I haven't felt much like writing lately. That worries me. I have come to know myself through running and writing, so when I'm not doing either, I start to get kinda scared. I feel a bit numb when I'm not doing it. Like how you feel after watching hours of tv. I swear I won't have a tv when I grow up. I think I could find a million better things to do with my time than watch tv. Not to say there aren't good shows on, there are about three or so.
Sugar puzzles me. I have a weird relationship with it. Sugar food, candy, etc - that stuff I'm all about. I can eat Peeps, Circus Peanuts, Candy Cigarrettes, and Fun Dip all in one night, no problem. I usually don't feel very well if I down all that in a few hours, but I could do it and not think twice. But I absolutely cannot stand to drink sugar. The only two drinks I like on a regular basis are water and hot tea (with no added sugar thank you). That's mildly confusing to me, I don't worry about it or anything, but it puzzles me that I have no problem eating sugar, but if I drink it I'll feel like puking. Right now I'm experimenting with Orange Pineapple Banna Orange Juice. Because I'm sick. I've had a cough for almost a week now. I haven't had any other sickness feelings, just a stupid annoying cough. It won't go away! My back actually aches from coughing for almost a week straight. (I just coughed right now)
Tonight was fun. After my mind went numb from watching tv for maybe three hours straight, I escaped to my room, which is now semi-clean because I hung all my clothes back up, and had some Julie time. First I lit around ten candles, then started a new incense stick flavor burning, and put in a classical music cd. After enjoying the genius of Wagner, Bach, Beethoven, and Vivaldi, I put Lateralus by Tool in. That cd is absolutely amazing, especially when it's loud. I could listen to "The Grudge" forever. But there is nothing better than sitting in my room in my Pier 1 circle chair listening to music in candlelight. I was even eating some Fun Dip.