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NEW EXPERIENCES 4
I have been observing that in the Internet exist thousands of sites about astral projection, but they are few sites that describe real experiences lived by projectors; therefore I will place in this space all new experiences that I am having:
HARD
RAIN IN ASTRAL
Today
(29/06/2004) I was projected and I watch a strange rain in Astral.
It
was a rain of thick drops, a little heavy and more intense.
It
wasn’t disagreeable, however, I instinctively mold an umbrella and I percept
that such rain was so intense and massive that I didn’t get see trough no more
than few meters.
I
had an impression that when the rain starts I felt a light “suffocation”.
It
can be more one kind of “cleaning system in Astral”, but so different of the
disagreeable acid rain or energetic that I watch some occasions.
For
that ones that didn’t know yet, I already watch also others kind of cleaning
in Astral, such as: cleaning with fire and a wind that blows alternatively from
the four corners.
There
are Lower Regions in Astral that are so disagreeable and suffocating, probably
those “cleaning systems in Astral” helps to dissipate vibrations avoiding
that appear others ambient or that contaminates with such vibrations
A
STREET JOINING TWO PLANES
Today
(24/06/2004) I was projected and I leave perambulating by near streets in my
neighborhood.
In
a determinate moment I was seeing the houses and a grassed square when I amazed
percept a new street starting in a place that I knew that was a turn street in
the physical and with a little ground elevation.
In
physical there are nothing in that place, it is a opened place.
I
saw that new street beginning there, as if it were an extension of the street
that exists in physical.
It
was like a new street.
It
was possible to notice that in physical the asphalt (pavement) of the street was
shabby and dirty, and in Astral, the new street seems to be recent asphalted or
covered with a new asphalt coat.
I
start walk in that street and soon I entered in a kind of avenue crowded of
people, while in physical, there wasn’t anybody in the streets.
The
movement was intense, there was much things there… but the odd situation
pulled me back to my physical body.
AGGRESSION
IN ASTRAL
Yesterday
(20/06/2004) Sunday at the evening, I leave projected and I received a violent
aggression of an entity of male appearance; he seems a strong guy and that was
spying me
He
gave me a violent stroke in my left knee.
Scared
and without reaction, because I didn’t wait that suddenly aggression, I saw
that apparently, a big piece of my knee bone had a displacement.
Worried
with that, I tried to replace that bone peace.
That
afflictive situation do me come back to my physical body, wake me up.
I
noticed that nothing happened with my left knee in the physical, only a little
strange sensation, but, soon a muscle (or nerve) close my left knee start
“jumping” (to tremble).
“Jumped”
maybe five times and stop.
Certainly
there was a reaction in physical due to the aggression that I suffered in
Astral; or perhaps my physical brain provokes that reaction.
I
tried to leave again, but I didn’t get it, probably because I was tense.
At
night, I leave projected normally, but, I didn’t meet that entity; also I
didn’t percept any problem with my left knee (in Astral), that replace itself.
A
STRANGE LEAVE
Today
(17/06/2004) around 7:30 PM, I was tired and I decide to lie down and relax a
little.
Without
to want, I percept that I begin to leave my body totally conscious…
I
let it happen…
I
wanted “enjoy” all process… I felt myself to unfasten of my physical
body…
I
start to turn to down and I thought that I was suffocating, but I remember
rapidly that I was lying by side and my body breath with tranquility.
I
continue turning in a lap almost completely, until stay with my belly up and I
fell (on back), but my head fell first.
I
crossed the mattress, the bed, the floor and I continue falling.
There
was nothing to afraid; I was enjoying the process…
The
fall stops suddenly…
I
noticed that somebody “pulls” my leg…
I
reacted and noticed that was two entities of female appearance.
Where
I was?
My
mind created or tried to create, the impression that I was on floor, in the feet
of my bed, but, I knew that I would stay several meters down in the soil,
because my bedroom is on ground level.
It
is interesting to observe that our mind try “fill up the blanks” with scenes
and known things, because of any way I could be in the feet of my bed, at least
I had lost the sense of direction.
All
that caused me a strange feeling that I was “pulled” back to my physical
body, waking me up.
After
to return to physical I was thinking in that strange situation:
I
could be several meters down in soil, but I was in somewhere place in Astral…
Will
it be that seen of this way, from Astral Plane, the physical don’t is a kind
of illusion?
WILL
THEY BE ARTICULATED SPIRITS FROM LOWER ASTRAL?
Yesterday
night (16/06/2004)I help a girl in Astral to safe from Lower Astral spirits that
persecute her and that seems articulated ( like a gang that communicate among
themselves)because in spite of I flew so far away carrying the girl, when I
“landing” with her, others Lower Astral people passed to persecute her.
MANGO
WITHOUT FLAVOR
Today
(14/06/2004) I was projected and observing a kind of banquet in Astral
The
table was plentiful and the people eating a lot.
Curious,
I approached and observed the kind foods… they are similar at physical.
On
a tray there was mangoes and other fruits cut in slices or pieces, they seems
appetizing, savory.
I
won the reluctance… I spat with the fork a piece of mango and bring it to my
mouth.
It
seems to have some consistence, in spite of to be different from that would be
in physical, but, it had no flavor.
That
strange sensation of to have inside my mouth a piece of mango without flavor do
me come back to my physical body.
Will
it be that who created that thought shape didn’t get to give flavor to that
fruits?
The
people that was there seems to eat that with tasteful… that probably don1t
happen if the foods didn’t have flavor.
Will
it be that they deceived themselves when eating those foods, creating a
sensation of flavor?
Will
it be that I didn’t felt a flavor because I was projected and I didn’t
participate of that kind of “collective illusion”?
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The
projection give us in certain way a kind of “differential” that bring us to
discern inside a typical syndrome of “collective illusion” created together
by a group of people in Astral
Even
in front of a syndrome of “individual illusion” the person projected
(according his lucidity), get to see or percept of differenced way.
We
get lucidity when we avoid something that seems to us an absurd in Astral; due
that it is important to be always attentive and cautious in front of our
experiences in Astral.
My report, named “ACTIVITIES IN ASTRAL” shows a little of normally occur in Astral.
MOLDING
AN AIRPLANE IN ASTRAL
Today
(11/06/2004 prolonged holiday)around 11:00 AM, I was projected on ceiling of a
construction in the back place of my house, where in opportune occasion I intend
to built a terrace, to have a panoramic vision of my neighborhood.
I
was seeing everything much clear, equal it was in physical. Maybe I was in the
named “real time”.
I
notice a helicopter of medium capacity flying over in a reasonable altitude, but
I didn’t hear the characteristic sound of the engine and helices, due this I
thought that perhaps it was molding by mind of someone.
I
already report in some occasions that sometimes we can see the dreams of others
in Astral.
I
resolve also molding end I concentrate my mind hardly in a shape of a big
airplane.
In
short time the airplane appears in the sky and I percept that I could control
its flight by my will… sometimes with some difficulty, maybe by vacillation in
my concentration.
I
did it make loops in the air and dive end flying flat over houses. After this, I
did it landing in a near avenue… as there was a hollow and in order no lose it
of my view I leave flying and went till there.
It
was landed, impressively on asphalt. Near it, a tall woman, red dress, stared it
surprised.
However,
soon I interested to quotidian things that happen near there and I forgot of the
airplane. Should be disintegrated itself…
It
is interesting to observe that we can mold big things in Astral, and also we can
disintegrate, things and appearances using a strong will, as I have reported in
former experiences.
PERSECUTING
A “HACKER” IN ASTRAL
After
passed trough disagreeable experience of see de bank account of my wife to be
invaded, transferring her resources to account of other person of illicit way, I
had will of by my projections discover who was the “Hacker” that cause such
damage.
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Yesterday
(04/06/2004) I concentrated wishing to meet by tuning such “Hacker”, I want
observes him, to know who he is and how he is.
I
leave projected and I didn’t get meet him, but only situation and known
persons.
Perhaps
I didn’t have concentrated strongly and due this I didn’t meet him.
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Today
(05/05/2004) I concentrated strongly and with will of meet him.
I
leave projected and… yes, I meet such “Hacker”…
I
meet him involved in that I can describe as a spectacle of horror and
sufferings.
I
meet also a girl, linked to him, with horrible deformations in her astral body.
She
blames him by let her in that situation, her thighs and buttocks was deformed.
After
observe him I felt pity of him, he seems not be a bad person.
He
when leave from his physical body (by detached in lack of a better word to
describe that state that is different of projection), he became perturbed, he
has hallucinations and suffer persecuting…
It
is not my business judges him or to condemn him, I wanted only know him… I
wish that he to be happy and that find the enlightenment.
I
will try help him, if were possible.
Perhaps
we exist and we manifest in a divine ambient and our immoderation perturbed such
ambient that turn against us in a way of to correct us.
A
TRUCK-DRIVER IN ASTRAL
Today
(03/06/2004) I was projected in Astral and I notice a truck.
With
curiosity I started observe it… it was a truck similar at old FNM (National
Factory of Motors) of dark color.
A
thick impermeable cover a kind of cargo on board that I didn’t get verifies.
The
understanding with the truck-driver was simple and fast, by though I asked him a
ride to Sorocaba city… to what he agreed.
Curious
and absent-minded, instinctively I went climbing in such truck trough
driver-door that I opened easily.
Noticing
instantaneously my mistake, because the driver comes following me, I apologized
and turn around in front of the truck to next door.
I
opened the door of other side and before to enter I remember that by education
and cordiality I should ask permission…
“Permission,
can I enter in your house?”
“Because
this is your house, didn’t it?” I said joking.
I
stared him that sympathetic smile enjoying my joke.
“Yes,
here is my house” he answered, put the truck in movement.
I
noticed that we move on road like a truck in physical.
Inside
the cabin was identical to a truck in physical, but, except some differences and
details.
The
truck-driver probably molded by his will such vehicle to give continuity to his
tasks.
In
that funny and strange situation I thought if such truck could see in physical,
it will be a true “ghost truck” driving by our roads.
Probably
his perturbed mind, should adequate the situation in Astral, ignoring or not and
try to percept the possible difference.
I
couldn’t continue my observations, because I was “pulled” back to my
physical body.
ACTIVITIES
IN ASTRAL
Every
night the people leave from their bodies in “detached” by physical sleep (in
lack of better word to describe that state that is so different of projection.
What
doing in Astral that entire incarnate people?
I
come a few observing and reporting similar situations, they acting almost of the
same way that would act in physical, independent of their creed or religions.
Most
of that give continuity in their activities that have in physical.
They
go work normally, making researches, studying, talking, go to cinema, to
thematic parks, to folklore fests, to theatres, to beautiful places, visiting
disincarnate friends and relatives, attend to speeches, meetings, etc., etc.
Their
minds in Astral create things all time. Like enterprises, organizations,
vehicles, plants or factories, places, situations…
I
had have observed that even enterprises and organizations that break-down or
closed activities, and that no more exists, whose employees was fired and they
are in physical unemployed, sub-employed or retired, continuing to exists in
acting way and prosperous in Astral, making “business” and even
“redoing” and “modernizing” their installations.
They
are probably mental collective creations of ex-employees, ex-managers,
ex-suppliers, etc, that would like that the things continuing…
A
lot of people making “business” make “deals”, dispatch “goods” in
the same way as they were in physical.
The
social relationship is wide and intense; they talk and exchange ideas all time.
I
seem that their minds don’t percept that they are in Astral Plane and in
several cases they continuing their tasks and pleasures, musings and
preoccupations that they have in physical.
Seems
also that they developed a “strange logical” that justify them the
differences between Astral and Physical, or perhaps only ignore or don’t have
intention to percept, accepting everything of “natural” way. (Perhaps, be
due that, that a lot of disincarnates don’t notice the change of plane,
because “all” continue more similar.
Otherwise,
if we thinking well, the people also act in this way in physical, simply
ignoring some that seems them complicate to understanding…
FLYING
IN ASTRAL
This
night (27/05/2004) I was projected and I could make some interesting experiences
in Astral.
I
was watching a kind of theatre presentation (theatre on street) and a woman
dressing black, “glued” in me and start bother me … it was millions of
questions, she want to know how do this or that…
After
some time, all that questions begins to bother me.
With
will to save myself from such woman, I launch myself in the space, with an
impulse, and in big velocity, running out from her; however I discovered that
she flying follow me…
I
thought strongly in became my state more subtle and she passed by me without
seeing me.
Free
from such woman, I passed to enjoy of the flight.
It
was delicious to fly with extreme liberty… I opened my arms and turn around in
the air.
I
landing on soil and continue to give somersault.
It
was delicious, but, I notice that something keep me near of soil, and curious, I
didn’t try to fly again.
How
I couldn’t if a few I flew with total liberty?
I
bend down and passed my hand in the ground.
I
percept that my hand at almost one centimeter up of the soil, I could feel a
kind of magnetism of Earth…
Will
it be a mental conditioning because we stay accustomed to physical gravity?
Or
will it be that the magnetism that I had percept, make influence in our astral
bodies of way much little?
I
didn’t tie myself in that discovered… I leave from there perambulating
though streets.
I
recognized that I was near my house.
It
was deep night and I saw clearly and the streets are crowded of people, going
and coming
They
aren’t people with their physical bodies, but people with their astral bodies,
in detach by physical sleep by detached in lack of a better word to describe
that state that is different of projection).
I
remember that I should be even in more subtle state and I decide to make a test:
I
went to encounter people and I opened my arms, as to frightening them to call
attention, but, no one saw me… It was as I was a disincarnate walking in
physical plane.
I
percept therefore, in that moment, three different planes:
1-
The plane that I was more subtle.
2-
The plane of the people that passed by me.
3- The
physical plane.
And
also three kinds of perceptions:
1-
From the plane more subtle I could see the Astral Plane denser (in lack of
better word) and the physical plane.
2-
Who was in the Astral Plane denser, do not see the more subtle, but could see
the physical plane.
3-
Who was in Physical Plane, do not saw the two planes more subtle.
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Observation.:
As I already described in other reports, there are a intense activity in Astral
Plane during night, and it is very common to meet people detached by physical
sleep, enjoying themselves in appropriated parks (beautiful and marvelous parks)
public meeting, a kind of bazaar of folklore meetings, cinemas (with even three
screen of projection films)theatres, etc.
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DISINTEGRATING
MALIGN VIBRATIONS
This
night (26/05/2004) I was projected and I was attracted to a simple house,
located at lower level of the street.
A
colored woman was besieging by groups of ten malign being.
The
mental understanding between she and I occurred in simple and fast way.
It
was possible to percept in the house some focus of malign vibrations in
everywhere; the ambient was suffocating.
I
vibrate good feelings, concentrate my mind and disintegrate one by one all that
malign vibrations.
I
could feel that such malign beings continuing near around, and turning around
house, but, always keeping a good distance from there.
I
don’t know what bring that woman to suffer such besiege, perhaps could be
connections with avengers from former incarnations or perhaps due to constant
practices of negative activities made there. I didn’t want to know; simply I
try to help…
Saying
good bye, the woman accompanied me to the steps of a little stair, close the
gate of simple lock that I passed trough with facility.
“You
stay with God” – I said her.
“You
stay with God you too” – answered her.
I
leave there with an agreeable sensation of a internal good feeling…
CLEANING
SYSTEMS IN ASTRAL
I
answered an e-mail about my experience with “Cleaning wit fire in Astral?”
and in that moment I’ve remembered of others experiences that I had in Astral,
also related with that subject and that can help to enlighten the new people
Besides
Cleaning With Fire, I already percept in Astral also some times. A kind of
“Acid Rain” or “Energetic Rains that does cleaning in “charged
ambient”.
In
some occasions I noticed a kind of “black smut” or “black powder” in
some charged ambient.
I
noticed also a “wind” that blows from four corners alternated, promoting a
cleaning of some ambient.
Those
experiences can indicate, perhaps, that can have an intelligent control in
Astral that supply everything.
Or
will it be a “natural reaction” from ambient to a unbalance situation?
However,
in that doesn’t it be a case of intelligent principium to have previously
created that “natural reaction”?
CLEANING
WITH FIRE IN ASTRAL
Today
(12/05/20004) I was projected in Astral when I noticed a strange “flowing”
coming in my direction…
Don’t
please me the idea of to have any contact with that kind of dark liquid, maybe
disagreeable.
I
leave there running out in direction of that seems to me “a dry brush”,
however, I percept that coming together a kind of “fire curtain” burning
everything…
It
seems that was having a kind of “cleaning with fire” in Astral Plane…
Without
I know where to go, I remembered that I could try “to orbit”, according I
have read few days ago about the series “Charmed” in Sony Canal.
“To
orbit” would be some like “tele-transportation”; it is, dematerialize in
some place and materialize in other place.
I
Concentrated and felt a strange energy involve my astral body, (I don’t know
if my astral body transformed in energy or if only I have an impression of feel
the energy in my astral body).
I
Percept in a fraction of second the change of scenario; I was transported by my
will to other place, far away from there.
If
“to orbit” is that, at least in Astral, the sensation is agreeable and it
wasn’t difficult to get.
DIFFICULTIES
WITH THE VIBRATORY PATTERN
Today
(10/05/2004) I leave projected and I encounter my “supporter – (my guide)”
in Astral.
A
kind o “barrier” (figurative way) separates us
I
thought that strange.
I
seem that I was exhausted, without force…
She
(my guide) crossed such “barrier” and come to me.
She
said me:
“Are
you seeing, Roberto?”
“You
are so “feeble” that you don’t get come at me...
“You
need to effort more…
I
understood that she wanted to say… and didn’t sustain more that situation, I
was “pulled” back to my physical body.
I
coming percept that from some time that, at all indicate, my vibratory pattern
is intrinsically connected at my projections.
I
have necessity of constant auto-policing of my vibratory pattern (read at my
thoughts, feelings, acts, words, tuning) because they reflect instantaneously in
my projections.
When
by example, I have had a tense day, agitate, became nervous with something or
with some person, I leave projected with few lucidity… some times without
vision, some times without control or with few control.
Also
I have percept that when by some lower motive, my vibratory pattern, some days
after, I contract some infirmity state, occur of to develop some infection or
some painful process inflammatory.
I
thought that even could be a kind of auto-suggestion or something like that,
but, it seems that it isn’t.
WE
ARE BEINGS OF LIGHT? OR LIVING IN LIGHT?
I
used making experiences and try discovering things…
This
night (09/05/2004) at leave projected I percept by few instants, from back my
physical eyes, at detached myself, a stronger light that make me “feel” that
was me… it was like it were emanated from my inner, from my interior.
Will
it be?
Will
it be that we are making of light, bear from light, or we live in light, without
notice?
Some
years ago I was seat in my desk in office and I percept my shadow (the shadow of
my physical body) reflected over the desk, in front of me.
There
aren’t natural or artificial light behind me… in that moment I also had
percept that was like the light come out from inside me.
That
impression occurred other times… suddenly without I expect, and without I
provoked it.
Some
time ago I was projected and suddenly I percept from a distance of 60 or 70
meters, what seems to me a chink of light, according I reported a year ago
(30/04/2003) that I named of “Chick of Light”
See:
http://geocities.yahoo.com.br/astralprojection2/new_experience_2.htm
In
that occasion I thought that could be a breach in that we consider
“reality”.
Will
it be?
Will
it be that our “reality” is made of light and we do not percept?
Will
it be that our perception is obstructed?
A
curiosity: It cannot be or can have others explanations, however, when we are in
dark place, if we put the tip of indicator finger in “lachrymal pocket” (the
little corner of eyes close nose) and rubbing together with the inferior eyelid,
we should see sparks of light under of inferior eyelid. I’ve already asked to
others people making this and them percept it also.
INVASION
OF PRIVACITY
Other
day (24/04/2004), Saturday afternoon, I toke a rest and leave projected.
I
went stop in front of the house of my brother, which lives in Paraná State,
almost 600 kilometers from Sorocaba-SP where I live.
I
didn’t get to enter, I was constrained, uncomfortable.
I
was with apprehension about I could “see” inside...
I
thought that I should be disrespectful.
The
“vacillation” takes only some seconds… I didn’t feel me well in that
situation and I thought better to go out from there.
In
others experiences I was “attracted” to inside house of people and didn’t
felt uncomfortable, however, I think that is because in others experiences I was
“attracted” by motives of learning, help, enlighten, etc ( will it be that
somebody or something controlled us?)… and there in the house of my brother I
was of free and spontaneous will, or it is, only like a uninvited.
Will
it be a kind of “invasion” of others, without permission?
Why
I felt uncomfortable in that occasion?
Sure
that was the home of my brother, my sister in law, of my nephews, with whom I
have friendship, liberty and intimacy to enter in their home, however, if I
entered there, they won’t see me, won’t know that I was there, maybe I could
see “things” that I no like to know… will it be?
Will
it be that really have a kind of “moral barrier” that wake our conscious in
front of determinate situations?
Or
will it be that is because our conscious (read our I Superior, Self, Superior
Planes, God, Creator, Cosmic Conscious or any other name that you like give)
that creates those barriers?
REALITY
INSIDE REALITIES ??
Some
days ago, I lay down and became myself conscious in the space, out of planet, in
one situation where I didn’t feel or percept my physical body and I could
percept things and details that normally we don’t percept in an astral body projection.
Probably
this is a “mental body projection” in one of his various levels of manifestation,
according already I verified in some experiences.
A
woman guide (a supporter or protector – I felt her as female conscious and since
a long time known of mine), that haven’t physical shape, showed me the reality
in the Earth planet as a kind of “blister or bubble” (figurative shape),
inserted inside other “bubble” (also other figurative shape) that would be
the Universe Reality or Astral World.
Sure
that “bubbles” are only “figurative shapes” to show in that moment, to my
understanding, that a system (percept reality) exists inside of other larger
world…It is more difficult, because lack of parameters, to describe that we percept
in a mental body projection.
I
also could understand, frightened, that it was like a system swallow or to cover
the other up, without the people on Earth percept this in function of their limited
perception.
I
could feel and percept that some beings to stand out among the planet population
due to meditation that they doing, trying understanding the reality, specially
one lady that in mental touch with me tried percept details
of the experience that I was having, simultaneously; without success,
however, because she was “draught” by astral reality, without I nothing
could done for her…
I
also percept: that the astral reality exists inside something even bigger.
“Then
exist something even bigger?” I asked to my guide.
She
answered me:
“It
is evident that yes…”
I
didn’t get to keep that situation for a long; I was “pulled” back to my physical
body.
This
night (20/04/2004) I was projected in Lower Regions and I was attracted to an
entity with a surprising mutation in her astral body.
She
has a shape similar to a snake.
“I
felt” from some way, that I need bring her to a help local.
I
took her in my arms, at first with a certainly dread of her aggressiveness, but,
she was docile, maybe she was even in an indolent state.
“I
felt” her like a female entity.
I
brought her and let her at the care of rescuers; after, under strong impression
I was “pulled” to my physical body.
It
is sure that she didn’t became a snake, she only acquire that shape in astral
from some way.
Under
special treatment and orientation certainly she will became to a human shape
with normally.
Who
or what would be caused her such mutation in her astral body?
Would
be some process of self-hypnosis inflicted by lower spirits?
Would
be perhaps a kind of self-suggestion or self condemnation?
Still
now I didn’t have these answers, but would be interesting to discover them…
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Necessary
explaining, basing in that I was observing in Astral:
The
rescuers are people of good will that try to help the needy.
In
general they are discarnate and they know what they do (as to help, as to give orientation),
however, could have among them some incarnates “in unfolding by physical
sleeping” (by lack of a right word).
When
in Lower Regions in Astral someone issue thinking or asking sincerely by help,
instantaneously he is helped.
It
seems that in Astral everything works by tuning, by feelings, by thinking.
For
example: I am projected and I “feel” that a determinate person needs help…
I also “feel” what I should do or to where I should bring her (help post).
In
the Astral we moved on velocity of mind thought, therefore it is relatively easy
to localize (by tuning) the needy person or the help post.
In
Astral, it is possible to adopt the appearance that you want (to those that some
way knows how to do), it is possible to mold masks or clothes.
Monsters
or devils don’t exist in Astral, but, only lower spirits that want to scare,
to frighten, to dominate… and molding its appearances or disguises.
I
also discovered that when we are projected and some lower spirit present himself
in front of you in inhuman shape, if we have a strong will, we can with our
minds “to disintegrate” his molded appearance or aspect, making him to show
how he was in his last incarnation, because that references to him are much more
strong.
……………………………………..
In
my report “Mutation in Astral” I don’t know who exactly, or what, by what
motive, or process that bringing that entity to adopt the appearance similar a
snake…
There
are a lot of variables; nevertheless, I can mention an example of what sometimes
could occur:
Here
in physical, sometimes, the people referring to somebody as: “she seems a
snake” (untruth person, dissimulate, treacherous), “viper”, “rattlesnake”,
“jararaca-snake” (bad person, evil person).
A
disturbed mind, tormented by persecutors, avengers, obsesses, could be induct by
self-suggestion, self-hypnosis or self-condemnation (guilt conscious) to feel,
or think that he is determined thing, passing to adopt a similar shape in
Astral.
"DATING"
IN ASTRAL
This
night (12/04/2004) I was promoting in Astral a new meeting, a new approach of
two brothers.
It
wasn’t an easy task, because it was like they were a two autistic persons,
they live each one in their own world, and they must obey certain sequences of
things and situations, as in a kind of ritual… if they committed a mistake,
they must comeback to beginning and recapitulate everything again.
I
counted with a help and orientation of a spiritual friend (or astral friend),
she probably was discarnate, that maybe without she want, throughout the
peculiarity of that situation she give me an idea of what can be a “dating”
in Astral.
There
was between us, a kind of a total interaction of feelings and thinking.
It
is like have a dating with a fairy, a magic being… I could feel her in all
fiber of my being.
Imagining
a continue orgasm, perennial, we will have a pale idea of consist that
interaction with a female entity in Astral.
In
determinate moment, she concentrated herself in more high planes and I could
feel her as if she was diaphanous, translucent, I saw born from inside her a
beautiful and suave purplish light that spread around us.
Certainly
that it wasn’t a dating, however, I could understand that in Astral the
relationships happen in a way much more delicious.
RUNING
FROM PERSECUTORS
Yesterday
(09/04/2004) I was projected when I was attracted to an apartment where a couple
“in unfold by physical sleep” having a quarrel by some motive.
They
don’t percept my presence there, inside their apartment.
The
woman was curly hair blond, and she was wearing a dark nightgown perhaps blue
navy. The man was a common person and I “felt” that he was a dentist...
Suddenly
the woman percept or “had a presentment” that her persecutors was at door.
The impression that she caused on me, trough her thoughts and feelings, I start
to percept that the persecutors are a demoniac beings and approach themselves
with terrible intentions.
It
is clear that was a illusion, her mental creation, in maximum her persecutors
are lower spirits, duly characterized to scare her.
She
run and throws herself literally from the apartment window, landing in the
ceiling of an adjoining building and continue running hallucinating…
Surprised
and without know what to do, I limited myself to accompany her… even she fell
from building and she flying liveliness, probably thinking to go far away is
possible from her persecutors.
I
looked back and no one persecute us…
Why
a person let the scare to dominate?
Why
the person doesn’t face its persecutors?
Why
she didn’t percept her own condition in Astral, throwing herself throughout
the window and flying?
Surprised
with all that and plenty of questions, I was “pulled back” to my physical
body.
…………………………………………………………..
I
use the expression “unfolding by physical sleep” in lack of a better word,
to define the state where the people don’t have conscious in physical, that is
different of projection where we have conscious in physical… otherwise, the
massive majority of incarnates that I meet in Astral in my projections, fit
themselves in this state, according I already report in several times.
Rarely
do I meet someone that demonstrates to have some conscious in physical
(projected). In few times that I meet someone in this state, when I approached
about it, they running scared, saying that they didn’t want to know about,
that had fear of those things.
PROJECTION IN A SUPERMARKET
Today
(03/04/2004) I was projected in Astral, doing several activities, when I was
“pulled” to a Supermarket where I saw from a condition of observer, without
no interfere in any way in that happening as I describe below:
The
owner of the Supermarket (as I felt from him) was a strong man and “bigger”
(he would have be 6 feet and 4” tall), his hair was entire white, forming a
kind of “forelock”, he walk by side a guy (perhaps a Manager or Assistant)
that apparently have no more than 30 years old and two poor boys (probably
homeless), because they used dirty and frayed clothes, and no shoes.
The
boys were thinness and undernourishment, they have almost the same tall, perhaps
they are brothers with near age.
I
didn’t saw anybody near; it seems is a time of short people buying
So,
the Supermarket “owner” talking with the boys, passing in front of a stand,
he caught from a shelf three cans of powder milk and give to them… the guy
noticing that it won’t a “just division” caught more one can and give to
the boy that have only one can of powder milk.
I
became motive when one of the boys give back two cans and went to caught some
foodstuffs that in his mind will be equivalent at the value of two cans of
powder milk…
I
noticed that the two men get emotion… the owner give again the two cans to the
boy.
I
could “feel” the emotions and thoughts from that people.
The
owner guided the boys to a cash to register the products.
He
thought to ask to cashier to send the bill to the controller, but, in doubt,
take out from the pocket trousers a packet of money and paid the goods.
The
boys leave the Supermarket very happy and thanking.
The
“owner” felt well as if have made a good action.
I
don’t know what bring that man to help the boys, because I already saw in
physical, homeless boys being to scare way from Supermarkets when ask some coins
to clients when they leave the Supermarket, and sometimes asking to push the
buy-carts to the parking.
However,
that feeling of “giver” and “receptors” seems to me that would be in the
air forever.
Due
to my emotion, I was “pulled back” to my physical body.
What
will be that attract us to scenes like that when we are projected?
Will
it be a kind of learning?
Will
it be a tuning of feeling?
.
PROJECTION IN MY HOME
Yesterday
(02/04/2004) I leave projected inside my home.
My
lucidity was a little deficient, but, I percept that my home was crowded.
I
also noticed that some peoples among them already stayed in my home some days
before, installing and verifying the natural gas installation.
I
didn’t strange that, because as I commented in my former reports, I already
leave projected others times inside my home and percept it crowded… generally
are people looking for help and enlightening.
I’ve
saw that my wife was seated on bed, beside her physical body, inside other
bedroom and talking with other person.
Discomforted
with my perturbation, I return to my bedroom... there where nobody, however I
percept a shade run very fast on floor.
I
thought: “Damn! It could be a rat… I should hunt it…” (because my wife
really have a fright of rat, because she was bitten by one while she sleeping,
when she was a little girl.
I
was stopped without move myself observing when I saw a mouse leaving from under
furniture, however it wasn’t a common mouse… it was very beautiful, like a
Jerry (Tom & Jerry drawings).
Then
I have a insight and noticed that apparition was a “mental creation”.
However,
I was seen something.
I
approximated myself from the local where I had saw the shadow and I don’t know
how I “forced” or pointed my view, my reception… and as it was a kind of a
“review” with frozen image… I could notice a little shadow, some diffuse
and rarefied.
What
would be that?
Maybe
a miasma?
It
will be a thought shape?
A
kind of energy?
Or
more one “mental creation”?
Surprised
with that I was “pulled” to my physical body.
It’s
interesting to observe, one more time, that in opposite of me, that was
projected with a deficient lucidity, the people and included my wife act with
unrestrained, as they was accustomed with all that.
In the follow day I asked my wife about, but, she said no remember of anything.
.
STRANGES
EXPERIMENTS
Yesterday
(27/03/2004), I come back to my physical body after a projection completely
without any census of direction.
I
used sleeping with my room in the dark and cold.
I
let the ceiling-fan turn-on in exhauster mode when the climate is cold and in
fan mode when is warm. I like this, I accustomed with, the sensation of dark and
the fresh has a certain similarity with the Astral.
My
unique reference when I wake up in the dark is the red numbers of my
o’clock-radio.
So,
I come back to my physical body and I didn’t get see anything.
Seated
in my bad, I sight to every side and I didn’t get see the red numbers of my
o’clock-radio.
I
felt myself strange, I thought that I still was projected and under some reason
I was without vision, only seeing the dark.
I
resolved by touch turn-on the spot, but by my surprise I “found” only void
in the place where would be the switch… under some motive that I don’t know,
I “felt” that the switch was exactly behind me… I turned myself, feeling a
kind of dizziness because of the absurd of that situation; however I found the
switch and turn-on the light, totally perplexed.
It
can seems a simple disorientation in the dark, with certain perturbation, when I
come back to my physical body, however, I can be wrong, but I have had the impression
that was something more, as if my references, my direction sense were a
“mental creation”… will it be that the sensation and perturbations of the
return to physical body can cause confusions in our judgment of that transitory
situation?
I
also had observed some sensations of dizziness when leaving projected and by
some motive comeback instantaneously to the physical… I can feel a kind of
“jolt” in my astral body.
These
“jolts”, sometimes I feel when I comeback to my physical body, after a projection.
.*.
Today,
(28/03/2004) I leave projected and I don’t know how, I passed to accompany or
lead a newly-discarnate soul of a girl that conscious of her situation,
concentrate her thoughts in God and wished by more high planes, sublime plans…
I accompanied her, as soon as her unfastened of her physical body.
I
could “feel” her thoughts and feelings; it was something like a communion between
her and I.
I
hold her by waist and crossing very fast the more dense regions... and sunny we
was penetrating marvelous regions of lights and diffuse shapes… I passed to
feel in the top of my head, something like an intense jet, as it were a noise energetic
shower, that seems spread by my all being… I released the girl because I percept
that her was arriving in her destine in sublimate regions.
Surprised and wondered with the sensation and with the ambient where I was, I was “pulled” to my physical body, weak up… with a sensation of sweetness in my chest.
.
WHERE
IS THE TRUE?
This
night (26/03/2004) I attend a meeting in Astral, where among others subjects, it
was discussed the faith, of understanding and of seeking the true.
In
the end of the meeting, one of the people present (spirit) mentioned a phrase
bellow and attributed its origin to a religious (friar), whom name I didn’t
remember, but it seems to me a French name:
“Where
is the true? I have got mine… I hope find it again”
I
thought interesting to post here that phrase “listened” in the Astral due to
its heartfelt and actuality… in spit of had be crated by a religious probably
discarnate at long time ago.
.
CHURRA??
To
guys (spirits) with I see myself together, with relative frequency, giving
assistance in Astral, showed me something that could be define as a kind of
“evil patuá” (if I could define in this way) that is to say, a volume
stitched, containing inside that I understood to be cemetery soil, some object
of personal use from the victim and others “gewgaws”…
I
hold that thing in my hands… I felt the volume and consistency, and I guess a
little flabby.
It
is difficult describe a contact with something in Astral; it seems that our
perception and touch changes, they became different…
They
explained me that it was a CHURRA that was buried in backyard or very close of
the home’s victim… (This kind of object maybe is known by others names)
Without
thinking, in that moment, I didn’t worry to know how the object could be in my
hands if in the physical it would be buried… will it be the object itself? Will
it be its double in Astral or only a shape brought to Astral? In the Astral our
perception change… sometimes we can touch naturally in things “inside”
physical.
To
I didn’t forget some name or something, I try to associate the name to
something and in this case I associated a “abbreviation” of churrasco
(barbecue in Brazilian) that is CHURRA ( it was the name that I understood and
remember me in Astral a kind of wrapped or package to similar finalities.
It
is interesting observe in Astral how works that kind of thing.
The
object itself no has signification, but the intention that cover it, yes, it
signifies a lot…
Even
“the act” don’t have origin in obsessive and inductive process, the
intentionality “to cover” the object and stay there, as if were a kind of
“concentration”, attracting curiosity and interest of unoccupied (spirits)
people in Astral that approaches to “bad-intentioned” and to the victim,
passing to disturbing and interfering in their lives of one way or the other.
Certainly
the deployment of that acts will bring disagreeable consequences to the
involved…
.
ACCIDENT
WITH TWO WOMEN
Today
(11/03/2004) after finished some compromises, I arrived at my home so tired, I
lie in my bed and leave projected.
I
was attracted to a accident on the road; seems to me in front of a shopping
parking or a parking of a industry (I didn’t pay attention in that detail),
involving two women inside a Van all damaged.
They
tried desperately to move her shattered bodies.
One
of them seems that was with the body broken, with one arm lift in horrible
position.
“I
felt” that they seem not believed in what was happened.
A
crowd of people probably discarnate formed around them.
Some
of that crowd aghast with the scene screaming:
“Don’t
try to move, the rescue comes soon”…
“Be
quiet, don’t desperate yourself”…
I
didn’t get help them, because my phone ring and with the noise I was
“pulled” back to my physical.
However
I was questioning me… will it be the rescue was really delaying?
Will
it be that some people when discarnate in accidents “need” passed by a
situation like that?
UNDESIRABLE
TUNING
We
need take care with “tunings” that sometimes we attract to us
Today
(o1/03/2004) I needed bring a relatives with pain to a emergency hospital, where
we must stay by two hours and half due to a local to be crowded of patients.
While
we are waiting I noticed that a girl stared insistently at me. This weak up my
curiosity and I passed also to observe her, but discretely. I unknown her (at least
in physical) and also I didn’t percept nothing that could justify that suppose
interest on me and not even we talked.
I
leave there with my relative after the consult and medication and I forget that
situation.
After,
at home, I laid to a rest and when I leave projected, I was questioned by a entity
of female appearance that I percept linked to that girl of the emergency
hospital.
That
entity have made exigencies, and want explanations, she seems be disturbed…
making fantasies, following me everywhere that I went.
She
wants and required my integral attention for her and her problems.
That
situation started to discomfort me. I don’t like feel myself tied, I had other
things to do, and others people to help that also need of me.
I
noticed that entity was “unbalanced” and that probably I couldn’t help
her.
I
wished hardly and I get that I and the other person that need of my help stayed
in a plane more subtle, invisible in relation to her.
At
letting her, I wish that spiritual friends help her.
I
hope don’t meet her again (at least so soon)
When
I observed that girl in emergency hospital, maybe I attracted or enter in
“tuning” with that entity.
That
girl perhaps was besieged by that entity and unknown way stared at me.
Certainly,
with more perception, that entity could “seen” on me something that
attracted her.
Will
it be that entity goes back to besiege that girl?
Will
it be, that by chance I put her away, breaking besiege to the girl?
Those
are things to which I don’t have answer.
.
MEETING
AGAIN, MY DISCARNATE BROTHER-IN-LAW
Today
(24/02/2004) I was projected and by my surprise, my discarnate brother-in-law
come in my encounter in Astral asking me a favor. (I already wrote about him,
see: BOOK ABOUT PROJECTION HELP DISCARNATE in New Experiences 3)
He
want that I passed on him a liquid that he named of “unguent” to take out
blue marks and purplish that he had on face, belly, arms and legs.
He
affirms that marks incommode him and he want to be “handsome” again…
Without
thinking right, I started to apply that “unguent” on him and I noticed that
marks really were disappearing.
The
sensation of rub it on his “skin” was a little different.
Funny
and playful as ever he was when incarnate, he didn’t stop of joking about that
situation.
He
laughs a lot and I corresponded to his kidding, but, my own laugh made me
comeback to my physical body.
I
tried to project again to encounter him again, but I didn’t get it.
This
was the third time that I saw in Astral that blue and purplish marks on a
discarnate.
It
seems that some discarnate bring that marks in their astral bodies by some
reason that I didn’t discover yet.
Our
contact in Astral with discarnate ought to be more frequently, almost a routine,
because they (the discarnate) act naturally as we have saw a few time ago.
.
COULD
BE DREAMS FROM OTHERS IN ASTRAL?
This
night (22/02/2004) I was projected on street where is placed my house, when
suddenly I “listened” a big noise of airplanes coming close.
There
was a decade of big airplanes that pulled on the air by cables a hundreds of
several vehicles (cars, until dumping trucks).
I
was shocked with that, I didn’t believe in what I was seeing.
I
noticed that others people near also stopped to see that spectacle.
I
questioned myself if that was a dream, but, I was completely lucid.
I
lamented that they passed very fast… I want “see” that in details.
I
stared to sky distrustful… it will be that “somebody” or “some thing”
was deceiving me?
Would
be my mental creation?
Would
be one person or a group of persons that “create” that airplanes and
vehicles in Astral?
What
would be the purpose?
Only
to shock and surprise the peoples that was seeing that? Or only to enjoy
themselves?
Would
be that “dreams” and fantasies from others in Astral reached that big
expression?
I am curious.
I
WAS AGAIN PROJECTED WITHOUT PERCEPT IT.
I
woke up in physical e listening strange noises; I tried to turn on the spot
light switch that is my near head bed, but, I didn’t get, it seems to me
became hard, it doesn’t work.
I
became desperate because I was in dark and I want see.
In
just moment I percept that I was “pulled” to my physical body woke me up.
Then I noticed that I was projected without percept it and I get move the switch, now easily, I turned on de spot light.
.
OBSERVING
A DISCARNATE SPIRIT IN ASTRAL
Today
(14/02/2004) I had the opportunity of observe a discarnate spirit in the Astral.
He
was a brunet skin guy, he was wearing a shabby long coat, tousled hair, his
beard it seems undone by long time.
He
was like a wanderer, a homeless living in street, however, he was “plenty of
schemes”, he seems to have some influence over some discarnate spirits in
equal situation like him.
After
to give instruction to one of his commanded, he remember of something and said
in altered sound to the guy that already were far way:
“Don’t
forget to say to madam that she a duty with us”…
“That
is ok” answered the guy.
Wondered,
I commented with him:
”Wow!
Did you get speak him from these distance?”…
“Yes,
here we get it”… answer him in a friendly tone.
“This
plane here is so different. Didn’t it?.. I commented.
“Yes,
here there are many different things”… answered him meditating.
“When
you arrived here it was difficult his adaptation? What you feel?” I asked him.
“Yes,
It was very difficult, so hard” he answered, and he seems to remember of his
death.
“I
was accustoming at a few... the noises it seem that arrives in only one time…
I must go separating, learning”… he continued, making gestures with his
hands.
I
percept that I could question about other things, discover more things, joint a
discarnate spirit that was accustomed living in Astral, but, the emotion make me
return to my physical body, “pulling” me back.
What
a pit, I lose excellent opportunity.
.
A
CITY IN ASTRAL LOWER REGIONS
This
night (10/02/2004) I was projected together a persons group rescuing relatives,
and friends in a big city in Lower Regions of Astral.
When
we approached of local I feel and noticed a big black smoke like a soot that
suffocated us intensively.
The
city was hardly keep watched and we should need wait a signal of two
“citizen” that will show us a rift in security.
At
seeing the signal we penetrated sneaking in the city.
The
Windows and doors was all closed.
A
heavy vehicle, like a truck armor-plated, was patrolling the streets.
We
hidden behind a wooden wall in order they not see us.
We
saw beings of several shape, some of them seems vampires, others the appearance
recording insects. They walking in great groups, they was hundreds or thousands
maybe.
They
seem true beasts that could shattered us if we are saw.
I
had the impression that I was entering in a real hell, in a diabolic place, if
it could be defined in this way.
At
a few, the people of our group went finding or being finding by their “care
spirits” that attack them.
A
young woman of our group was grasped by her “care” that seems to wish raping
her.
A
guy behind me was saw by a female entity of terrible aspect that want shatter
him.
“PCC
you damn, you are the guilt by me stay here”… vociferated her.
“I
know, I know”… he said, running out from her, trying let she became calm.
I
knew that they by some way could control the situation and that I have to go
more inside, to approximate of that terrible leaders of Lower Regions.
But,
I didn’t support that desperate situation and I was “pulled” back to my
physical body.
I
woke up in physical and I percept the reason of I had “pulled” back. I feel
in physical a intense pain in my chest, in my diaphragm region, it was like it
were a “boll” of something that had concentrate in that local make to pain.
After
some time I leave projected again and I was pulled to a kind of temple, a very
big temple. In a big room or saloon I was encircled by lower spirits.
Sudden
appear one that seems be the leader of them. He wearing dark clothes and
religious posture as he was a priest or thing like that, certainly he used that
clothes to impose himself in front of his commanded.
He
accused me of many things, he seems irritated with my boldness that came there.
He
ordered lock me inside a room without windows and said me that I will be
terribly punished.
Seeing
me locked in that place, I didn’t have doubt about to do... I thought hardly
in my physical body and I was “pulled” back.
I
woke up in physical with conviction that I have to do important something there
in Lower Regions and that certainly I should come back in that place.
.
PROJECTION
INSIDE A SPIRIT CENTER (HOUSE MEETING)
Today
(05/02/2004) I was projected inside a Spirit Center.
The
local was so crowd, I have to ask excuse to pass or to enter.
Although
in the physical I don’t use to frequent a Spirit Center, I had familiarity with
that place and with the people there. It was like I visit there frequently and know
everyone ( again that strange duality)
I
was astonished with the amplitude and diversity of the works. I didn’t percept
any leader, any guide commanding the place, it was only a dedicate team that make
effort to orientate and to enlighten the people there, as each one knows what to
do.
I
percept there was all kind of disoriented and need people. There was strange ones,
people whose appearance belong at one sex, but, they acted like belonged to other
sex There was women using mustache, men with breast, etc
I
noticed that some people that have disorders in physical, e.g. Down Syndrome,
Autism Syndrome, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, etc it seems that they continue
having in the Astral (however, shouldn’t be all cases)
That
works also extending to far places. We went in hidden places where mixing or
manipulate cocaine try to enlighten or to dissuade that people expecting they give
up of their proposal that was to sell or deliver drugs.
We
tried to enlighten some people that participating of strange and macabre
rituals. One of them of strange appearance justified that he won’t let his work
because that was his “mission”.
.
THE
MORE CRAZY FANTASIES IN ASTRAL
Today
morning (28/01/2004)I could witness in the Astral the more crazy fantasies of
some peoples. I think that they enjoy a lot during their physical rest, shaping
things and creating situations.
In
spite of the picture seems only a dream, I was a privileged watcher, because
being projected, I could witness the dreams and fantasies from others.
The
sky in the Astral was clean, light blue (in spite of the cloudy day in the
physical)
I
saw a guy giving long jumping from a roof of one house to another, until that a
bigger space he didn’t take a sufficient impulse and he falls on ground by his
back.
I
thought: “He mustn’t hurt due to be in Astral”…
In
fact, seems to me that anything happened with him, that was enjoying with that,
he falls and rolling and passing rolling by my side.
I
look at the sky and I saw people flying…
A
guy was flying on a skate holding a kite…
A
young woman was flying in a boat, a sail boat; however, in the place of the sail
it was a balloon that apparently supported the boat that have approximately 20
feet.
That
young seems unworried and controlled the boat and does sinuous waves in the air,
around 10 feet from the houses roof.
I
noticed that a guy stop by my side watching the odd sailing of the young pilot.
“She
is tranquil and confidence because we are in Astral”…I comented.
“But,
whether it were in physical, she was scared”... he answered
Surprised
I look at the guy from head to feet; he was wearing normal clothes and shoes.
I
noticed that he was projected also and he had conscious about it.
“Guy,
where is sleeping your physical body? Bring me to there, I want know who you are,
and after we meeting in physical”… I exclaimed wondered.
He
told me that he was sleeping inside a broken bus parked by side a road. It was
strange… it was like I was pulled out from my body”… he said.
“\you
are in astral projection and you are conscious about this”… I affirmed.
“I
don’t understand about this things… I don’t want know about”… said him
with fear and go out rapidly.
I
tried to insist saying that it was a normal thing...
“I
don’t want know about”… he said again, already walking so far me
What
a pit, it seems that people try to ignore the reality when it causes to them
strangeness and they became scared of to know and understanding about…
.
VISION
WITH INTERFERENCE AND FLYING WITH TURNED HEAD TO BELOW
In
this week I’ve had a strange experiences in Astral.
In
one occasion I was projected and suddenly at moving myself, my sight became like
a TV image with interferences, but the line crosses in several shapes. That odd
situation makes me come back to physical.
In
other occasion I “took off” to Astral and without I want I turned my head to
below .I went in direction to stars thinking that in the space I should lack the
references of to up or low and that I should set right that strange and funny
position.
But
it didn’t works… I continuing flying to stars with my head turned to below
and my legs up.
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EXPERIMENTS AND DISCOMFORTING DUALITY
These
days before I have made some experiments, in myself, to see results and
differences
For
example, during some days, I pulled down by purpose, my thoughts pattern to
analyze the consequences in my projections.
Slowly
my projections became few lucid and I begin “to lose the dominium over myself”
as my Superior Self were assumed the command, making my astral body execute
tasks that seems “strange” to me, if I could to define in this way.
In
the night of 02/01/2004 I had few conscious of what I was doing in the Astral. I
saw myself in contact with a person responsible by process of some known of mine
recently discarnate (that I unknown in physical).
What
brought me to that situation? What was that place? It seems a public organ or
department with a kind of bureaucracy.
I
percept cleared that I was, of certain way, being conducted by my Superior
conscious that place me in situations where I acted, making things, in aa kind
of automatism. It was a discomforted duality, where became clear, that my
physical mind had a role of co adjuvant in that history.
Noticing
this, there in Astral, I passed to lift my vibratory pattern and instantaneously
I begin to “see” and “percept” by my side and close to me, unhappy
discarnate spirits, needing of enlighten and understanding.
I
start to walking there and I percept that I was enter in a wing of a great
hospital, crowded of people, with the aisles crowded also.
My
lucidity “unfasten”, I passed “to see” and percept in more clear way.
The
people that was there, opened way to me, stared me respectfully; I “felt”
that they thinking that I was a physician, that I was there, working and helping.
I saw to my cloths, they were normal, but they wasn’t doctor cloths (perhaps
it was because my vibration)
A
tattered boy of twelve or thirteen years old approached of me and asks:
“Man,
please, I want water, I’m thirsty!” (Probably he was a discarnate still tied
to physical necessities)
I
put my hand on his shoulder and I said:
“Let’s
go to the kitchen that could be…
I
thought: If we are in a hospital, certainly have a kitchen in any place here,
however, the odd situation for me could be “touched” in my metabolism,
pulled me back to physical weak me up…
But,
what is it finally? Are our Superior Conscious “controlling” and
“manipulating” our actions in Astral? I already had others similar
experiences aiming the same thing.
It
was like I had have two Selves. When the Lower Self act like “drunk”
intoxicated with rough vibrations of his thoughts, the Superior Self determine and act in Astral by his own?
This
duality discomforts me.