woke up thirsty sick from cold all day stop
feeling dizzy stop
top of head tingles feels asleep hands too stop
hands feel bloated with blood tingling like they are asleep too stop
wtf stop
i dont like this stop
maybe cross reaction with cold medicines no i read contraindications
stop
didnt i question mark stop
always do never take anything legal without looking in pdr heh heh stop
fuck uncontrollable trembling stop stop stop dammit
maybe stroke question not likely heart trouble dont think so stop
encephalitis dunno stop
nine one one stop
nine one one stop
nine one one stop
nine fucking one one stop
too shaky to get numbers stop
damn damn damn what is happening here stop
uncontrollable tremors and tears stop
keep hands elevated why feels better i imagine stop
keep walking pacing circling pacing circling stop
oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit stop
fuck stop
i know dialysis clinic around corner always ambulances always open stop
down stairs shoeless shirtless down street stop
scaring shit out of geriatric central patients staff too stop
relax sir gotta realax yeah fucking easy to say stop
well get ambulance firehouse two blocks away stop
ambulance guys asking about drugs stop
aint done in years man fuck stop
could use a strong drink though now stiff laughter humour in face of
adversity stop
ambulance guys skeptical about drugs gimmeabreak wtf wtf wtf assholes
stop
you are hyperventilating gotta calm down hey whole problem man no can do
stop
lie back no i cant fucking lie back just lets go man to e r stop
ok heres oxygen sir oxygen will help stop
wtf wtf wtf who trained you last thing i need hyperventilating moron
stop
paper bag dipshit then you wont have to look at me either dry humour
stop
iv gotta give you iv hey man hell no im hydrated fuck your s.o.p. shit
keep your catheter outta me lets just go man stop
going going going no wait stop my dog my dog you gotta close outer door
on apartment its on the way man dog will get out stop
no we dont do that stuff gotta avoid dogs stop
your a bleeeding fireman fucks sake dog is dalmatian stop
okay okay okay just calm down ill go stop
yes dog was just looking out door very nice dog very pretty and polite i
locked door stop
ride to mercy hospital uneventful am regaining some composure still
weeping trembling less scared stop
emergency room some cute chicks hey i aint always like this heh heh stop
more dry humour well at least im not going more insane stop
thinking about overdue video tape rental maybe i am going more insane
stop
more questions about drugs drugs drugs wtf do i look like more refused
ivs refused oxygen stop
finally tranquilizer doc sez zanax or xanax or something stop
now see chyk i used to hit on oh shit how embarrassing stop
feeling a bit better maybe exhaustion will offer relief of sleep stop
wow that med is some good shit gotta get a stash oh shit hate shrinks
gotta see one eventually fuck stop
fucking acute endogenous anxiety episode my first I guess I owe someone
beer
STOP!
Whew! I had a minor wig just recounting all that.
--Nicko
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I wept, because I had no shoes. Until I met a man who had no class.
YOP...
The Artist Formerly Known as Nervous Nick
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