| 3/4/01 What's today... Sunday. Hmm... I don't think I like Sundays very much. It's a day when everyone seems to just... sit still... and do nothing. I'm not really into doing nothing. It's too... unproductive. Although, I definitely didn't mind lying out in the sun for a couple of hours today. The clouds came in and ruined that around 2:00 though. Figures, right? Finally found something to do and poof it's ruined. Perhaps like my little adventure for the year? Finally found something to do with friends and poof.. ruined. Explanation you ask? Parents. That should be enough. Do you realize there isn't another day off from school until March 30th? There's a half day.. but that doesn't account for much considering I have to be at work by 3:30 anyway. Speaking of work.. you'd think after working somewhere for 3 years... and not having taken a day off in over 3 moths.. I'd be allowed to have a Saturday off so that I can go help out with my OTHER job. Sheesh. I need to learn to say no. Can you work Saturday? No. It's so simple yet I never get myself to do it. I don't work too much though... like some people.. ah hem, a certain person down in mia. And speaking of work which led me to speaking about that person... where the heck are you? You're not being very fair you know... but I think I'm straying from the subject. What was my subject again? |
| Breathe... Just Breathe |
| 3/14/01 Arugh! School is so IRRITATING! Geeze.. I don't even like anybody at school... well, I have my little clan and all... but other than that... shoo people! Go away! That can't possible be normal... to dislike basically everyone around you. Here and there are some decent people... or at least funny ones (my 4th hour).. they don't necessarily have to be decent. I swear the world looks at me like I'm crazy when I say little kids make the best friends. They make so much more sense. Ya know, we took this honors placement test thingie today in my english class... and part of it was spelling.. and I came to the word arithmetic. Arithmetic... arithmatic... arithmetic... arithmatic... which one? A or e... a.... or e.... and then I thought of something... "All rats in the house might eat tom's ice cream".... "All rats in the house might eat tom's ice cream" Arithmetic..... thank you, Jenna... the seven year old that I teach at Tamarac Elementary. What else, oh yes, the joy of working with other people. I swear on my life.. I WILL have an independant job. I cannot work with another person. That is just the bottomless pit in my opinion... I can't stand it. Someone is asked to pick up the station signs before they leave... and someone else is asked to pick up all the toys. I get out of the pool... there is one station sign left sitting right in the middle of the deck.. and there are 4 or 5 noodles all around the pool. What use is there in doing PART of a job? It totally blows my mind. Independant. Definitely Independant. Speaking of work... I reek of chlorine. I think I'll go take a shower. Good night my wonderful audience (and nosey compadres)! I shall return on yet another stressfull day......... |
| Mel C - I turn To You When the world is darker than I can understand When nothing turns out the way I planned When the sky turns grey and there's no end in sight When I can't sleep through the lonely night I turn to you Like a flower leaning toward the sun I turn to you 'Cuz you're the only one Who can turn me around when I'm upside down I turn to you |
| 3/30/01 YAY! My pre-schoolers swam in there very first meet today and they did SO WELL! hehe Ouy! Headache though from certain parents who are TOO concerned about whether or not their kid will make it to the Olympics... hello... they're 4. One went "she's built like a swimmer, you know? She's got muscle" and I'm thinking "it's babyfat......" Poor kid. At least her mother is sane. STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for this weekend to be over.... I don't think I'm going to make it through Sunday night. Ung not that anyone CARES or anything.. because we all know that this is so easy for Stephanie and that she does nothing all day long... sure. |
| What's today? It's Wednesday I know because I'm at my dad's house.... OH! It's the 11th.... 4/11/01 I know because I was standing in line at Publix and the woman infront of me was writing a check |
| and she asked the cashier what the date was. I love that cashier.. she's usually behind the film counter (where I visit weekly because I'm a photo fanatic) and she always gives me some sort of discount just because. She's so nice. Some people are just so nice.. you know? Like tonight.. I went to dinner with my dad to Pizza Time.. and this one woman.. whose kid I taught swimming lessons to ages ago... was there... and she talked for almost 20 minutes.. she's just so nice. Her whole family is nice.. her kids are just so perfect. Nice people. You know what I love? Four things... 1) Music 2) Sun 3) Fruit Smoothies 4) Tank Tops Really.. it's like I live for those four things... SPRING BREAK! My spring break has been so simple.. yet so wonderful.. I wake up around 8:00 and go running... then take my discman (music) and go lie out by the pool for a couple of house (sun)... and then I put clothes on (tank top.. I'm so much more comfortable in a tank top and in a shirt) and go to Jamba Juice or Smoothie King (fruit smoothie). See? Simple, yet nice. Very nice. And then later on I go to work and stuff.. which I don't mind. I'm out in the sun and in the pool with some of the funniest kids ever... so much more fun than going to the movies or hanging out at Starbucks with people talking about the same old stories over and over again....... never the less laughing at them for the millionth time.. when they wern't even funny the first time; same goes for the gossip about people.. who don't we like this week... who is going out with whom and why shouldn't they be going out. School is disturbing.. it's disturbing physically and mentally. We sit in a desk that is a chiropractic disaster.. beneath fake lights that hurt our eyes and make everything seem yellow.. in recycled air.. and learn to talk behind people's backs and to look down upon every little thing someone said.. or did. You know.. there's one other thing I love... dancing. No one puts it better than Daft Punk... "one more time... we're gonna celebrate.. music's got me feeling so free we're gonna celebrate... don't stop the dancing oh yeah all right..." *smiles* |