I've Been Looking For You

I've been looking for you
but I cannot seem to find you
After all I've been through
is it asking too much?
Yeah, I've been looking for you
but I fear I'll never find you
Seems even all I've been through
doesn't add up to much

I thought I found you once before
Hiding behind that locked-tight door
And I fell far to far and far too quick
For a light far too bright, beyond my reach

I've been looking for you
but I cannot seem to find you
After all I've been through
is it asking too much?
Yeah, I've been looking for you
but I fear I'll never find you
Seems even all I've been through
doesn't add up to much

I thought I found you once again
Poetic words that warmed my heart
But your words were not you, though they're all I knew
And no matter my wish, it would not be true

I've been looking for you
but I cannot seem to find you
After all I've been through
is it asking too much?
Yeah, I've been looking for you
but I fear I'll never find you
Seems even all I've been through
doesn't add up to much

I thought I found you yet again
Born of my dreams- or so it seemed
And I fell far too far and far too quick
And you faded away, beyond my reach

I've been looking for you
but I cannot seem to find you
After all I've been through
is it asking too much?
Yeah, I've been looking for you
but I fear I'll never find you
Seems even all I've been through
doesn't add up to much

I thought I found you- then again
I thought it was you once, and I knew
And we fell far to far and far too quick
But they stole you away, beyond my reach

And I'm wondering now who you really are
Who will you be? Are you looking for me?
'Cause I'm tired and weak from searching so hard
And I pray you will find me in time

I Wish . . .

To live again the times of past
To change the times of my regrets
To know then all that I now know
I wish . . .

Clear Your Mind

Clear your mind of anxious worry
Time will pass no quicker if you don't
Free your heart of ancient hatred
So your soul may soar in peace

Waiting To Tell Me

So you were waiting to tell me
Gee, now when would that be?
When's the best time to say:
"Hey, by the way, I'm breaking up with you
And oh, since I don't care,
This appartment that we share?
Well you gotta be out of here by June."

Suddenly all I want is
You and me together
So strangely I thought that we
Would part quietly when the time came

Your Addictions

Your addictions' the extinction of the cells that dwell within your dreams
You cannot see, nor do agree, with anything taught to you by me

Come From My Dreams

Come from my dreams, are you
Here for me to see or be? I
Run from my dreams, since I'm
In this nightmare, slowly dying

Still will my dreams haunt me
More than now and how my vow will
Change with my dreams, now you've
Made your way into my daydreams

Under my
Reason I'd
Rather be with
You

And here you are
Don't you see?
Aren't you here for
Me to be?
Come from my dreams
Or so it seems
Never to
Tether, to
Rather to
Ever to
Remain
Always
Seeking

Torn from my dreams, and you're
Here for me to see and be. If
Only my dreams would let
Me be free of all I see. We
All fall from dreams, even
Still until we will fullfill our
Dangerous dreams and
Enter into our own daydreams

Something You're Offering

I feel there's
something you're offering
In your eyes
something that can't be seen
By their eyes
Something only for me to see

I know you're
trying to hide it
But I am
trying to find it, but
I think
trying is hiding and lying

I told you
something that you could hate
You told me
that's something that you don't hate, but
You told her
that's something that you would hate to be
And you're trying to change me

But I see
more than you think I see
And I see
all that you are hiding
And do you see
That I am here waiting for you
To make the first move

You do - or do you?
It's all to confusing
I would if I could
But I don't think you'd let me
You did and then hid
But maybe you didn't
I wish you could be more clear

Now you're gone
I'll never see you again
I thought I would
But I guess we were never friends
I thought we were
Strange how things always end
Guess I was fooled once again

No Time

There really is no time
Left inside my own sad mind
There really is no time
Left for me to let you see
The ways that you are blind

Change With the Days

You change with the days
Yet you're always the same
In my mind. I find I'm
Growing closer to you.
Here and then there
And then you dissappear
In thin air, and there I
Am still waiting for you

Here it seems you've always been
And yet I know that in
Time I will love you
I wish that it were not so
Because of course I know
That you can't love me

Still, now that you finally know
It seems that now you show
Some true desire
Shared, and then into thin air
Desire leave me here
Alone and waiting

You change with the days
Yet you're always the same
In my mind. I find I'm
Growing closer to you.
Here and then there
And the you dissappear
In thin air, and there I
Am still waiting for you

Strange, I thought I'd never find
Out here the one that I
Am always seeking
Here, then you swim to that beach
And far beyond my reach
Into a daydream
You once said that you loved me
And thought that maybe we
Were meant to be
You may not remember me
I still think maybe we
Are meant to be

You're Here

There you have always been
Love from a friend from afar
Ever wondering when
You will open the door and love me more

Sometimes I wonder if you even care at all
You never seem to be around when I want you
But then when I'm really down you always reappear
You're here and then all else fades away

You never had much time
Even when I first met you
Then you moved far and I'm
Worrying when I will see you until

Sometimes I wonder if you even care at all
You never seem to be around when I want you
But then when I'm really down you always reappear
You're here and then all else fades away

Now you have dissappeared
You warned me before you left
Yet it was more than I feared
I now wonder where you have vanished to . . .

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