MOMBIES 7"
KILL ROCK STARS
My Expense
Don't say your sorry - I know your not
Your pleased with everything you've got
Don't need those things like I do 'cause
'cause it's all been given to you
What do you do when your scared this time
you cut me down in front of them
You don't know what to say so just lie
you lay me down in front of them
But I am human tooooo.
You don't even know how much i believed in you
you don't even know how much it meant to me.
I guess things get better
real fast when you don't have to watch yr ass
get passed around and checked out
you do nothing when i'm left out.
Same x-mass party as last year
you don't understand my fear.
you got to go out and play
I gotta stay out of his way
Feed Me
Why won't you leave me
i don't feed you anymore
please don't believe me
i don't need you anymore
Why won't you see me
well i've been your way before
Please don't you free me
well i need you more and more
you're leaving? you asked me so sad and sweetly
that first morning after well i was leaving
so i could come back to you
when you left you were gone
please don't believe me
i don't need you anymore
why don't you see me
well i've been this way before
please don't deceive me
well i believe you more and more
first time you seen me
well you made me shut the door
i will remember this
i always wanted you
i won't surrender this
i never wanted to
you never said that you'd go and leave me alone
you never said that you'd stay
i will remember this
i never was like you
i won't surrender this
i never wanted to
Mombies
just baked my seventeenth cake today
finger sandwiches on a silver tray
waiting here for him to call
sit around and do nothing at all
I have been here the whole time
I took what you gave and refined
it like sugar it will make you hungry
You don't even know me
Honey--where are you?--answer me--I mean it
Lie--you're caught up--give it back--i'm waiting
Why can't you get over it? I don't know I don't know
All i see for you is a dead end
Why can't you just stay in school
When are you gonna get a boyfriend
let me tell you what I'd do
Won't you find the time to listen
Stop pretending that i fit in
Television eyes they're empty
you don't even want to know me
Are you gonna wear that?--so?--Straighten up--i'm not you
Let me help--stay away--don't touch me--i just want you to be happy
Why can't you get over it? I don't know i don't know
Mom?--seventeen cakes--I don't care--get a boyfriend
Turn off the t.v --I don't know how--I told you so--i'm warning you
Why can't you get over it? I don't know i don't know.
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CARD CARRYIN’ CD
CHAINSAW RECORDS
CHSW NO. 15
Crazy Glue
We hang out when you want to you see me when it pleases you what do you do who will decide I am so
fucking tired cause you don't try at all for me cause your used to having it your way you think I'm gonna
stick around so I can watch you push me down stick stick I'm gonna stick to you its high time you saw what
I can do there can be no mistake you want to take and take and take I see it in the little things don't tell me
I'm making it up let's pretend right now that I'm crazy put it on me just cause you're lazy (chorus) this time
I tell you what i'll do i will take from you so long goodbye good bye so long I won't miss you when I'm
gone.
Un Deux Trois CAT!
I always feed ya Purina buy ya cat stuff but never enough to je ne sais pas pourquoi. hold her, tu ne restes
pas avec moi je t'aime le mieux tu sais tu m'aimes aussi je sais un deux trois et cat! I'm sorry I painted your
tail red time has faded it but you're still so mad (chorus) oui tu es mon chat time'll bring you back you've
been running around with the wrong pack and now you come home fat who's collar is that, mister (chorus)
tu ne m'aimes pas!
Definition
she only hopes for what she knows she can't get while I'm holding her up from the inside she thinks that if
it can't reach her it can't expose her as less than perfect like everyone tells her she is i won't expect anything
I am not really like this I have put me off so long I can't even really fight this cause I have wanted you so
long and when she reaches for me it's in fits of longing to express what she can't say to admit she's not okay
i painted my walls twice the day you left couldn't get it right just when i think the color's set the old one
bleeds through and i can't write when i can't breath well what does the long run mean anyway i don't know
why i'm holding on for it while she takes everything she wants now i won't go anywhere and she makes me
guess what she wants and i guess lately i want to feel like i'm right but when she calls me baby i don't want
to hear about your trip i couldn't sleep at night I let you make up the rules but mine stay the same and i can't
write when i can't breath so i make excuses for this girl i love and i make her swear she'll never do again
the things i want her to most it is such a contradiction i want her to say the right words but she changes all
of the meanings cause she's afraid of definition (chorus) I can't make her keep a promise that she never
made i can't make her keep it.
Blue Room
Our friendship is not worth this internship in bad habits and pieces rain downtown I feel your shadow all
around seek to tear my soul there's something you should know all this time I never gave mine feet click
down the stairs there's nobody left now who cares to remember to detail how we cheapen everything worth
giving (chorus) I'd rather that there was nothing I picture you asleep in your blue room so sweet I can't be
sure we will live to destroy you taught me to dissect be critical you taught me to abstract be fanciful you
taught me to inflict be miserable and I learned so quick I learned so well (chorus) I'd rather that there was
nothing I picture you asleep in your blue room so sweet this love is so full of death it matters not which is
the last breath.
Bella
has good fashion Big pants a scratchin braced teeth a flashin Bella i think i'm bored lets go thru yr drawers
fashion show the Montage argyle socks a matchin Bella stole my fashion BMX what happened jokin 'bout
the Jodi Pig Bella never needs a wig always bored with everything Bella where are you the library books
are overdue Mulitinomah county's calling for you I'll never turn you in run away from Oregon read em all
again B-E-LL-A her smell is like a passion she always looks smashing Catholic school girl fashion Bella
you're such a flirt bring my BMX shirt or your name is dirt Bella in the big bed lets go for food she said
burrito just ahead Bella let's make a cake cherry chip my stomach aches let the kitties take it Bella lets go
rollerskate Oaks Park it's not too late bet we'll even find a date I'm sick of riding in the car let's put kitty in
the jar Bella we'll go far.
Time Bomb
she sits in front of me her head back i could touch her but i won't reach I know too much today i know too
much to say its ok when ou look at me who do you see say something else surprise me well i know what
you think cause I thought it too but you know there's nothing we can do cause i'm not she's not we're not
like that yet I could hold her hand i could kiss her neck it seems so easy just one more step but its the kind
of thing that would be hard to forget and you know we're not like that yet (chorus).
Trouble
Trouble starting now. you try to try and you die you try to try and you die you can't shut my mouth you
can't shut my mouth you can't shut my mouth don't let me fine you gone you're so clumsy this fear comes
on like a headache it comes off like a cheap paint I know I know the ending cause I wrote the beginning but
I go I go on dreaming trouble wake me you have to look but don't touch you can't tie my hands don't let me
fine you gone you're so empty make me real I only wanted to sleep well one night you did not I only
wanted to trust in you I want this i want this trouble.
Your Good Luck
my greatest fantasy has come true all these terrible things have befallen you you turn to me for help I don't
know why after all this time I still care no thats a lie actually I care nothing give a fuck about you no cuz
I'm not yr mother no I know we don't love each other I'm not yr hole to fuck and I'm not yr fucking good
luck I used to wish that you would burn in the pits of hell but you were always happy as far as I could tell
until yesterday you called to say that you're in pain make it go away I can't help you I can't help you give a
fuck about you I used to plot for your demise I could feel the hurt and anger seething from my eyes but that
was a long time ago and it's taken me all these years to know that I don't care anymore I don't care give a
fuck about you so fuck you.
Miles Per Hour
my friend tells me that I'm speeding away from this moment a million MPH but I can't feel it no i don't
believe it but this I can felt this pulling you it pulls me away too you pulled away my car's engine pulls me
from somewhere ahead if i use the pedals right drops collect on my windshield and in this continual build
up and effacement i let myself think of you this same car where we sat with me in this seat you that my
eyes were closed hands in my lap your fingers curled your cigarette and i don't even remember what you
said but it meant so much to me and I wanted to feel that pulling towards but we were at a standstill.
Roy
No don't make me please I don't want to go can't wait for another visit play nice was all the advice I ever
got from you I sit around wondering just who knew you left me alone with him I know he does really well
in school we're so proud because roy is such a good boy its ok I've seen daddy do it it's okay just shut up its
okay when you come to visit its okay if I hold your dress up no one will believe I hit you first no one will
believe I hit your first no one will believe I threw that truck at you when you bleed I'll cry and cry cause I
am such a nice girl.
Rival
those girls think that they have no choice that girl thinks she has no voice she gives me all of her power
don't give me I want to tell her don’t use his language to waste my time I didn't set it up so unkind you
judge me when yr feeling small I know its not about me at all I saw her I don't control her she was there I
don't pretend to we were friends we're not anymore we're not friends cause that's what it stood for (chorus).
Love in the Basement
my sister is the girl I was when I was 13 I want to tell her everything I learned the hard way but she won't
ever hear me because they won't let me talk to her cause I am the lesbian freak I am the one who will
corrupt her I wouldn't do that even though I know I should but they're always making me shut my mouth
for my own good I know a girl who thinks that she is dead inside but I know that she's alive if I could just
reach out and touch her touch her inside but she won't let me get that close to her cause I am the lesbian
freak I am the one that will corrupt her (chorus).
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NO HEART 7"
MR. LADY RECORDS 1998
MRL 003
2nd Place
Never said I would stay living this way always second place turn away my face but the touch
of your hand while you were passing me in the hallway it stuck around could have knocked me down the
way it was lasting all over town she cuts you down I want to lift you from that ground but I choke
on the sound But the touch of your hand while you were leaving me in the doorway stayed there stayed
where you left it itching under my sleeve don't want to go on breathing all that she's exhaling You
think I'm cold think I'm crazy it takes a lot to break me down I think I'm hard I think I'm clumsy
it takes a lot to break this down but the touch of your hand while you are laughing at those words I
said do I have what it takes to make this happen and even if I don't be here with me now
Maul 10.09.97
We wanted to go to the maul show it was the Saturday rock show it was just "a nice little pop show"
let's go round and round you go always the last to know Come on down wait around but its early
not a lot to do you stand in the chill of the doorway people pushing through hang around but you
stand in a crowd near the stage water leaking through the roof I could see your gazing face see your
new girlfriend starcased I want to be back in that place so I'll be there just in case Let's go Come
on down hang around in the doorway on the fast day watch the cars rush past toward the freeway nothing
stays the same hang around with the friends I only see Saturdays and I can't help but wonder will they
miss me when I've gone away She wrote a sad song for you I've written one or two mine sadder still cause
I lost you soon it'll be my turn to play at the band that's set up to play well I can't e a part of this
moment when I watch it slip away bang around but I hang around still cause it's the last day and I know you'll
leave a space in me when you've gone away.
Sauvie
The Sauvie's sand in my pocket seeps out slow the way way behind everyone else we rode to dinner before
either of us could really know that soon your hands would love me slow The moon behind the eclipse was
just a reddish glow the night we almost made it to the volcano do I fit your esthetic baby I hope so
like the night you held on when I had turned to go
You Have No Heart
What am I doing here I swear it's just the same very year don't know my friends in this place it's all
smiles to my face I could take you I know what's true I could break you distrotionist you distortion
this She once was a friend to me now I pretend that I don't see her but it leaves a bitter taste those
things she never said to my face Just want to make me hurt like you do Push me down I won't let you
break me down I won't let you take me down Never enough no I gotta get out of here too many people
everywhere who think power is the art of how to make it hurt
Shark Suit
Why is your suit so shiny looks like it cost you some money what are you hiding rom me why the high
security Her hair is so waxy dyed black and all spikey Let me see your teeth now open wide let me
look down inside I bet that's where you hide all those you catch you keep alive wears men's clothes in
size tiny notes on her hand in black sharpie Different colored warp and weff your shark suit only
reflects I see you now and again who can she be Cigarettes are held in place by shiny silver case girl
you got charm to burn I don't smoke but I will learn Just moved from another city doesn't smile but she
likes me