When Lance had been fifteen his and Josh’s family had rented a beach house on a private beach. Many times, he and Josh sunk away to a small cove, which they had called their “special spot”. And somehow Lance knew that was where Josh would go when he was upset.
Sure enough, a half-hour later Lance saw an SUV parked along the side of the road. Pulling in front of the SUV, Lance quickly hopped out and checked the vehicle for signs of life. Finding nothing, Lance ran as fast as he could to the cove, stopping only when he heard the sound of someone crying.
“Josh?’ he whispered peaking around the rock blocking his view. What he saw was Josh sitting on a rock near the edge of the water, his arms wrapped around his body, as he cried softly while staring out at the sea.
“Josh?” spoke Lance again, louder this time, walking slowly towards the older man.
“James?” asked JC startled, flinching when Lance reached out to touch him.
“Josh,” whispered Lance unable to say anything else.
“Why are you here?” sniffed JC, trying to hide the fact he had been crying. “What would Nick think?”
“I don’t care. I broke up with him,” replied Lance softly. “ I didn’t love him. I was lonely and he was the complete opposite of you. I needed something to take my mind off of how much I love and missed you. Nick was just in the right place at the right time.
“You love me?”
“I never stopped Josh. I was selfish when we broke up. I was so afraid of being hurt by you so I hurt you first,” replied Lance softly, tears forming in his eyes. “I’m so sorry, please don’t hate me.”
“Hate you?” asked JC surprised. “I could never hate you. I love you with all my heart.”
“So happens now?” asked Lance sitting down next to JC causing JC to rest his head on Lance’s shoulder and for Lance to slip his arm around JC’s waist.
“I don’t know,” sighed JC in content. For so long he had wished to be with his old lover again. “Do we continue as if nothing happened or do we start over?”
“I don’t want to start over. I don’t want to pretend what we had never happened.”
“Me either,” admitted JC. “Let’s just forget we’ve been apart all these years . . .Lance. Or should it be James?”
“Either is fine, but I’m not calling you JC,” chuckled Lance. “At least Lance is still my name. Where did JC come from?”
“Joey,” laughed JC. “Of course Chris thought the name was still too long sand gave me the nickname C.”
“I still like Josh better,” pouted Lance.
“I wouldn’t have you call me anything else,” replied JC softly turning Lance’s face and giving him a light kiss on the lips. At first Lance was shocked by the kiss, then he moaned, happily as the kiss was deepened.
“It’s cold here,” whispered JC breaking the kiss after a few minutes. “Let’s go back to your place.”
“Okay,” replied Lance standing up and pulling JC to his feet. As they walked hand in hand back to their vehicles, Lance wished they could drive back together but the knew that was impossible.
“Ugh,” JC suddenly cried. “I just remember I didn’t fill up the tank before coming out here and I don’t have enough gas to reach the nearest gas station.”
“We’ll came back later for it,” chuckled Lance leading JC over to his own car. “Or make Justin come and get it. He’d love to drive it.”
“I don’t mind,” laughed JC, with love filling his eyes. “If Curly trashes it I could care less. All I care about is being with you.”
The hour and half car ride back was a fairly short one. Lance and JC pasted the time quickly by talking. They talked of everything. What they had been doing in the past five years, about their families, recent movies they’ve seen. Not once did they run out of things to talk about.
“I love you,” said Lance softly pulling into the parking garage of the apartment building, silencing JC’s babble with a quick kiss.
“Let’s go upstairs,” whispered JC, lust burning in his eyes.
“Yeah,” whispered back Lance, taking JC’s hand in his as he led the older man into the building. They almost didn’t make it to Lance’s apartment groping each other and pulling at their clothing in the elevator. Fortunately they made it up to the right floor without anyone else getting on. However they doubted they would have noticed if someone did.
“Come on,” moaned Lance as they hurried down the hallways. After what seemed like forever Lance finally managed to get the door unlocked.
“This way,” whispered Lance leading JC to his bedroom. Once inside, with the door shut behind them, the hungry hisses returned as did their hands roaming each other’s body, re-familiarizing themselves.
“James,” moaned JC as Lance’s hands found their way up under his shirt and found their goal of JC’s nipples.
“Shh,” whispered Lance, pealing off first JC’s then his own shirt while placing light kisses along JC’s neck and shoulders. “If you only knew how long I’ve wanted to do this to you again.”
“Love you,” murmured JC deciding it was his turn to take control of the situation as he snaked his hands down Lance’s body until they reach the top of Lance’s pants. Quickly he undid the button to Lance’s jeans and slide the zipper down over his growing erection.
“Josh,” hissed Lance breathlessly as JC began rubbing his hand over Lance’s hard cock.
“Just relax, Lance,” whispered JC shoving down Lance’s jeans and underwear freeing his cock from its confinement.
Stepping out of the clothes, Lance fell backwards onto the bed and JC crawled on top of him. “So beautiful,” whispered JC nipping at Lance’s ear before he began making his way down Lance’s body alternating between kissing and biting Lance’s flesh.
“Josh,” moaned Lance not knowing how much teasing he could take. JC however, took pity on him as he moved his mouth down farther taking the hard cock part way into his mouth and began sucking gently.
Lance clutched the sheets tightly in his fists as JC ran this tongue up and down the long length. However just when Lance knew he wouldn’t be able to stand it any longer, JC stopped and sat back on the bed on his heels.
“Huh?” asked Lance gasping for breath as he stared as JC in surprise, wondering why JC had stopped the blowjob.
“That was just to prepare you,” whispered JC, leaning back down over Lance’s body. “I need you Lance. I need you now, inside of me.”
“Okay,” grinned back Lance, flipping them so that JC was now underneath him and he quickly rid JC of his pants and underwear as well.
“Let me,” whispered JC placing Lance’s fingers into his mouth and began sucking of them for a few minutes, before finally releasing them to allow Lance to continue.
At first, Lance inserted one finger, allowing JC to get use to it before adding a second finger, watching JC’s face for any signs of discomfort. When JC began growing restless, Lance removed his fingers and positioned himself to enter JC.
“Keep going,” grunted JC after Lance froze as he started pushing into JC seeing the pain on the brunette’s face. Doing as told, Lance was soon, completely inside of JC. There he waited, until JC became use to Lance’s cock inside of him.
“You going to wait all day?” teased JC after a few minutes as he smiled up at Lance. It was then Lance knew that JC was ready so he began a slow thrusting motion of in and out.
“Harder,” panted JC, bring his hips up so that they matched Lance’s thrusts, groaning in pleasure when Lance hit his prostate. JC knew that it wasn’t going to take much more for him. It had been far too long since he enjoyed the pleasures of sex.
Hearing JC’s groans become more urgent, Lance picked up his pace and he grabbed onto JC’s cock and pumped it in rhyme with his thrusts.
Soon, JC’s body shivered before he released his juices into Lance’s hand. Feeling JC tighten around his cock was all that Lance needed to send him over the edge as well and he collapsed, panting on top of JC.
“I love you,” whispered Lance, slipping half off JC while the other half remained on his lover, as he rested his head on JC’s chest and JC held Lance in his arms.
“I love you too,” whispered back JC. “And it’s not just because of the sex that you still excel in.”
“It was good then?” asked Lance looking up at JC meeting his blue eyes with his own green ones. “I haven’t, umm, been with anyone since us. It never felt right. I always felt like I was cheating on you. I know it was stupid but I still couldn’t do it.”
“Me too,” replied JC with a smile, kissing Lance’s temple. “Later, let’s see if you’ve still got you’re stamina for another round, but right now I just want to hold you.”
“Good idea,” murmured Lance snuggling down in JC’s embrace. Soon they were both fast asleep.