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4/27/01

*sigh* Hi my devoted readers. All.. two of you... or however many. If any at all. Blah. Started out as a good day...slept in a little before school.. and things were just... good. I wonder why they never stay that way? Tonight sucks. As much as I tell myself I don't care.. I miss talking to someone.... being able to call any time and talk was nice. There goes that. Ya know, there's like.. one person.. I don't mind calling at any time and I can go anywhere and do anything with. Nice, huh? Honestly though... I've got plenty of people that I'm friends with.. but only one that's really a friend back. Used to be two... times change, people get ditched for other people :P C'est La Vie.. unfortunately. Should be interesting soon though with the reason to ditch is gone.... wonder if I'll find people on their knees? *shrugs* one can only dream and snicker... hehehehehe
Anyways, it's a Friday night and I'm home with nothing to doooooooo... my plans were prevented when the person I was hopin to go out with had other stuff to do.. thats ok though. She didn't go ahead and make plans with me then cancel like some people.... ah hem. Yes, I'm holding a grudge. A very.. very.. very.. big, long, ugly grudge.
I'm in one of those moods where I just want to cry.. for no reason. (It's a female thing guys) I dunno... *yawns* maybe I'll go to bed early. Good night my people.. and good night Romeo where ever thou may be.
May 16, 2001

Ok, first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY! :)

Second.... when I said hi to all my devoted readers earlier.. I didn't realize I had so many.. sheesh. I thought it was.. me. All of a sudden I have people telling me they read my page etc etc.. and random people IM'ing me. Within the past couple of days I suddenly have like.. 10 new people on my buddy list... lol the more the merrier I suppose. Interesting, though... people giving out my screen name without consulting me. Whatever. No major concern.
ARUGH stressed! Too much to do... school, work, homework, presentations, reports, meetings... Twenty days of school left. Good thing weekends exist...  and summer is soon. SUMMER! YAY! I work like a freakin psycho person or whatever but it's soooooooooo much better than having to go to school every day.
Let's see.... what else... I dunno. *sigh* mental block all of a sudden. Before I had a lot to say... it's decided to go into hiding for a while.. maybe It'll come back to me. But, for now.. I'm out.
5/17/01
I miss you too.
5/25/01.... or technically 5/26/01 (12:33 AM)

Let's see... first accused of being a total bitch by David ( are you happy? I changed it) saying I would probably not be home, or give the wrong address... or drop paint on them? Yeah. Then a ride in a scooter.. left onto Wiles instread of straight on Coral Ridge.. almost missed the Magnolia turn.. I KNOW THAT BUMPER STICKER! Fat Andy... it's illegal to park this way.. "uh.. your movie's on the other side..." Little kids throwing popcorn... A
color blind, LOUD MOUTH jackass! Haha best movie ever, even for picky people.... driving around Coral Springs.. shortcut to Hops.. I don't like her, I don't like him, I don't like her either... we don't like anyone. Musical chicken pieces... back to driving around Coral Springs... parking in Mrs. Lathbury's driveway.. driving around Coral Springs.. home. Meow. Nosey people!
       *---An explanation of my interesting evening.---*
5/26/01

What the hell... UGH. What do you think I am? Your little slave? All of you. I'm not here to just change plans every ten minutes according to what suites YOU. I have a life too you know.. and in my life consists many different plans; plans separated from yours. And you know what else? I have a job. I can't sit around waiting for your little suggestions about things and talk about them during work. I'm sorry if this is so complicated and you are having a hard time understanding. Also, I don't need you commenting on my plans for the evening.. they won't always include you. In fact, the less they include you, the more fun they seem to be. Things are so redundant. Someone told me I need a change and sadly enough I actually agree with them.. who woulda thought none the less. I'm not your chauffer.. I'm not here to drive you around simply because you want to be out past your curfew... you can't be somewhere at that time? Sucks for you. I'm not going to be super woman coming to save the day. STOP CALLING ME EVERY TEN DAMN MINUTES. THE ANSWER IS NO.
6/5/01

Aww year's almost over. Yearbook signing.. how depressing.. I love writing in year books though.. probably because I just love to write (haven't noticed yet?).
Dude do you have any idea how whacked out the lights are in this city.. last month at an interection they all were green at the same time and eight cars all ran on top of eachother.. and today on the way home from school I stopped at a red light and things seemed normal until suddenly they all turned green at the same time for about 3 seconds and people started to go then they all turned red and they were red for who knows how many minutes.. and all those people without patience started going through them anyway. I'm such a do-gooder though :P 227-cops for all you do-gooders in Coral Springs.. non-emergency number to make traffic complaints... we don't need another last months occuring right? Right.
Swim America meet today! And I think it might be sunny out! ;)