1. Oscarrr And His Rhyming Infidelities
2. Thinking Of You
3. The End Of My Days
4. *Undecided*
5. Anymore
6. Through The Halls
7. Scenes From A Memory
8. Breaking Away
9. *Undecided*
10. Kara's Song
11. The Ballad Of Made For TV
Thinking Of You
By Spencer McGrath
how many times have i tried to say something
but in the end it never comes out
too many times before i've seen your face
Most of my ideas, everybody doubts
You know who you are and what you're doing to me
I can't even think straight inside my head
And now everyone says its just a phase
but this'll stick with me till the day i'm dead
I'm seeing who I am so clearly now
I'm feeling who i am so clearly now
I won't stop myself when you come in my thoughts
Sometimes thats the only thing that makes me feel good
even in the lowest moments i could think of you
Just imagining maybe someday that we could
I want to get one chance with you but
I'll just wait here on the sidelines
watching from a distance, while you ignore me
the reason I fell for you is cuz you're one of a kind
I'm seeing who I am so clearly now
I'm feeling who i am so clearly now
I'm seeing who I am so clearly now
I'm feeling who i am so clearly now
The End Of My Days
By Jordan Stowell
Take me with you, wherever you go
ill be like a ring on your finger
like a pencil in hand
we go on forever
or until it ends
whatever the conclusion
we start over again
and I say to you
Will you stay with me forever?
until the end of my days
we can travel this road
and get through all of its ways
Forgive me for my constant longing
but not for my constant loving
you cant leave me now
we've been through too much
to ever end half way down the path
why won't you stay with me forever?
until the end of my days
cant we travel down this road
and get through all of its ways?
Anymore
By Jordan Stowell
Dedicated to some ho you've probably done.
I start the day
Missing you
So far away
I am from you
I dont know if i can last
Being so close,
Yet so far
I was where i wanted to be
But now it seems
I can't be with you...anymore
I feel like crying
But whats the use?
You'll never come back
Because im the same person
You just left
But im still here
If you come back
I wait for you
But will you be there for me...
anymore?
Through The Halls
By Jordan Stowell
Everyday he walks through the halls,
With a mind that would be content with nothing,
Everyday he sees the same ideals,
Just in different spectres of hate,
Everyday he lacks the will live,
Yet he still can't leave yet,
Everyday he wanders through this meaningless life,
And everyday he says just one more time,
3 more hours until the backlash,
The re-addmittance of truth to all of the world,
3 more seconds to the snapping of the mind,
And the beginning of justice,
3 more hours of haste and waste,
Then all the lives will be forever changed,
3 more bumps along the road,
And 3 more people to give him death
Scenes From A Memory
By Connor McGrath
I remember back in the day
You lying in my arms, resting away
I remember the day you left me
The pain you shot in my heart was paralyzing
I don't think you were realizing
How my heart would react
How everything golden would turn blue and black
Your face I despised
But I had to realize
There's just something more
Laying in bed, middle of the night
With my eyes open, wondering if there ever would be daylight
After forever it would come and I knew i survived
My heart you had knived with bitter hateful words
I knew I was better than you and I probably still am
I had to survive without you, doubter by damned
There was just a little more
I've lived my lives with few regrets
But I regret losing you
Day after day, month after month, year after year
I wondered what did do?
After a while I realized, you would never be here
Never come back
Never leave him
Never react
I knew you were gone
I still hoped you would come back before long
But the's something more
I'm not bitter
I shouldn't be
It was long ago,
Like a scene from a memory,
memory, memory, memory
I once was lost and now am found
I once was blind and now can see
That you never loved me, you never saw me
You don't know the pain inside was tearing me
Tearing me, tearing me apart.
Your apathy is tearing me, tearing me Apart.
Your memory is pleasant and gold,
But our love is now gray and cold
Scenes from a memory
Memory
Scenes from a memory, memory
Scenes from a memory
When you loved me and I loved you
When the life was so full of opportunities, we didn't know what to
do
You closed my eyes and closed the door
I had nothing to do but call you a whore (uhhhh ok maybe we'll change
that)
But you didn't know
Why should you know?
Memory, memory, memory
Scenes from a memory, memory, memory
I don't need you anymore
Scenes from a memory, memory, memory
I once was lost but now am found
I once was blind but now I see
Breaking Away
By Jordan Stowell
Please beleive me
i cant do this anymore
its so just hard
and i cant go on like this
far off in the distance
i can see the light
i dont want to reach it
its just to bright
dont ask me why
but i just dont think
that in the light
is the place for me
Striving for the goal
what i was born to do
at least thats what you thought
and maybe i did too
Maybe i still have a chance
and if i do
then i wanna take it
so i can stay away from you
Please beleive me
i cant do this anymore
its so just hard
and i cant go on like this
You've pretended to trust me
for these long years
I've done all of this
for a few scattered cheers
Just get away from me
how can you do this
act like you care
then you try to bring me down
Please beleive me
i cant do this anymore
its so just hard
and i cant go on like this
Its like I'm
breaking away
its so hard to just keep
breaking away
i hope they dont mind
Kara and i on a walk in the park
we said "This is it for now"
and we hugged goobye
and
she was so perfect
she made me think i could fly
when id think about her
inside i'd die
Now where can i go with you?
This is your best mistake
What can you do without me?
This is your best mistake
I saw her on some railroad tracks
kissing a stranger
i knew right then
our love wasnt in danger
but it was gone forever
i left for good
asking no questions
stupid kara
ill never talk to you again
Now where can i go without you?
This is your best mistake
What can you do without me?
This is your best mistake
Now where can i go without you?
This is your best mistake
What can you do without me?
This is your best mistake
The Ballad Of Made For TV
By Spencer McGrath
Thinking one day I might be rich and famous
Jordan and I start a rock and roll band
Nobody had ever heard me sing before
But that did matter to me, so
We though up a name and tried getting members
the real musicians said they weren't sure
So here we are now just spitting some out
Really hoping I don't mess up right now
We've tried too hard to have people dislike us
We're writing songs now cause we've run out of covers
Praying that these songs really don't suck
Cuz if they do then I'll have to start to cuss
Probably in a few years we'll be doing gigs at a bar
Getting bottles thrown at us by drunken hicks
Acting all high and mighty when they heckle
Then I'll go up to one and punch him in the face
The police will come and arrest me for assault
Girls say the only thing cute about me are my freckles
I know that's not true, they make me look ugly
But anyways back to my prediction
Jordan will become a druggy and while I'm in jail
He'll get sent there too and we'll meet up again
Made for TV will be the biggest band in prison
Our album will be number one, while we're getting fan mail
Hoping this isn't as far as we'll go
We'll just keep acting like we're good
Slip some ppl some money so they act like a fan
C'mon we really can't suck that bad