12/7/00
Laughing so hard your face hurts.
A great idea.
A scholarship.
Watching a child do something for the first time after teaching them to do it..
A hot shower.
Falling in love.
A hug.
A special glance.
Getting mail.
Running in the rain when it doesn't matter if you get wet.
Falling asleep in the sun on a cool day.
Taking a drive on a pretty road.
Hugging a big, old teddy bear.
Standing by yourself on a grassy plain in the cool breeze.
Getting a strike in bowling.
Playing miniature gold.
Going out to dinner.
Going dancing.
Partying sober but having a great time anyway.
Listening to loud music.
Being a senior.
Getting an A on a paper.
Doing something you thought you couldn't do.
Lying in bed listening to the rain.
Oreo ice cream.
Peanutbutter ice cream.
Shopping with a friend.
Finding out there's no final in a class.
A long distance phone call.
The smell of clean laundry.
Getting flowers from a secret admirer.
Giggling.
A bubble bath.
A sleepover.
Spring break.
Last day of school.
Baking with friends.
Late night conversations.
Staring up at the stars.
Knowing you made someone happy.
A wedding.
A child's smile.
Life.
You will do everything. Absolutely everything. You will awaken before dawn and attend school... looking presentable of course. You will hearken to your pedagogue through seven devitalizing hours, ceasing only for a 30 minute lunch and a 5 minute interchange between classes. Although you are confounded by the lessones you are "learning" you will succeed in acing every exam. Thus, the life of a high schooler.
Ever get that feeling that something is just not right? Like when a person comes over to you.. and you have that feeling that they want to say something. But they don't say anything. And then you spend the rest of the day wondering if they wanted to say something.. or if it's just your imagination.. and if they did want to say something.. what was it? Was it important or was it just a little nothing? If it was important they would have said it... wouldn't they? Or maybe they were too scared to. *shrugs*
And whats up with people who drive these days? No common curteousy. Common sense - the person that is in the middle of the interection waiting to make a left turn goes BEFORE the person making a left turn thats sitting on the side of the read. I had two people today cut right infront of me... they came out of no where. I don't know if its the hectic holidays.. or people are just rude. I hope they enjoyed the everlasting sound of my horn. Ok, and I was supposed to leave the house five minutes ago... so therefor I'm late!
Sleep... boy do I need sleep. It seems like I can never get enough sleep. When it gets to the point where the letters on the computer screen seem to mesh together into one giant blur.. you know you need sleep... but arugh I don't think I'm getting enough.... and if I am.. then sleep just isn't doing it for me.. I need.. I don't know what I need. Something. Anything. I'm tired of being tired!
