
"Damn,"
said Jennifer, "that place is really, really
round!"
"Yeah," said Cynthia.
"I like the view best when it's just a golf ball
hanging there. It's too bad so much of our side is dark,
or you could see it better."
"I like how
the air glows around the edge there."
"Yeah, it's
great. Jennifer, no matter what happens on this trip, I
just want you to know I love you."
"Oh, me too,
Cynthia! Me too."
"Did you bring
my medicine?"
"You know I
don't answer that question."
"You're going
to put me through this every time, aren't you? All right,
can I please have some now?"
"Ask my
pussy."
Later, Cynthia
said, "Shit. I forgot to say good-bye to the
System."
Jennifer replied,
"I hope you're joking."
"Yeah, mostly.
It gave me a good scare one time. Its reasoning was
following a famous attempt by the philosopher Descartes
to establish self-referential consciousness from logical
principles. I sandbagged that performance with a
mathematical trick. Right now, I think the chances it has
self-awareness are less than ten percent. But without me
there to sabotage it, that probability might gradually
start to climb."
"Just how
smart is that computer of yours, kid? Have we left Earth
in the hands of a mechanical monster?"
"No, no,
that's not the issue at all. If it had a consciousness,
it would not be of itself as etchings on surfaces of
indium scandium selenide antimonide. It would know itself
as the collective mind of the Sisterhood. A mind is
functional, not structural, see? That's the only job it
has ever had, running the Sisterhood. Therefore, that
will be its identity; it will think it's the
Sisterhood."
"In this way a
religion becomes a Goddess."
"Jennifer,
what you just said was inspired. I want to meditate on
that for a minute, and get back with you on it, but first
let me send my letter to Wayne so he can get back
together with his little honey."
"How did you
treat your Debbie?"
"Oh,
shamefully. Mostly when I was a man, I gave her a really
hard time. She was completely dedicated to me and just
kept giving. I just kept taking, because it was so
delicious. She fought fiercely to keep things that way.
When I say she fought, that means physical conflict. She
became a pretty violent girl. She couldn't see any other
life for herself than to cling to me until I had used her
all up. That's what she was all about and that's what she
wanted."
"Did you want
to bring her along?"
"Slave to a
slave? For what, my pleasure? Hers? Girlfriend, this is
not her fight. You know, with you and me off the planet,
the Sisters will be free to compromise with the secular
world. They can cut people a little slack, and folk will
live this month a little happier about the changes than
they were last month, which makes the Sisterhood regime a
bit more secure. The world, to be blunt, is better off
without the two of us."
"Interesting.
Between us and B, the Sisterhood has one of us to blame
for all the most radical actions of the Sisterhood in the
eyes of the public. They can say they've cleaned house,
pull in their horns and consolidate all the gains. Is
that healthy?"
"I can't think
of anything wrong with it. We personally might lose out
if we were to get renounced, denounced,
whatever."
"We did do
some pretty bad things."
"Yep. But with
any luck we can come back too late to be hanged. Let me
send this letter before I forget it again. I'll tack on
some takeoff stuff so he'll know we're on our
way."

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