cards,not minds or anything else. I am just a normal guy,no shaved head,no running around acting weird or claiming I am something I am not.I have a family and the computer is my outlet of exploration.Everything that I write about has happened to me and made me question my reality and my sanity.I want to share this with the world becuase so many people are closed off from what is realy out there.My whole point is to make you aware that there is more to this life than what you see.There is a force that seem to play a roll in everyones life. For some reason it seems to play a bigger roll in mine.Not everyone has had these kind of experiences,and that in itself kinda bothers me.I find it hard to believe that this is true and look at it more as you have had them,you just were not aware of it or said it was a coincidence.
Was it?

Sorting some things out
Also I should note that I seem to have a knack for self preservation. If something real bad is going to happen to me, I know about it ahead of time usualy through a variety of weird occurences. These strange abilities have kept me from being arrested in the past for doing stupid stuff as a kid. Kept me away from people that meant me harm, has gotten me a job because of being able to tell when I am saying something that the employer wanted to hear and before being in car accidents I knew something bad was gonna happen in 3 out of the 4 car crashes I have been in. These abilities seem to revolve around self preservation. I am at the point now where instead of asking why these things happen, I am now at how and if I can do anything with them.

Where do I get my answers?

All these answers come from inside myself. When I say that I mean from the part of me that looks for what feels right and makes sense to me. Some things are based on personal experiences, some on observations, some are just plain theories, you will have to read on and look inside your own self to find whether or not it is true to you.

Why are some people more psychic than others?

My thoughts have lead me to believe that everyone is psychic. It's just a matter of being able to find what triggers the ability.

What I have experienced with psychic visions

I have noticed that when I have had psychic visions, it was right before something involving me would go wrong. This kind of vision has only happened a few times. For the most part the vision would come on something like this:
Someone said "I am pulling over the truck to clean off the windshield." Then for a second, I would suddenly be looking at an old movie of myself in the car and the car going into the ditch, followed by State Trooper cars pulling up.
This was an actual vision that I had a few years ago, and I wish I would of said not to pull over because it cost me almost $300 to get my buddies truck out of the impound lot.
A few things I did notice about the actual vision was that I saw several State troopers pull up, in reality only one pulled up. After the vision, my ears were ringing, also everything seemed to have a blueish tint to it for a few minutes.

Gut feelings and intuitive knowing

For me the gut feeling usually is a warning sign that something is wrong, or that I am in danger. It is an actual feeling in the stomache, an uneasy queasiness. The gut feeling is also connected to my thoughts. Not only do I feel ill in the stomache, but also I get a paranoid feeling in my head. You just feel that something is not right. For me this is a more common occurance. It usually happens when I meet someone that is a threat to my well-being in some way. Like I am picking up their intentions twards me, even if they themselves are not aware of it . I stay away from people that I get this feeling from. I learned that lesson the hard way.
Intutive knowing is a little harder to explain,
this is a feeling that comes out of nowhere. For me it is triggered much like a vision. This feeling comes as an emotion towards something that I heard, saw, touched, or read. The emotion that I feel depends on what the "knowing" is about. The only way I think I can describe it is to point to an actual experience that I had. When I was a teenager, I remember sitting and watching the news. The news caster was talking about the Space Shuttle Challenger. As soon as the anchor man said that the shuttle was on its 25th mission, I suddenly felt very sad, and I somehow knew that the shuttle was going to blow up. I also had a feeling that this was supposed to happen. I even told my principal at school about this the next morning. When he pulled me out of class to go look at the TV, I already knew why, the Challenger had blown up. That is something that I personally believe was supposed to happen to either halt, or slow down the space program, and I believe that it was the hand of God that caused this for some reason that we will never understand. Anyways, intuitions are for me usually strong emotions that come out of nowhere. They are caused by a triggering factor from the 5 sences. As to why they happen, I have no idea.

Dreaming precognitive dreams

These kind of dreams happen rarely to me. When I used to meditate, I would get these kind of dreams, and I can honestly say that this seems to be something that can be taught, or is a bi-product of deep meditation. I have no idea which though. All I know is that after I started to get into deep meditation, I would have these dreams. They are different than the way I usually dream. Imagine looking through a long tube, and watching someone through it. Now, imagine that there is a fine mesh net draped over the other end of the tube. The net only blurs out the image a little, letting you see the person you are looking at, but not clearly. That is about the only way I can describe these dreams. The dreams I had like this only happened a few times, and were only of small things like my son doing something he was not supposed to do, and me catching him. Now that I think about it, I wonder if I did not have these dreams if I would of caught him or not? It seems, thinking back, that in the dream I was looking through my own eyes, not from a different perspective. So, maybe I was picking up on my future thoughts? Something for me to think about

Where do I think all this psychic stuff comes from?

Honestly ?
I am not sure. But I think that most of it comes from the mind. Some of the bigger abilities comes from some force that is beyond the normal human perception. I, as of yet, have not had an experience that has required or enabled me to access this higher source, not that I know of anyways. But I know that some of the best mystics have, and I know that the force they access is real.

My thoughts on Tarot Card reading

Hmmmmm....
I have no idea why they work, only that they do. I have been reading cards for about four years now and although I know the meanings to the cards there is deffinetly more to Tarot Cards than just memorizing them.Is it vibrations? Is it my own intuition? Or could it be something else? I am beginning to lean twards the idea that there are actual spirits that influence readings, and put the information through the reader. I want to be careful here, as to not say that is what is happening, because I have never seen something, or heard something while giving a reading, but on a few occasions, I have felt something. And it is like a shiver that goes through my arm or my back. Sometimes it is almost like a body convulsion. But that could just be me getting the shivers, I am not sure yet.

My thoughts on channeling

I think that channeling could be real. I myself tried it a bit when I was younger. What I experienced was my emotions coming out, and expressing themselves. During this time, I was into Satanism, though so what came out was not of a happy nature, and because of this fact I really do not wish to channel myself again to get a better perspective. Channeling is not for me. However, I do know of some people who do channel, and some of what they get sounds true to me. So I guess my point on this is that I do not care where the wisdom is coming from, as long as it is there, and of a helpful nature. As to where the information is coming from, I believe that part of it comes from the sub-conscious mind. Now, where the subconscious mind gets it from, I have no idea, and I have never actually seen anyone channel so I can not hold a real opinion either way. But because of what I have experienced myself with other mystical experiences, I don't see why it couldn't work.

My thoughts on Telepathy

Now here is a subject that I have experienced a few times. Telepathy is the sending and receiving of thoughts from one person to another. When I was in high school, I had a teacher that I suspect was very psychic. One day in class, I just looked at him and thought 'Goat'. I tried sending him a picture of a goat mentally. He had no idea I was doing this either, but he suddenly looked up at me, and said 'Goat'. That is an example of telepathy. One other time was actual words, in my head, when I had a spiritual encounter with an angel, along with the words were also feelings. So to me, telepathy is something I can say is real and true.

Psychic or Mystic? Whats the difference?

This is something I noticed while I was typing, and I feel the need to explain. To me, psychic abilities and Mystic abilities, are two different things that merge into the same realm of reality. Psychic abilities seem to be more of the human experience involving the brain, and the sub-conscious mind. Mystic abilities seem to be more spiritual in nature, and involve rituals and symbolism. Both can have the same end results.

Do I believe in Hell?

I do not believe in Hell. This is a place, that in my opinion, was created by humans to control the masses, by the use of fear. What I do believe is that if you commit a murder, or rape, or countless other evil deeds ,when you die you will relive these things from the perspective of the one you did evil against. That could be Hell for some, but honestly, I have never died, so I do not know for sure. But I just feel that this is correct. Many people have had near death experiences to back this up.Hell to me is being seperated from God and light.

The Angel Of Light

When I was 17 something happened that changed my life. I was sitting in my livingroom and a large light suddenly came out of nowhere and a tall man dressed in white robes and gold trim stepped out of the light and pointed at me. All he said was "Kneel and pray". I could actualy feel the light that was coming from him and the hole he stepped out of.I felt at the time an overwhelming power of love coming from him and also felt that he was angry with me for some reason. I felt like I knew this man from somewhere and I also felt that he knew me.It scared me so bad that I literaly said "F**K this!" and took off out the front door. This is the only proof I have experienced to indicate that God is real, but it is all I need. I know without a doubt that this angel or being was sent by God to re-dirrect my path from the darkness of Satanism and black arts I was dabbling in.

Who is God?

That is an answer I can only ponder about.But I know only that God is real and that God is an intelligence far beyond anything I can comprehend.

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