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Please… do not make the mistake of thinking my being
submissive
somehow means I am weak… or stupid… or
“easy."
I am none of those things.
Weak, needy people aren't submissive… they are
merely weak, needy people.
For one to be submissive,
it requires an inner strength and security in
who you are.
Submission is based on that strength, love,
trust, respect, commitment,
and a strong desire to serve.
For
me… D/s is a commitment, not an
encounter…
I have no interest in random "play."
One thing I have learned in life is this…
it is far less lonely to be alone than to be
with the wrong person.
I am a patient person…
I know the destination will make the journey
worthwhile.
Friendship
is the first step…
there must be common interests, values, and
goals.
Everything else builds from that point as
trust grows, feelings deepen
and the rest of the world seems to slip away.
This
is my dream, one day it will be my reality...
People
often ask, "What do you seek?"
That's easy to answer…
I want it all.
Who
is He that I dream of?
He will be my best friend, my partner, my lover, my teacher,
my guide…
the other half of my soul.
We will work together… laugh together… cry together.
Together we will be each other's greatest strength.
He will be above all else an honest man…
knowing the true meaning of honor and integrity.
He will be one who not only deserves my respect,
but inspires my devotion… my service… as well.
Before He even attempts to control me… He will
be in control of Himself.
He will be a man of strong character…
demanding yet gentle…
caring not only for Himself, but for others as
well.
He will be a man who will inspire me to be the
best I can,
to be a true credit to Him…
who will be patient in guiding me,
but will accept nothing less than my best.
He will recognize all my strengths and
weaknesses…
valuing me for the person I am…
a man I can be myself with… sharing every part
of myself.
He will need me as much as I will need Him.
He's
out there. This I know.
My dreams could not be so vivid if He wasn't.
He is my dream… as I am His.
The day we come together I will be
His… always and in all ways.
In the meantime I wait… dreaming of His voice.
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