Lyrics

August in the Rain
The Darkest Skies
Hangovers in Schizophrenia
Infinite
Ode to Spoon
Oryx
Untitled 17



August in the Rain

It’s late
And I don’t want to stay
This time
There is no other way
We breath
We stop
And open up our eyes
My naked skin
Is blistered by these lies

So I breathe
Scream with pleasure
And see
It’s not forever

Forever will I be
Tired and cold
Now bleed yourself to me

I try
To pry open these wounds
But I’ve been told
Dead flowers never bloom

So I breath
Scream with pleasure
And see
It’s not forever
I breathe
We scream together
Memories
Won’t last forever

See what you took from me

Leave me all alone again
Leave me on my own again

I don’t really want to feel it all again
I feel no shame
I feel no pain


The Darkest Skies

the warmth of this ocean
the shapes of these waves
the wind soft but restless
as the tide comes drifting in

i stare at the ocean
i sing to the stream
i've tasted an angel
who's bathed in my dreams

cuz time destroys what's meant to be
this time my love will set me free

holding onto you
i'm watching as my heart grows weaker
i'm sinking deeper
i'm suffocating in the ocean
but i refuse to drown
and i will swim this river to the end

the skies dark and ugly
the clouds cold and grey
yet your eyes are like an ocean
and they becon me to stay

cuz time destroys what's meant to be
this time my love will set me free

terrified of you
i'm watching as my heart grows stronger
my love grows fonder
so whisper in my ear so softly
that you'll refuse to drown
and you will swim this river to the end

into the end

cuz time destroys what's meant to be
this time my love will set me free

free from me
don't let go
hold onto me


Ecstacy (A Taste of Heaven)

I still taste your lips
I still recall the taste of heaven
For once I felt complete
Like nothing could drag me down
Down to the ground, off of my feet

Hold me forever,
Let this moment last forever,
Don't wanna let go

I still taste your skin as I held you
And I still feel your heart beating next to mine
And I knew that I'd found everything I ever wanted

Like a dream only this time for real
Like a dream this time I feel
Don't wanna let go

And I'd give up everything,
For one more taste of ecstacy,
One last taste of you
A taste of you and me

I still see your face, as you whispered
And I still smell my fear
But I still feel your hand, holding onto mine

Only this time i knew it was you
yes and, Yes and this time I knew it was true
Don't wanna let go


Grace
(Shuborno)

As I sit in my desolate residence
I feel the emptyness
But abundant heart can't compensate for an obsolete soul

Cultured in obsolescence
Held back throughout the years
With such blissful insight, what could I fear?

Who will He save
If you cannot find the man?
We'll have faith today
In ourselves

Is it so hard to bring yourself to care?

The pretentious truths are all in vain
When our reality leaves us to ourselves
Why is it so easy to make believe?
Isn't it so lazy to make believe?

All hail to the superficialities
Of a depreciated sky
Believe in fiction
It's only fact that you deny

Is it so hard to bring yourself to care?


Hangovers in Schizophrenia

All your pretty faces
Drowned within my sorrows
Laced with tears
It's easy to believe

Blessed with hopeless fortune
I’ve found god
And you’re still searching
Me
To breathe again

But the journey doesn’t end

Again
Again
Again

We will fall
I will disappear
Lost within a world
That was never here

When I’m all alone
Burdened with this gift
Of understanding eyes

When everything is clear

When I’m tired
When I’m torn
I’m breathing now
And I’m reborn

I’m reborn


Infinite
(Shuborno)

The landscape's been adjusted to
wrap possibilities
Grains of sand measuring eternity

In parallel planes disturbed only at my feet
Less freedom than you'd think
On the shoulder of the possible I cannot lean

Free to move between bases
of space that move with me
Approach nothing to take me from myself

Traversing the infinite
Searching for ways to liberate
The bounded from the shackles of
my potentiality

A handful of my moments leaves
to return to the scene
Streaming down to the ground
The next trials yield redundancy

Mirage beyond illusion
Oases must be found
Flap my arms like clumsy wings
See what departures bring

Contradict sanity
Root the negatives
Drive from impossibility

Then maybe the vastness will be
purified of consistency
Liberated for eternity


A Lost Cause

when you say that nothing's gonna change
when you say that i will stay the same
when u say that i will be ok, i wonder why

when you tell me we're not gonna change
when you say we'll always stay the same
when i'm crying out to you, you wait, i wonder why

when you tell me i'm not gonna die
when you tell me that i'll always fly
when you tell me i should realize, that i'm ok

when you tell me not to look away
and you tell me everything's ok
when you tell me not to feel this way, i really try

and i don't know where else to go
cause there's nothing left to learn right here
i've taken everything that's left
now i should go

wait till tomorrow comes again
another day to wait pretend
because i'm waiting for the end to be

another step, another lie
another place for me to hide
another way to get inside
i'll be ok


Lullaby (For a Lost Soul)

dirty your face, with my hateful embrace
my soul scarred with marks, that i cannot erase

but you came in, you pulled out a chair
out of nowhere, you were just there
and i took it for granted, your prescence overwhelming me with hope

flashback of last time
flashback of those burning trees
as all the leaves
came floating down

looking up from beneath the water
double vision takes me over
a hate consuming you
as you kill me
as your rip my insides out

i know that it's him, such a beautiful hymn overwhelms me
and i now i can watch from desolate place, losing all of my pace, losing all of my speed

counting all of my tears, as they fall to my knees

looking down upon me, just an insect, just a peasant
yet i feel like so much more

you've left your mark, it's time that i embark
upon this endless journey, searching through my soul
to find what can't exist


Naked Souls Embrace

a taste of you
embracing this reality
and chasing you
it seems what's meant will never be

awaiting you
and craving fullfilled eternity
and beggin you
to open up your eyes and see

this game
we play
is killing me away

as flesh is left behind
and naked souls embrace
we will find our place together

cause fate will take its path
and death will take its place
but we will never part

cause we will live as one
eternally removed
from everything except each other

and i'll be born again
and you will be my guide
together we would find ourselves

cause flesh is left behind
and naked souls embrace
we will find our place together


Nightmare

Walk away from here
and take another step into the place you fear
You look into the light
you're time is near
You feel so far away
but there's no coming back again
and I don't know where you go from here
So many wasted years
no more tears, no more fears, no more anything

So many things to say
Can't go away from here so soon
I want to stay
I want to say goodbye

And then you drift away
but it's too late for all of them
So much you want to say
you close your eyes inside your mind you throw it all away
To live for one more day
is all that you could ever ask for anyways
You close your eyes and pray
but there's no coming back again
you're gone forever

So many things to say
Can't go away from here so soon
I want to stay
I want to say goodbye


Ode to Spoon

I’m escaping
Everything I’ve ever fought
I’m doomed by my innocence
Petting a dragon
And playing with kerosene
Charring myself
Then extinguishing with ice cream
It tastes so sweet
When I’m on a sugar high
Fucking myself up
With diseases that never die
When you take me
And wrap me in blankets
I suffocate slowly

Just to be free

This disease picked me up
And raped me like a pedophile
Cruising down alleyways
Looking for anyone
Small and significant
Yet craving escape
Cuz I don’t seem to want this
Yet I don’t start running
Cuz I’m outta breath
But this world keeps on moving
I’m choking on air
And I’m bleeding from wounds
That have never existed
When I don’t want anymore
Run away run away

Just to be free


Oryx

Watch the fire
Burn within my hands
Like an earthly god
You’ll rise upon command

To release the demon
To conquer my desire
To reanimate the world
And raise life from the sand

Lets merge (just one cheap fuck)
Don’t be scared
Of this paradise that I’ve prepared

Grasp this fragile life so cursed
I’ll rein the fucking earth
By myself
With the devil at my side

Grasp what you are
And bow to my disease

It’s what you want
To be released
From all these thoughts

Cast what you are
Into my pit of greed

It’s what you want
It’s what I need
It’s what we’d do
To be released


The Picnic Table Song

crusified, and left behind, buried under scars of time
elegant, and beautiful, my angel, my love, why have you returned
your broken heart, divided over two souls, so incomplete and longing for return
my soul an empty drifter, yours a perfect womb for my retaliation
forget his pain, its temporary, come and take my hand

erase the pain, erase the loneliness again
erase the pain, don't blind my reality again

it's not greed, its love that forces me to bleed
he'll never understand, come and take my hand

take my hand

i breathe through your lungs, and taste through your mouth, and i feel so alive
so dark and cold inside, you're the fire that keeps me warm, two broken hearts that beat as one, to never but always fade away

fly away, to heaven in your arms


Reflections in Bathroom Mirrors
(Shuborno)

Inaccurate reflections throw me off
So I can't figure myself out
When I'm left to myself
Everything will be all right
And confusion will set in
When someone shows me my other side

I'd like to reach you

Try as I may, I can't see myself the way you do
Accompanied my mind is skewed
And everything I say reminds me how I have not figured out
Who to be to get through to you

Living along, people to meet
So many faces I'd still like to see
Modify impulse and it and logic seem to cease
It's a wonder that I don't alienate everybody

I'd like to have reached you

Try as I may, I can't see myself the way you do
My thoughts are sieved before they get to you
And everything I say reminds me how I have not figured out
How to be good enough for you

...

Try as I may, I can't see myself the way you do
Yet somehow, in the end, I've still gotten through
And everything I say reminds me how happy I am
To be good enough for you

Would try and change myself so my reflection could appeal
But it's not a reflection that you view
You make me see that there's no one else I ever have to be
And for that, I thank you


Removed

don't wonder who you were
i wonder where you are
cause you're not far away
a step ahead of me
don't worry, i'll catch up

you've closed your eyes
to my surprise
cole descending stairs to hell
i thought i'd lost you
but now i see i can't forget you

don't know what woke me up that day
it's my open eyes that sent you far away
frozen feet embraced the stairs
and then i saw her standing there

and i knew it then, i knew something was wrong
and i knew it then, you wouldn't be here long


Vision

this vision
this vision haunts my mind
a crown of thorns
a hole in his side
looking down upon me
as my fate unfolds
place your hands down on me
i don't know where to go

did you die for me
did you die at all
a figure left to fall

i taste this
i taste this bread
a metaphor for life
but a body that is dead
and i wonder
who he really was
a living god
or a man without a cause

did you die for me
did you die at all
a figure left to fall

looking up through clouds and darkness
i see a man upon a cross
his hands and feet are bound with nails
but not his soul
it flies free

did you die for me
did you die at all
a figure left to fall


Untitled 1

awake
i watch you drift away
as i hide
abandoning the day
that you were born
and molded to my life
my broken soul
is losing in this fight

and i'm alone
yet i'm with you
and we're alive
it's nothing new

i'll follow you
cause i can't swim this ocean on my own
share you wings
cause i can't fly to heaven all alone

can you hear me now?
when i'm on my knees
can you hear me now?
when i'm screaming please

can you hear me now...

my blind eyes
could watch you disappear
and yet i freeze
and bathe myself in fear
through open wounds
i feel my slow demise
but i see myself
reflecting in your eyes

can you hear me now?
when i'm on my knees
can you hear me now?
when i'm screaming please

I need you now
when i'm on my knees
I love you know
and i'm screaming please


Untitled 3

and I have learned through time
that this is what we are
so torn

burdened with these thoughts
of uncontrolled desire
so pure

displaced and overwhelmed
with thoughts of being true
to me

and I feel it in my heart
and I feel it in my mind
pretend
to fight

you see

when I don’t know who I am
and I don’t know what I am
you see


Untitled 6
(Shuborno)

Downpour outside
The windows form a barrier
Safety in a padded cell
Sit and watch, curious yet suspicious
Who knows what flames may rise when the water hits the pavement
The fools who roam outside, daring to intimidate with nonchalance
Poignant is the intolerance of innocence


Untitled 17

Build a castle in the sand
Then watch it topple down
All relevance is born of apprehension
As we strive to understand

Turn copper in to gold
These relics that I hold
Are magnified through sightless disillusion
Hollow as they stand

Bold, naked, ever planned
When this world is reduced to sand
We cry out for loving hands

Deceived like animals
We’re all captured in the stare
Of the hunter



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