Yet again ~ another Thursday entry. I have to get a federal grant so that I can do a study on why my journal entries are on Thursday more than any other day.
Tomorrow I get to leave work at 3:30pm cause Monday is a holiday ~ I think it's a nice tribute that the stock market closes on Martin Luther King, Jr.'s birthday. At least it's acknowledgement of some kind. Goodness knows it's not like we're celebrating Rosa Parks day *shakes head* this society can be so sad. But what can you do. Complaining doesn't bring people back from the dead. Nor does it make anyone care any more about anything.
Kathy called me up today asking when Chris' birthday was (if you don't know the story of Chris, click here. She thought it was today, and I agreed with her, but wasn't sure. Then after getting off the phone, I decided it was definately the 7th. I remember I got it wrong for a coupla years thinking it was the 6th. Actually. Now that I'm thinking about it. I still can't remember. I really think it was the 7th right now tho. I miss him a lot lately. I think of him a lot lately. Making sure I can still remember what he looks like, hoping I don't forget him.
I'm reading a book called "Night Falls Fast" it's about understanding the underlying reasons why people commit suicide. I read it for a while, but then have to stop: either tears come to my eyes, and I'm not in the mood for cyring in public, or I start to see myself reading, like I'm not really there, and have to stop, because I don't want to lose a bunch of the book because I decided to be surreal *laugh*
Hopefully I can write more later ~ I have to go to lunch now. Nothing else new to report right now. If anyone is actually reading this besides the four people I know read it semi-regularly, please email me and let me know. I need to meet new people. I don't know enough...