Breathe.. Just Breathe
   November 29, 2000
You know... how you see someone every day... and never say a word to them. You know who they are, but you don't
KNOW them... and even though you don't know them... you dislike them. I hate that. It's not something people do because they enjoy it... it just happens. What's worse about that situation is that every little thing they do seems negative to you.. even if it had a positive intent. You know it had a positive intent.. but that doesn't matter.. because it's negative, end of story. Why is it negative? Simple: it came from that person; that person you don't know... but dislike anyway. Why do we do this? I know what you're thinking... "Me? I don't do that." Yes, you do. The "freaks" see the cheerleaders walk down the hallway... they do it. The cheerleaders see the "nerds" walk down the hallway.... they do it. I do it. We all do it. I hate it, but I think I've mentioned that. I'm trying to quit you know... doing this whole little day-in day-out I dislike you routine... it's hard. Especially when you think... no.... when you know... that the other person does the same thing right back at you.
It's a thought page. It's not generally for you. It's here for my purposes. I tend to talk about my thoughts.. a lot.. and no one really wants to hear them. I've learned that the hard way. I've also learned that I tend to never hold anything back when I'm writing my thoughts down. Use a journal, you say? It's the 21st century... what's the use of a journal when you've got a web page? Besides, I type faster than I write. So, this.. is my thought page. It's here for me, not you.. but you're welcome to it.
I
Will
simply
deny
you
the
crown...
and...
live...
forever!
E-Mail Me
Stressed?
Picture yourself near a stream.
Birds are singing in the crisp, cool mountain air.
Nothing can bother you here.
No one knows your secret place.
You are in total seclusion.
The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity.

You can easily make out the face of the person you are holding under the water.
There now. Feeling better?
December 1, 2000
Coral Springs has a serious problem: lack of interesting things to do. There's the movies... but how many movies can you possibly see? If you see one every time you go out, you'll run out of movies to see. Besides... $7.50. What a rip.. and $2.75 for a coke? Blah. The mall here closes at 9:00.. not that our mall is worth walking into. So, where do I end up usually? Starbucks. What's weird is that I never try anything new either. It's always the same thing "Mocha Frapachino". Like oh my gosh... there goes another Lemming." I need to get out of here. Move. Go to college. Somewhere that has seasons... and the trees change colors. Somewhere with hills... where I can go for a walk on a nice day. Somwhere where people are generally nice... you don't have to best friends for them to smile and give a little "hi" as you walk by. Anyone want to join me? At this point.. the position is open to anyone. Well.. almost anyone.
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