Dying On
take a stand, 'gainst fellow man
i'm not dead, not yet
my mind lay open like a sore
laying weightless on the floor
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breathing on, dying knees, breathing on
dying from my disease, dying on
our creator frowns
the skies they rain down
torture of my mind
mass genocide
hate creeps in through my eyes, will i die?
it all gets old, i feel cold inside
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sheathing my hate in your face
twitching with a simple grace
i've found the truth of your reality
through your brutality, your brutality
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your own god lay you to waste
for convincing yourself he's not there
leaving nothing but a trace
now he no longer even cares
the time has come, the time has come, the time has come
time stands still
dancing bloodied on the corner
praying to your false messiah
gripping to a pointless life
your ignorance destroyed mankind
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so desolate, you, blinded by your lies
kill yourself another time
once again your christ figure dies
one less time to shut your eyes
dying on from my disease, dying on from my disease, dying on from my disease
the time has come
Needle Freak
a cloud of hate obscures the sun
my body dropped the dream undone
ripples grow and ride the tide
anger grows from deep inside
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a needle freak a liquid death
twitching as i catch my breath
slowly god has gone insane
raping all our childrens brains
trip with me and meet the sun
sell our souls and have some fun
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wake the dreamer while he's dead
dreams are swirling in his head
raindrops scream, plunge to their death
twitching as i catch my breath
what happens here in god's sunshine while you scream in pain
apocolyptic high, can't touch the ground our god has gone insane
a fifth of vodka kills the night
wake up hurting from the light
another hit straight to the brain
nothing lost nothing to gain
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raindrops scream, plunge to their death, slowly god has gone insane
twitching as i catch my breath, another day lost in the rain
Space Toaster
smiles like rays of sunshine as we look towards the sky
our creator hums as we twitch to its lullaby
there's no tomorrow for humankind, the machine already plagued
now the beast is coming, pray to god that you've been saved
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a blot of disgust creeps into to sight
another machine is dead tonight
help me wake the dead from dreaming
close your eyes to keep from screaming
open thoughts and open mind
help the virus get inside
virus cells start to deploy
their mission, seek and destroy
a blot of disgust creeps into sight
another machine is dead tonight
help me wake the dead from dreaming
close your eyes to keep from screaming
the god machine grows weary as we traverse mother earth
raining from the heavens, fly the seeds of rebirth
spraying waves of fire as we pray towards the sky
our creator lauphs as he watches us burn and die
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Drown Me In Eternity
i am gods unwanted child i was meant to die
my prescence is unwanted, you don't know how much i hurt inside
you hate me cause i'm different, how much different are you and i?
i hate you for your ignorance and what you do to make me cry
surgery, i man the razor
all i want to do is suffocate her
wear my own face as a hat
will you lecture me for that?
i wanna choke in my own flame cause
living never felt so lame
you think there's something wrong with me
imagine drowning in eternity
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why, do i see
things, in my head
bad things, dead things
things like you, things like me
things, noone, should, ever see
drown me, in eternity
pull, i choose my own fate
blink and its too late
cascade of memories of you and me
of what it could of been and used to be
tossing in my wicked dreams
of burning flesh or what it seems
my mind is my own prison
drowning in eternity
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i am gods unwanted child i should of bled and died
i am duly noted, i am numb on the inside
i'm hated cause i'm nothing like you, hated cause of my
hatred for you, ignorance rules you, rules are broken so am i
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Twisted
you suck me dry
not satisfied
trapped in the wake
of your white little lies
brick to your face
brick to your face
brick to your face
brick to your face
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you left me with nothing
i'll give you something
just leave you bleeding
next time don't fool around
think back, remember, what a bloody mess
think back, remember, what a bloody mess
think back, remember, what a bloody mess
think back, remember, what a bloody mess
make peace with pain
going insane
trapped in the wake
of your white little lies
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you suck me dry
not satisfied
trapped in the wake
of your white little lies
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Blown Away
I want you to be with me when the sky folds in on us
to be crushed by a cloud might be enough to please me
blow me away like a leaf in the wind
blow me away, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun
blow me away
smashed by your thoughts of ripping me limb from limb
free like the sky eternal blue drowning in your haze i soak up the ground
i'd scream but noone would hear me
blow me away, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun
blow me away
fill my lungs with cement, i wanna feel your pain as your face is split between me and the ground
i wanna be deafened by your soul screaming
blow me away, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun
blow me away
to be as helpless as your going to be is a power trip for the life impaired
i want to lauph but i cant
blow me away, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun
blow me away
stick me in the heart with a semi
starring in your lifeless eyes starring back at me
regret as deep as the void that was once my soul
blow me away, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun
blow me away
i kick myself for being so stupid
rejection has numbed me now i feel nothing
blow me away, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun
blow me away
pushed away by the system, mocked by everyone else, betrayed by my friends, rejected by you
no i have nothing to live for
blow me away, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun, by the sun
blow me away
everything to die, goodbye
In the end
when i die after my life of sin
underground my soul will be
trapped within thy earthen grave
life is such a tragedy
filled with torment full of rage
trapped inside my lifeless cage
never to see the light of day
on my knees, in hell i'll pray
for my wickedness i'll burn forever
chorus:
in the end
in the end
wickedness will burn forever
men will die the earth will tremble
blood will flow just like a river
in the end they will take over
the sun will set and rise again
but when there's no more room in hell
the dead will rise and walk the earth
the dawn will bring with it it's horrors
and in their darkened eyes
you can see they're damned forever
and in their darkened eyes
you can tell they've burnt forever
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over
in the end
in the end