December 28, 1999 - Tuesday

Oh the Guilt! Oh the horror! I haven't made a journal entry in forever! Gosh. I hate it when life busts in and messes up all of your hard earned plans. Like keeping a journal of your life so you won't forget any of it
*looks around*
Then again, maybe some things are meant to be forgotten. I've been sick for days now. Tummyache sick, dizzy sick, nauseous sick, headache sick, you name it I got it sick. I went to the er last night, hoping to get some relief...They told me it was STRESS...not a virus, not a bug, just stress.

I felt like such a wimp

But everyone keeps telling me *stress is a legitimate thing to make you sick* Shah, right!

So the boyfriend breakup countdown is up (or down) to four days left, I think...This Sunday it is. and I'm sick, and he's at the chess club. Wasn't even going to call. Figured he left me with three cans of mini ravioli and gingerale, what could go wrong? Jackass. I need love and adoration and support, and he gives me this strong male "i need my space" bullshit. Ow. This is what's making me sick

Okay this and my great grandmother and Joseph's whole family, and AARGH! Must stop going crazy! Must stop!

If anyone out there has any ideas on how to de-stress without losing your mind or buying a gun PLEASE let me know!!!


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