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~ Thursday, June 13, 2002

I wrote this song on 03 May 2002.

Secret Admirer

I've started to think that you were never worth my time
All the thoughts of you were always on my mind
I cared so much for you but you were hardly by my side
You seemed to favor more your friends and all the silly smiles

>> That you get from your secret admirers
>> You don't know them and they don't know you
>> But you like to let them think you could love them too
>> What's with all this abuse, I guess loving you is just no use

I should have seen this, why was I blinded by your sight
That smile you gave and that look in your eyes
I was so confused, I didn't know what to do
You said it would be all right and so I believed in you

>> I shouldn't have been, your secret admirer
>> I don't know you and you don't me
>> Why'd you let me think you could love me too
>> There should have been no abuse, because loving you is just no use

>> The smiles you get, from your secret admirers
>> You don't know them and they don't know you
>> But you like to let them think, you could love them too
>> What's with all this abuse, I guess loving you is just no use

Рęř¦=ёćŧĩǿņ ŧħŗǿųĝħ §¡£ęήĉė

posted by Radical Bleu at 2:50 PM

Which member of Incubus are you?

Рęř¦=ёćŧĩǿņ ŧħŗǿųĝħ §¡£ęήĉė

posted by Radical Bleu at 2:29 PM

~ Saturday, June 08, 2002

Finch. These guys are the best band out there. Kudos to them. I love their music.

posted by Radical Bleu at 12:18 PM

Well, this isn't actually supposed to be part of this blog, but hey... who cares about that, anyway? I just feel like taking quizzes right now.

Take the "Which Flower are you?"quiz by Hazel

posted by Radical Bleu at 9:33 AM

~ Monday, June 03, 2002

Here's a new one that I wrote. I just wrote it this afternoon.

how do you feel

It's been a long, long time what can we say.
The words have left us walking separate ways.
I feel so empty when I'm not with you,
but when I am I feel the same way too.

So I don't understand why I miss you.
I've sunk down deeper since you've told me the truth.
Our lives are a mess, but I spent it with you.
I don't have regrets, I hoped that you knew.

>> how do you feel, it makes all the difference
>> you never let me through to you
>> you were my only vice, my one addiction
>> I hated myself but I did love you, I did love you

My thoughts are barren and my emotions are too.
I can't explain it -- I'm living without you.
I wish I weren't. I wish you were here.
Life is a cage, this world has taught me to fear

everything. It's not so nice after all.
Being stuck in a rut trying hard not to fall,
but I fell anyway. i'ts tough to be alone.
I wonder how you are, I hope you've found a home.

Bleu

posted by Radical Bleu at 9:33 PM

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		~ Thursday, June 13, 2002 I wrote this song on 03 May 2002. Secret Admirer I've started to think that you were never worth my time All the thoughts of you were always on my mind I cared so much for you but you were hardly by my side You seemed to favor more your friends and all the silly smiles >> That you get from your secret admirers >> You don't know them and they don't know you >> But you like to let them think you could love them too >> What's with all this abuse, I guess loving you is just no use I should have seen this, why was I blinded by your sight That smile you gave and that look in your eyes I was so confused, I didn't know what to do You said it would be all right and so I believed in you >> I shouldn't have been, your secret admirer >> I don't know you and you don't me >> Why'd you let me think you could love me too >> There should have been no abuse, because loving you is just no use >> The smiles you get, from your secret admirers >> You don't know them and they don't know you >> But you like to let them think, you could love them too >> What's with all this abuse, I guess loving you is just no use Рęř¦=ёćŧĩǿņ ŧħŗǿųĝħ §¡£ęήĉė posted by Radical Bleu at 2:50 PM Which member of Incubus are you? Рęř¦=ёćŧĩǿņ ŧħŗǿųĝħ §¡£ęήĉė posted by Radical Bleu at 2:29 PM ~ Saturday, June 08, 2002 Finch. These guys are the best band out there. Kudos to them. I love their music. posted by Radical Bleu at 12:18 PM Well, this isn't actually supposed to be part of this blog, but hey... who cares about that, anyway? I just feel like taking quizzes right now. Take the "Which Flower are you?"quiz by Hazel posted by Radical Bleu at 9:33 AM ~ Monday, June 03, 2002 Here's a new one that I wrote. I just wrote it this afternoon. how do you feel It's been a long, long time what can we say. The words have left us walking separate ways. I feel so empty when I'm not with you, but when I am I feel the same way too. So I don't understand why I miss you. I've sunk down deeper since you've told me the truth. Our lives are a mess, but I spent it with you. I don't have regrets, I hoped that you knew. >> how do you feel, it makes all the difference >> you never let me through to you >> you were my only vice, my one addiction >> I hated myself but I did love you, I did love you My thoughts are barren and my emotions are too. I can't explain it -- I'm living without you. I wish I weren't. I wish you were here. Life is a cage, this world has taught me to fear everything. It's not so nice after all. Being stuck in a rut trying hard not to fall, but I fell anyway. i'ts tough to be alone. I wonder how you are, I hope you've found a home. Bleu posted by Radical Bleu at 9:33 PM