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:: Saturday, June 08, 2002 ::

That was dumb... okay, nevermind. I figured out what I did wrong with that stupid archive path... well, it's fixed now. Yay, I can move on to something else. Maybe not... I still have to fix the links. So yeah. This is my last post for today. Yeah. It's not like I ever have anything interesting to say anyway.

:: Radical Bleu 12:01 PM [+] ::
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Okay. I'm sitting here at home on a Saturday morning with absolutely nothing to do. I usually don't go out til the afternoon comes around anyway. The weather the end of this week isn't very pleasant. The clouds are dark and it's been raining once again. Another week of spontaneous Seattle weather.

Well, yesterday I got my haircut. It's short again, down to my chin. The barber wasn't very good. I paid him $14 for a crooked haircut. That isn't nice at all. But anyways... It grows back annoyingly fast anyway. The sun began to peer through the clouds at about 5pm. Lying in the heat made my head hurt. It was probably because I was walking around in the rain earlier that afternoon.

I used to live on an island in the Pacific. When I was a child, I remember it to be such a beautiful place. Seemingly third world, but nature made up for the lack of urban entities. Tourism was frequent. When big business hotels came around, they helped our economy but they also tarnished the beaches with their pollutants. The glowing color scheme the sand used to have and the assortment of sea shells slowly faded to grey. That was all that was left to remain for the future generations in that formerly magnificent island. There is one sight that remains abound with beauty: the sunset. Standing on the shore with the water against your toes, the quiet breeze blowing at your side, as you listen to the brances of the coconut trees swish against each other, while watching the sun sink below the sea... it brings this chaotic world calmly down into solemnity. To me, it bring a calmness that removes any fears, pains, or aching memories from my mind... such a nostalgic feeling at this moment. And so this ends my reminiscing.

I'm going to work on creating the archive for this blog. Maybe I coded it wrong, but it doesn't seem to work...

music in my room: "Ender" What it is to Burn Finch

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:: Radical Bleu 11:11 AM [+] ::
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Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amazing, practical,
and always interesting.

Someone who is constantly the center of attention,
but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head.

They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding,
someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

:: Radical Bleu 9:23 AM [+] ::
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It's 8pm. My brother is watching Black Knight. I saw it last night. It's really funny. I liked it. Well, today I woke up at 10am. My best friend called and woke me up. I went back to bed after that. I skipped breakfast and lunch and went right back to bed. She called again at around 1:30pm. ugh. Okay, okay... I got up and took a shower. We went over to the quads on campus, started singing songs and played guitar. We played tennis afterwards. That was pretty cool. I think I actually got the hang of it. Well, I guess I'll end it here. I've got to go pay the rent. Laters.

Bleu

:: Radical Bleu 8:14 PM [+] ::
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LoL. I did it again. Okay, so I didn't come back last night. Anyways... It's 10 am. I just woke up. I'm not quite sure what I want to do today. No one else here at home with me. It's nice and quiet. Well, I guess I'll just blog on for the time being...

I think I'll go buy some milk. Me and my brother bought a gallon of milk the other week, got it out of the shopping cart and put it in the trunk. Took all the groceries down but for some reason that dayum gallon never made it into the fridge. My bro. checked the trunk the next morning and it wasn't even there. I'm guessing somebody jacked his car again and didn't find anything useful and took the milk. `-`?? First Hill, Seattle... a very strange place to live in.

Bleu

:: Radical Bleu 10:17 AM [+] ::
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Well, okay. So I didn't have time to come back to this blog yesterday. Something came up... I did my chores and left with a friend to go downtown and around Broadway. It does beat staying here at home. I've got to go in a few... I'll write more when I get back tonight. There are some things on my mind that I'd like to lay down... Well, later.

Bleu

:: Radical Bleu 6:36 PM [+] ::
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AAAAAAAAGGH!!! I FEEL LIKE BREAKING STUFF...I'M FEELING EXREMELY IRRITATED AT MYSELF.

blah ... stupid world. No matter what I do, how hard I try... My life seems to never ever get any better. "I'm all alone there's nobody here beside me..." Anger doesn't ever solve anything and I can't stay angry for long anyway. So yeah, it doesn't really matter how I'm feeling now, because it'll change in a few minutes, hours, whatever. *sigh* It's noon once again. I just wrote in this thing yesterday or was it the day before that?? hmm... anyways. Oh, today's Sunday... didn't realize it til now. My brother left for work early this morning, I guess that's what through me off. I'm getting hungry. I think I'll cook up something real quick before I finish this off.

Tuesday, June 04, 2002. 10:19 am. I think I'll just add unto this one...

I was chatting with a friend of mine. He's really great. I miss him so much but he lives far away. Even if we'd find each other with a click of the mouse and talk for an hour or all through the night. I'm feeling so lonesome just typing away and seeing his screen name pop into sight, it makes me so happy but sad at the same time. I wish I could be his and if only he'd be mine. Then maybe life would be better than it already is. But I'm glad he's my friend and considers me his. I wish that our life could be intertwined. I'm feeling so restless. I'm going out of my mind. One of these days maybe we will be, together forever and always you and me. I miss you so much, especially when you've fallen out of touch. I want to let you know just how much I care, anywhere you are you know I'll always be there. I'm falling in love with you more and more everyday. And if I should tell you, just what will you say? So I end it here, where myonly fear has kept my broken heart at bay.

Bleu

:: Radical Bleu 12:26 PM [+] ::
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