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hOmee

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*may wishes come true*

*good results*
*MP3 Player/Discman*
*nice guitar songs*
*yanzi*
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slim down*
*savings*
*wind chime*
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happiness*
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25 minutes*
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thumb drive*
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mum to be happy*

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Saturday, 25 December 2004 10:21PM

Tada tada~! It's Christmas ~! Oh yeah... it seems my busiest Christmas ever... Giving and receiving ~ Yeah... and also buying Need For Speed Underground 2 in case my activity at night was cancelled. The game was so fun that I don't feel like going out. :D Oh I miss San Guo again... :( Anyway ~! Thanks people for all the presents and greeting cards ~! Especially some instant noodles... lolx and oh.. that dog taste good~! Wahaha... 


Alright... Went Suntec last night... the fountain was so nice. Watch Kungful Hustle 2.15AM at suntec. Omg what a hilarious show. Can't stop laughing. But but... there's this 2 guy seating infront of me. OMG think they just had a beer and smoke... OMG they stink big time ~! Tada~ went to esplanade after the show and just slack around ~~ Yeah... A Christmas eve well spent ~!


H.A.N.D

yong


Saturday, 18 December 2004 2:08AM

Tada~ Oh well it's been a long time since I post something read-able. :D 
Today was a busy day.

7.30am - Jasper called me early in the morning,,, damn him... What's his problem really... ?
8.30am - Woke up... *yAwNz*
9.15am - Took a cab to Heeren. Douglas & Cooo was there already...
10.30am - Left Heeren for SP for lesson...
11am to 12pm - Useless lesson about electricity generating...
12pm to 1pm - Walk around SP completing my ITP log bbbk.
1.30pm - Back at Heeren's... More & more peeeople...
3.30pm - Queue up ya?
5.10pm - Yanzi ~!
7.45pm - Ling Zhi ~!

Yeah, went for Yanzi's autograph session. Actually didn't feel like going, was sick of all the squeezing and waiting... But... because of the fanclub... Oh well...

After the whole thing has ended our small group was fooling around at the stage... I was walking around enterance when the DJ Ling Zhi walk pass me. Omg. Was star struck. Wahaha. Was even more excited seeing her than seeing Yanzi. :P But she was on her mobile phone so couldn't talk to her... 
Not finish yet... she was walking to the end of Heeren as she was chatting on phone. No idea what she's thinking... LoLz. So I was a bit disappointed... Can't supposed to disturb her while she was on the phone right? Yeah... But 5mins later we saw her walking back... LoLz. And we just called out to her. Yeah... took a picture with her. LoLz I guess that's the best thing I've got today. LoLz ~! I'm there to see Yanzi or to see Ling Zhi? Beats me too... *tired*

H.A.N.D

yong


Monday, 13 December 2004 9:07AM

Yeah... I'm off to school....

H.A.N.D

yong


Thursday, 1 December 2004 12:46AM

The struggle has ended... The house is so empty and lifeless now... This is just too sudden for me to accept... Why must you leave so early? There are still many things that is left undone...

- Red Star Restaurant for breakfast
- The new steamboat was used only once - I haven't graduate
- I haven't marry
- I haven't enter Air Force
- I haven't bring to Jalan Kayu for prattta
- Your new motorcycle was less than halfff year old
- You haven't been to China
- You haven't taught me how to do many ttthings
- You haven't taught me how to change thhhe iron board
- You haven't taught me how to change thhhe toilet bowl seat
- You haven't taught me how to change thhhe light bulb
- You haven't taught me how to put up thhhe clock
- You haven't taught me how to repair thhhe microwave oven
- You haven't taught me how to keep yourrr fishes
- You haven't taught me how to cook steam chicken wings
- You haven't taught me how to cook steaaam fish

- You haven't listen to many of my guitaaar songs
- You haven't install that pull up bar

The list just goes on... It's so unfair to you. You've work all your life and yet, you didn't get to enjoy the fruits... 

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December is here... It is usually a happy occasion but it seems otherwise this time. I always complained being lonely during Christmas, well it is nothing compared to this time... 

 

Can anyone understand my feelings ?

 

H.A.N.D

yong


Saturday, 27 November 2004 1:50PM

The struggle has ended... Thank you eileen and wormy for the comfort and concern and the listening ear these few days... I would feel so lonely without your. Your Take CaRe... I will... 

H.A.N.D

yong


Monday, 15 November 2004 11:43PM

My holidays are ruined again. I don't understand why it always happens to me. ~~ Back to work tomorrow..... 
Smoothing background midi eh? Enjoy ~

H.A.N.D

yong


Thursday, 11 November 2004 10:33PM

Alright, my person computer is back online. Yeah~ Quite a lot of things went my way for the past hours... My other computer's sound problem got solved, my SimCity3000 started earning money lolx... and yeah, this computer became alive again ~! All thanks to my Brother who wanted to use his computer and thus make me feel so bored yesterday night. So I decided to find out what's wrong with my computer. Wahaha. It's just the fuse... lolx why did I delay it for so long? No idea... No sense of urgency you see, I could use my Brother's computer as I like. :D Was busy last night because of that stupid echo sound problem on my Brother's computer... Well, everything's settled now....

H.A.N.D

yong


Thursday, 11 November 2004 10:33PM

Hey hey ~~ Alright the vacation is here... But I'm working.. Call it attachment rather. Attached to "68 Sysmtems and Projects Engineering" in Amk. What can I say.. it is a rather small company which do big things. Many of the security systems are installed by them. They do many other things of course. 3 days with them and I've been doing 2 days of office work. 1st day was doing autocad and some calculations. Wahah. Pretty bored. 2nd day was quite extreme, installing GPS system into CityCab's Taxi. LoLx. Opening up engine hood and connecting the cables to the battery. 3rd day was office work again. Reading of maps and scale diagrams. A0 size paper. LoLx which means 16 pieces of A4 size paper. Sure is big~ Alright there's more to do tomorrow. ZzZzzZ
Today was holiday. LoLx, so went to Tiong Bahru to get the singet for Jone. Jone! So paiseh, can't get the white one. They don't have it. :( Only managed to get the black S, hope you don't mind. :P

H.A.N.D

yong



Friday, 5 November 2004 02:28AM

Cheer up~~ Don't be so sad.. You've think too much... TaKe CaRe aLwaYs.. :D

H.A.N.D

yong



Wednesday, 3 November 2004 04:27AM

Yeah, so Yanzi's album was finally released. Didn't find it nice in the first place but after a few times of listening... It was worth the money. Hahah.
Anyway was studying in my room at around 3+AM. Then my Father woke up to get some bite. So I went to the kitchen to get a drink. It was only then he got to know I'm having exam tomorrow from my mum. Then he was sitting there saying "Ping Re Bu Shao Xiang, Ling Shi Bao Fou Jiao" which simple is trying to say I'm doing last minute salvation. I was so furious but then I didn't say anything. What the fark. I'm not trying to show off or be complacenet. If I would do last minute salvation would I get 2 dist, 5As and 2 Bs? Fark man, he's my Father and why the fark can't he say anything encouraging instead of just insulting me with those kind of hurting words. It's not like I've been scoring shit grades for exams. Sometimes I really don't understand my parents. Other parents are so proud of their children in whatever they do, or at least they would speak up and priase their children. But what about mine? They will just go on insulting you and criticising you infront of the world. Don't they know even I need some form of encouragement instead of just pure insults. Esp during visits. They would love to compare me with my relatives. Saying so and so are so good in studies, saying why can't we be so hardworking, why can't we be so obidient, and all the farking crap. I always felt like saying back - Why can't I stay in a bigger house, why can't I always travel in a car, why can't I always go overseas during vacation, why can't I always buy the things I wanted, why can't I get more allowance, why can't I sleep on a Queen size bed, why can't I have a bigger room, why must I everytime save on this save on that? Am so sad now.. tears just flows...

H.A.N.D

yong


Friday, 29 October 2004 4:37PM

Tada~! Yanzi's album was supposed to be released today.. but.. WarnerMusic's usual practice... DeLaYeD. ZzZzZzz

H.A.N.D

yong



Thursday, 28 October 2004 ??:??AM

Tada ~~ Hahah was able to update my website because I'm using some html editor of Yahoo.. LoLz.. Unfamiliar territory. Alright, tomorrow's my first paper. Hmm.. It somehow feels like I'm still not fully prepared. No idea why, I could solve almost all the questions of the past year paper and yet i feel rather insecured.. Pretty scary... Haha anyway I don't know when I'm going to open my own computer and find out what's wrong. Either I'm too busy or too lazy. :P This website is getting boring.. Almost nobody comes in... *yAwNz* Maybe I should close it down soon ba...

H.A.N.D

yong



Friday, 22 October 2004 12:51PM

Tada ~~ Presently in school com lab again. Told you I can only update my website in school. The computer in my house doesn't have Frontpage. Hahaa. Oh well.. Exams coming... I'm sick again.. Sianz... Time to study huh.... hahhaaaaahahahahahah Mad.... That's all for now.. Going for lesson soon...

H.A.N.D

yong


Thursday, 14 October 2004 1:13PM

Tada~~ Haha.. My Personal computer got short circuited. Unusable now. Being using my other computer but there was no FrontPage inside so couldn't update my website.. So now I'm stuck in school. Hahaa.. Okie.. Been having a few sleepless nights this past few weeks.. No... I'm not having insomnia, but because of all those projects. MC & PC Tech, System and Control, Report Writing Presentation Group + Individual, Math Quiz, Project2. And most of the time it would be on a Tuesday. Hell... I would be just back from guitar and they want me to do projects. Gosh... it's so tiring... Imaging sitting infront of a computer in the middle of the night and looking at those alien codes... ZzZzz... Sometimes I just feel like off-ing my computer, go to sleep and stop thinking about the projects...

H.A.N.D

yong


Monday, 4 October 2004 1:41AM

Life isn't that tragic... Cheer up ~

H.A.N.D

yong


Sunday, 3 October 2004 5:37AM

Believe it or not...

H.A.N.D

yong


Wednesday, 22 September 2004 3:08AM

Didn't sleep for the 2nd time in 2 weeks. Haha. Was tired like hell in school. Was feeling so weak while traveling to school. Seems as if I'm going to faint anytime. Nvm... It was rather worth it. In life, you always have to work for what you want. Even kittens do...

Tada ~ Haha Funny pictures from YanHong... Today was 'sick' day. Haha. Totally no voice.. Dotz Cough cough cough. ZzzZz

H.A.N.D

yong


Tuesday, 21 September 2004 7:00AM

Erm.. 7am? Oh my... I'm feeling a bit dizzy...

H.A.N.D

yong


Monday, 20 September 2004 2:36AM

School reopens tomorrow. I'm still so worried about the projects. Really wondering if I could finish it by tomorrow... Haiz... To hell with those projects, why must they set in around the MST ? Bunch of no-brain-ers. Okie.. somebody's birthday is coming soon... Hope I don't forget this time. Hehe... So fast... a year has passed... Hahah. Oh no. I'm already 18 huh. Hahah. I'm don't wanna old so fast...

H.A.N.D

yong


Sunday, 19 September 2004 5:24AM

Exam's over - But why am I still awake at such eerie hour? I dunno. Haha. Someone spotted my tagboard somewhere in the un-updated region. LoLx. Oh well, the headache just now was gone. Phew~ I'm still so worried about my projects. 
I don't understand why she cry. As though it was my fault... -_- I'm so innocent... Maybe she just thinks too much. But someone her age.. Sometimes she's just so unreasonable. Omg. I really dunno what to say... Just thinking of it makes mi feel frustrated. 
Tuo Diao is such an irritating song. OMG. I'm having some problems today huh, finding everything so irritating. Now I find ShiYing's blog's midi irritating. LoLx. :P Perhaps too loud? IRRITATING ~!

H.A.N.D

yong


Saturday, 18 September 2004 9:03PM

Exams are over. But there's still the projects left. It seems like I'm not going to hand in on time. Bowling ?? Play badly on Friday and end up giving money to others. Dotz. Pool? I prefer the bouncing chair. It's so fun ~! Came back from gym. Having a bad headache now... 

H.A.N.D

yong


Thursday, 16 September 2004 4:37AM

Not sleep yet. Screwed up the previous 2 tests. Careless + Sleepy-ness. Hope history doesn't repeats tomorrow. Studied hours of math today. Mind dead. Haha. A Quote of the day sums up the day : 

"The more a man learns, the more he will realize how little he knows." 

Okie I need to get some rest now... May God bless me tomorrow...

H.A.N.D

yong 


Tuesday, 14 September 2004 4:48AM

OMG OMG OMG ~! Test sux. It's not that I don't want to sleep you see? -_-

H.A.N.D

yong


Saturday, 11 September 2004 5:41AM

Tired... Just look at the time now... Omg... Tired..

H.A.N.D

yong


Tuesday, 7 September 2004 1:39AM

Hehe now my entries will start from the top. Haha. 
Today = Bad day. Was planning to study at Serangoon Mac. Did went there but didn't had the mood. Was rather tired... Nvm still dragged myself to open my books... It started to rain... The whole mac was then filled with people. The worst came when a group of Malays came over beside. Gosh. Make so much noise. Nvm. Allowed one of them to sit beside mi as they will too big a group. Mistake. What a monkey he is. Keep shaking and jumping around. Idiot. My whole table was like as if it had been through some terrible earthquakes.. -_- Pissed, told him to get up. But it was hard to continue. Plus I was having a terrible headache. Felt like vomiting and giddy. Went home not long after. ZzZzz. What a waste of my time. Took a nap. But the giddy-ness got worst. Banged my head against my toilet door... (Don't laugh) WTH. Stupid....

H.A.N.D

yong


 Sunday, 5 September 2004 8:00PM

Tada ~ Bored~ Today is Sunday. So bored ~~ No mood to study yet. Hahah. Hmm shall studying... maybe tomorrow. ~~ Scary ~~ No nice games to play these days. Haha. No one to chat on IRC, no one to chat on MSN, no one to chat on hp. Should have go out today rather than stay at home. People, go out must jio me ~! Haha.. unless you go 'pa tor' like some people then don't call me. :P LoLz ~! Lin Jun Jie's songs are nice ~

H.A.N.D

yong


Saturday, 4 September 2004 1:52AM

Bored ~ My brother is back from camp... No computer games for 3 days. Boo... Anyway 'vacation' is here. It's time to study? Ironic? Yeah... anyway Bourne Supremacy was a bit boring. ZzZzZz. I still have to go school tomorrow. Gosh ~ Why must they put a talk on a Saturday? ZzzZz. Slap them.

H.A.N.D

yong


Thursday, 2 September 2004 1:42AM

Frustrated.... Nothing works out right...

H.A.N.D

yong