That is me 6 weeks old :)
But i think, i should start at the beginning :) Because my mom is doing so much better, she'll help me writing.
November 1999 Mom has finally made the decission to have me. But she had to have a
treatment, which was very stressful. She had to get two injections every
day.
That's how i was made, and every morning she had to go to the hospital, were
they poked her in the arm and took some blood from her.
She said it didn't hurt, but i noticed, that she didn't like it much.
20 January
Today in the hospital they realized that she didn't need the injections
anymore. Mom was so happy, it was a pretty difficult time until then. And i
was so happy, because it started getting tight in here, after all there were
14 of my species here. 21. January
Today she had to go to the hospital with daddy. Until then i was in a nice
warm place, but they just took me out :(
Thenthey put me under this very bright light and looked at me and watched
me. Other than me there were 9 more , but two of them weren't doing so good.
After the examination they had this sharp stick with something inside of it.
First we were scared, but in order for us to grow we needed what was coming.
Then the man with the funny mask poked us and all of the sudden we had
somebody around us. He had a little black tail, which i didn't want to have.
Well, i got along with it right away.
In the mean time, mom was doing better and she had to rest a lot at home.
But she thought only about us, how we were doing and so on.
Because it got a little tight with this taily thing, which i found out later
is from daddy, i had to split myself, exactly 4 times.
That took 3 days. We called now Embriyos. 24. January
Today mom had to go back to the hospital. She was allowed to pick me up now.
Of course daddy was there too, he was really nosy :)
At exactly 12 o'clock noon it finaly happened, i could go back to the warm
nice place . Mom was very excited, first they showed her our pictures, i had
to hold that thing with that tail, it was very shy and didn't want to have
pictures taken.
Then mom talked to that Uncle and they decided to put 4 of my sibblings and
me back into the nice warm place.
It didn't hurt mom at all, she was just very excidet, so she had to stay in
the hospital a little longer that day.
I was doing sooooo good, because we were finally back home.
Mom hat do rest for two days afterwards and wasn't allowed to get up, only
for the inevitable.
She did everything she was told, because she didn't want anything happen to
us.
Daddy took very good care of her, i think, she got spoiled a little bit too
much .
Since then mom had to use this cream twice a day, it is supposed to help us
have it comfortable here.
After all it took a bit, until our nice soft bed, the placenta grew.
And she had to take vitamins every day. She took care that she did
everything right.
That way the days went on.
10. February
Today was an important day , mom hat to go back to the hospital, She was
very nervous that morning, they poked her again in the arm, because they
wanted to look in her blood for me.
Of course not for me personally, more for the hormone, that's surrounding
me.
That means, they looked, if mom was pregnant.
Carrol, a very nice lady in the hospital, that talked to mom every day,
said, that she was going to call her to give her the results.
Mom worked as usual that morning, maybe she was a little stressed after all?
For some reason she thought it would be negative, because a few days prior
she saw a little blood. AT that time she didn't know that it was from us,
because we had to hold on tight it bleeds sometimes.
Then, at exactly 11:30 a.m. Carrol called. She asked how mom was doing and
mom asked back, then it got quiet and mom thought, it was bad news and she
started shaking a little.
Then Carrol congratulated her and told her, she was pregnant.
Until that day i haven't seen my mom that excited, she cried which made me a
little sad. But then i noticed, she was crying of joy.
I thought, only women did that, until daddy did it too.
When mom was still on the phone with Carrol her friend Donna walked in and
held her hand.
When mom finally hung up, she was so happy and excited, she didn't know what
to do anymore.
Of course she had to call daddy, who cried even more than mom did, i got a
little anxious.
Mom caressed me and i felt better.
Everybody was very happy, moms friends and co workers, and everybody wanted
to know, if we were still four in here or if it was only me left.
Of course i couldn't tell them that my sibblings had left me.
And for that my mom had to wait another week.
Daddy wished for twins really bad, i would have liked to have someone else
in here too, sometimes you just need somebody to talk to when you are
stressed.
Mom took very good care of me. I think, she loves me a lot !
17. Februar
Today mom had to go back to the hospital. She had to get poked in her arm
again. That afternoon Carrol called her and told her, that everything looked
very good and that she had to go back on February 24 for her first sonogram.
I`m now a Fetus. 24. Februar
Mom and Daddy saw me for the first time in the sonogram. I`m now 10.000 times bigger than at the beginning.
I even have a little Heart, and it is beating 150 times in a minute, but nobody can here it yet, and of course they found out now, that there is noone else but me in here :(
But i showed my best side as you can tell on the picture, right ?
My parents were still very happy :)
That day they could also tell my grandparents, because now they knew for
sure that i am there and that i'm doing good. 2.March Today I was so strong, so everybody could listen to my sweet Heart.
All were so glad, mummy already bought something for me, I guess she was quite relieved, if I would have known that, I would worked more on it.
Then she make the first appointment with her regular doctor. We were now finally finished in the hospital.
Mummy said that it is the most beautiful noise that she heard. It
has exactly 170 times in the minute. And I already grew a whole
bit
I think it was the time, because I`ll be developing faster from now on. But I will miss them all.
Especially Carrol, she was always so dear to mummy and me, but my mom said we shall be visiting her very soon. I am allready very exited.
8.March
Today we have visited for the first time the doctor who is going to deliver me.
Ofcourse my mummy asked alot of questions, but i could have answered most of them, but nobody asked for my opinion.
I think mummy is very anxious, She wasn`t satisfied with any answer. Then the doctor poked on mummys abdomen, I was going to catch her finger but she was too fast for me.
and mummy kept asking questions. I was not aware that there are so many questions existing. Finally everything was finished and mummy was smiling and very happy. I think she is finally satisfied.
Because everthing was fine regarding me and her.
Mummy, I have to tell you that you are very stubbern ! Unfortunetly you will not be able to see me before I am 18 weeks old , But you are going to be able to see me with more details :-)
Untill than I have to be very strong and grow alot, because I don`t want to dissepoint anybody. There is a good reason for not having another picture because the doctor is sure that I am very healthy.
When we go to visit the doctor again, next month, mummy will listen to my heartbeat, and this time my heratbeat will sound like a grownup.
But if you keep eating that much of them, i might get sick *g*. We had avery nice day today.
Aunt Nimet gave me all those beautiful things, but i have to eat a lot more wineleaves until i fit in them. When we got
home late at night mom had to eat some more, should i let her know that i don't like them anymore ?
Well,i let her do what she wants for one more day,then i should show her who
the boss is again :)
If you could see me now, you would see that i look like a real human now, I have fingers and toes, and my eyes and ears are at the right place now too :)
I already can feel a lot too, for example if mom puts her hand on her belly i feel that and swim there.
Only she can't feel me now,so i have to grow a bit more.
By the way, mummy whispered me that my birthday is going to be at 19th of October. But I have a feeling that I can`t wait that long, because I am more noisy than mummy and I want to see what she looks like from the outside :-)
12.March
Today we went to aunt Nimet, a friend of moms, they already know each other for more then 12 years.
And also today i finally got my stuffed wineleaves. Mom, i really had to wait long enough for them !
5.April
The first three months are finally over :)
