justbreathe10

9/18/01

Wow.. I have a web page. I kinda forgot about that. :P Sorries... if you haven't noticed I've been slightly busy.. just slightly. School... arugh I hate it, and college just makes me more stressed.. on top of work... (or lack there of). Thanks to our wonderful Tropical Storm Gabrielle I managed to have my little kids swim one practice in three weeks... great.. that does wonders for my pay check. Well, it's Tuesday... and I have nothing to do. Happy New Year to all my fellow Jews... or semi-Jews if you're like me. I'm not really anything :P But it pleases my grandmother to think I'm Jewish. Yeesh, I can't believe I've spent so much time away from here, yet I have nothing to write. I suppose there's just nothing good, nor nothing bad for me to vent about. Well, we all know what's bad... but I think it's better to stay off that subject... the news covers enough of that to drive anyone insane. And as far as the good... everything's just average. Despite the fact I was blown off last night over the phone and ditched today for the beach... I understand, who really cares that I turned down other plans to go to the beach? Suuuuure no problem, you can cancel.. I'll just sit at home. Right? Right. Such wonderful people I know. I'd probably go by myself except I have work at 3:00 and it's ummm 1:30 already... no point in driving there now. No one's online... where is everyone? OH! That's right.. they're all out having fun without me. Of course. *yawns* I hate not having work grrrrrr it drives me nuts. I feel so unproductive sitting around the house.. I'd much rather be out working. I can't sit still. Oh, but then after work 10 bucks says I'm expected to go run around town to meet up with people.. considering we all know how my parents are about being out on a school night... and considering that me being tired from work is not important at all. Of course not. Ok, so maybe I did have some ventine to do...

Clint Eastwood

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on, It's coming on, It's coming on

Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional
Mystical? Maybe
Spiritual
Hearable
What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy
Lifeless
To know the definition for what life is
Priceless
For you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gunsmokin' righteous with one token
Psychic among those
Possess you with one go

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on, It's coming on, It's coming on

The essence the basics
Without it you make it
Allow me to make this
Child, like in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child apiece
Every cloud you see
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucking to your lies
Through Russ, though not his muscles but the percussion he provides
with me as a guide
But y'all can see me now cos you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner
So I'm gonna stick around with Russ and be a mentor
Bust a few rhymes so mother fuckers
Remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless
Feelings, sensations that you thought were dead
No squealing, remember
(that it's all in your head)

September 27, 2001

Ok, yeah... so someone definitely made a mistake up there. I'm not supposed to be sick.. I never get sick.. you guys up there need to re-evaluate your schedules because this is NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN! Blah.. I can't breathe, I'm coughing, sneezing, and I can't see straight.. a slow horrible death I tell ya. I spend 365 days a year with little kids whiping snot and sneezing on me and I never get sick, I'm invincible I say! Yes I am! Therefore, this is a mistake and I demand an apology and for someone to fix it right now. On top of it all.. where the hell is the freakin' sun!?!?!? It's sunny aaaallll day for two weeks straight.. the one day I have off from school, BAM big, ugly overcast clouds move in. What the heck is that all about? I have homecoming in a week, do you think I want to go to homecoming with a big X on my back from work? NO. *whines* It's my birthday soon you have to bring out the sun! And you know what else... there's no sun.. and it's overcaset.. BUT I bet you I still have to work today... of course... I'm sick, it's icky out, and I will have to get in the pool and work - by myself never the less because Alina is out of town. I need sleep... yeah... that's an idea.. my pillow is my best friend.. he's the only one that understands.... or listens for that matter.

October 19, 2001

Muwahahaha Stephanie is the new owner of a Dell Inspiron 2500 with 900 mhz and 10 gigs with Windows XP... :P yay *does a jig* I can actually be at home and online without total chaos going on in my house.. how exciting.. and I have to tell a certain someone but nooooo they're at a concert without me! As if I don't like Darwin's Waiting Room! Appalling! lol :) oh well, you are forgiven... but you SHOULD have called again! I was downstairs and didn't hear my cell ring.. :( hehe MUWAH!