Old Entries Dec 2001-April 2002

      Crazy guy came in the store yesterday morning. He said the above, plus repeated "the cops are after me" and that he needed the connection to avoid them. Seattle, home of the wierd... So anyways, here is the pics of my pipe also. Only a couple weeks old, this baby is already blossoming into something beuatiful. It's a damn cool pipe.

      I am making a website, for, well... it's an inside joke. But, it's for "The Hair". The fabled legendary Hair that has been hidden from the world for several years. Also, I just cut it so the pic is about a day old now.

      I got creative with photoshop again, and made a SPECIAL sign. Ever noticed when the munchies strike... there is always a 7-11 near. I think there is some special significance... maybe even... subliminal advertising...

that's it. ;)

      Ok, so I got a new digicam since my last entry. We had tons of fun in Salem, and I bought it at Best Buy there, also got a sweet deal. Anyways, I have a crapload of pics I took already. I am going to load some here now, and then the rest will come in time. (space permitting)

      So late last night, I get called back to Pharmacy. Which never happens, so i knew something was up. I get there, and there is a bum bleeding on the floor. It looked like his pinky finger was missing! Seems he got in a fight or something, he was most probably also drunk. So the manager comes in, and while the manager is squaring the guy away, some long haired Craig/Kenny looking guy in another aisle says to me something to the affect "that guys owes me money. can't beat him up in the store, not legal" So this C/K guy heads out of the store (to wait outside for the bum).
So the manager tells me that his finger isn't gone, just kinda looked like it. The bum got a cut on his hand, deep one. And this shit with the bums happens all the time, they get in fights and crap. Not even worth calling the Police and having them waste their time. So the manager let the bum clean up and put a bandage on his hand. The bum left, prolly off to get jumped around the corner by the same guys. Holy fuck, I hate working graveyard.

      I saw Resident Evil today. day off, woo! Anyways, it was alright. I wasn't expecting much out of it so I wasn't dissappointed. I will say, it had one of the MOST BLATANT setups for a sequel since Back to the Future. Hollywood today, all they care about is sequels and franchise movies (like BOND or Harry Potter). Even if this movie barely makes back it's production costs, they'll make a sequel just because they know about as many, if not more, people will go see it.

     What they need to do is get some hardcore fan director, and make a Book of Swords trilogy. NOW IS THE TIME FOLKS! Strike while the iron is hot. Since LotR 1 came out, hollywood is prolly shitting their pants to pump out as many Fantasy films as possible. The Swords could be one of the GOOD ones. But, my cries for quality will go unheard, and they'll make more films like D&D. *sigh*

     Still job hunting, sent a ton of resums out last night. Some guy in the UK (named Damian hehe) e-mailed me asking when we could do a phone interview. Seems they are setting up offices in Seattle soon and wouldn't it just rock if I could get a decent job again.

     Long log today, something must be wrong with me. Anyways, I was reading on Wil Wheaton.net that LotR 2 and Star Trek 10 come out 2 days apart. Now, I want to see both movies. Especially since this is supposed to be the best Trek since Wrath. But, damn it, right around X-mas, I only have soo much time and seeing tons of movies isn't included. Sorry Trek, but between the two of you, Lord of the Rings is going to be seen opening day. I'll prolly see Trek10 sometime in Jan. Wow, that's a long time away. Jeremy will be here by then. Me, Laura, and Jer can see it together.

     One last thing before I finish 'er up. Trent, yes, Trent HARRIS, may come to visit me. It seems there is a chance one more may have the strength to breach the Salem Bubble. I might hit Salem next week on my days off, and Trent would cruise back to Seattle with me, stay a week or so, and then ride the train back. Now, mind you, this hasn't happened yet, so we'll just have to wait and see.
His parents are even willing to pay for the tickets. Lucky Bastard. Wish I could sit around all day, not work, but still have a nice PC, food, and somewhere to live.

p.s. The kitty is asleep on my lap right now, she is so cute

      Ok, so it's been a bit since I last updated. Sue me. You try sleeping 4 hours a night for months on end and see how excited you are to do anything but sleep. But I have the next couple nights off. Plenty of sleep is on the forecast.

      So, those hours I am awake when I should be sleeping, I've been fucking around on Ragnarok Online with my friends. And, well, just take a looksie here and you'll see. Gax-ragnarok.jpg. Adventure and excitement at every turn boys. Everyone should play. And by everyone, I mean lots of females. It's just dirty to say "Suck it!" to a male playing a female character.

Uhm... that's all. Gonna keep this short. Also, check out Penny Arcade if you're not reading it already. Funny shit, plus if you just started reading you can go to the backlogs and get XXXtra laughs. (the XXX is for lots of EXTRA, not porn)

      The Princess Bride makes reference to dying slowly, cut into a thousand pieces. I live that, everyday. Welcome to the Graveyard Shift. Each night piece by piece my body and soul are being sliced, diced and chopped like the QuickChop™ ($16.99) does to any common household food. Watch as I demonstrate. ::slices hand:: oops... just... call... me... Mr. Butterfingers..
Hmmmm... anyways, it's almost like I can feel myself aging extra fast...

      On a completely separate topic... Do you ever feel like time is raging, slipping, twisting around you... And ever SECOND of every DAY you have to use all the force of sheer willpower not to JUST GET THROWN AND TOSSED ASUNDER? AND IF YOU SLIP, FALTER, OR LOOSE CONCENTRATION FOR MORE THAN A MOMENT YOU'LL BE DESTROYED LIKE AN ANT UNDER THE FOOT OF A ZAKU GUNDAM? *cough* Oh.... uhm.... me either. I was just, making conversation....

      we brought home Keyser yesterday. She spent the first night in the bathroom (more like her cell at the kitty prison... adoptions center) and today she'll be wandering her new home. She's so cute, and tiny, and loves attention. BVery good choice of pussy. Also, I ordered a digicam today, it'll be in on Sat. Then I can take oodles of pics for yuor viewing pleasures.

I am off to work on my Syndicate Counterstrike clan page.

      So i heard this new song, "If you see Jordan" and after I heard it I couldn't stop thinking of high school, and Ryan Potts. Man, how fucking long ago was that? Strange how some little thing can throw you into a spin that takes you back. High school, exodus, Erica Harold, chess club... So many things. But then it moves on, because it reminds me of jordan from SPU dorms. I guess I am just a nostalgic bastard. (Side note: staying up until 5am playing Syndicate with Jeremy *sigh* good times)

      So me and laura wen to a strip club Friday night. Now, this was supposed to be a nice popular Seattle one. One of the "high class" ones. I can tell you rigth now, Washington has the shittiest strip clubs. First off, they have such crap-assed laws. Men aren't allowed to be within like 3 feet of the main stages when the girls are dancing naked. Second, when they give lapdances they can't take off any clothes. Thirdly, no BOOZE!!? All the strip clubs are 18 and over, no alcohol. So what does this all add up to? Snice the girsl can't get naked during table/lap dances, instead they just sit ON the guys lap and rub/grind their hoochs on teh guys dicks through their pants. Which of course leads to the guys putting their hands on the girls. If they could get naked, then the guys would still pay the $20 but the girls wouldn't have to be writhing on them.
Other than the stupid laws, it was a good time. Somewhat of an experience for Laura, and the nicest of the strippers we met also gave her a 2-for-1 on lapdances. So Laura got 2, oh so exciting-where-do-i-look-what-do-i-do lapdances. Fun times. Soon I will drag Jeremy to a club. ::evil laughter::

      Walgreen's has a policy that if you don't have a receipt then we are only supposed to issue a refund check by mail, or exchange for other merchandise in the store. Basically this is so you can't walk in, grab something off the shelf, and say "I want my money back." Well, since Dec I haven't had to deal with this. Everyone either exchanged with no complaints, or had a receipt. So, last night of course, I get 3 people in one night. First old crusty white guy wasn't too concerned, he wandered the store for an hour and finally managed to gather $40 worth of stuff to do an exchange for his item. The second lady looked unhappy and complained, but accepted the refund check.
So about 45 mins before my shift is over, some guy comes in. Now, before he even got in the store, the Assistant Manager said "Ahhhh, another fradulent return." So the guy comes in, and first off bitches about how he can't get cash back, then wanders around the store, finally ends up with some juice and a bar of soap. "Are you ready? That isn't enough to exchange for what you are returning" and he bitches about how he doesn't "need anything else" so the ass. man. says "Well, if you don't want anything you can have your Zantac back." So he grabs it out of her hand and says something about her being a heefer. Then as he's leaving, he plays the race card... "You're doing this because I'm black! You're doing this because I'm a nigger! If I was some crusty old white guy you wouldn't be treating me like this!" (see above paragraph about the crusty old white guy) and then yelled a made a scene before leaving. Wtf!? Why do *I* get all the crazies...

Quote: "Then you'll come after them, with a vengence." - Part of Plot for the Clint Harris Story.

      Good morning, so it seems work decided to move my days off around. I was having Thur, Fri nights off, but now I am stuck with Wed, Thur nights off. Oh boy. Exciting... :P

      Tonight after Laura gets off work, we are going to Gameworks again. Thursday night is ladies night, which means she plays for free from 8pm-11pm. I have to chalk up $10 to play for an hour, but laura splits that with me. And after my hour is up, I'll just play off her card. ;)

      Tomorrow night I am draggin Laura to a strip club. She's never been, and it's just not something you can accurately describe to someone until they've actually been. So we'll go to a high class place (not some sleaze house) and check it out. My guess is we won't be going again after that, but it's just a big waste of money anyways.

      In case you haven'ty been checking, every log I upload a new desktop2.jpg image. So, just so you know, it's somethin to check out every time also.

Well, off to hit the bong and play video games all day.
p.s. dragon_test01.jpg

Quote: "For the memory of a lifetime, Blowjob, Blowjob, Blowjoooooooooooooob."
"Oh, you mean, 'Blow job, blow job, blow job.' A friend of mine went to that place, and he nearly got himself blue ballized..."
"No shit?"
"Don't fuck with your dick pal, it ain't worth it!" - Total Recall... Sorta. ;)

      Hey, just got back from work. Spent the weekend in Salem as several of you know. Even called in sick t work to stay an extra day. Was fun, I liked hanging out with Nicole, Clint, trent, and other Salemites. Somethign funny I remembered from last week I didn't post. I was offered a mail order bride. One of my asnt. mngr. at Walgreen's is dating a vietnamese girl, and she has a hot (so i hear) 21 yr old cousin in vietnam who wants to marry an American. Basically anyone would do, and she'll "cook and clean for you" and as Clint pointed out, also be your "sex slave." As HARD as the offer was to turn down (not really), I managed to dodge the marriage bullet for now.

      In Salem, on Sat my grandma found my bonb. The bong was in the sewing room under a shirt I had. We had smoked before hitting the hottub. Anyways, I wake up Sat morning and mandy's in the room saying "Why is your bong on the kitchen table!?" and I says "Oh fuck." So I get up, adn am staying ni the living room as to avoid the "bong" for the moment. Then grandpa comes in and says "What's this?" and lifts/looks at it. (He manages to spill bong water on the counter). Grandma says "it's brad's Bong or whatever." At which point I step in, grab the bong, say "There it is" and leave the room. My family doesn't talk about things which cause conflict. Thank god, I didn't have to say anything about it.
It's wierd, to think about it. But I am a grown member of the family now. My choices are my own, they can't punish me for things they just don't agree with. It's my choice to make, to smoke or drink or live with my girlfriend. ::revelation::
So, anyways, later that night after several beers my grandma kinda brought it up and said just that. "It your choice, but..." and then proceeded to remind me that being a drug addict is a bad idea. Look at the rest of my family. But it's not exactly the same for me as them, and my grandma shouldn't worry about my occasional pot use. Oh well. Damn I love her. Silly old lady. :P

Enough from me. I am off to watch Jay and Silent Bob on VHS, and write a letter to Jessica. Catch you later homies.

      As you may have noticed, I hate working graveyard. before it was a pain, but livable. Now it's just not something I can do much longer. So of course, I've been looking for more work. When they hooked up my cable finally, the lady said that the call center for AT&T was understaffed, and the people they did have working there weren't good at all. So I figured I had an excellent shot at getting a job there. I have experience, do teh work well, work with people well.
So, first off, it took them more than a week after I sent my resume to finally call me back. The guy gives me a simple interview over the phone. Work history, do you know how to work with more than one application open, simple stuff. Then he says great, I'll e-mail you this link for a personality test. I go take the test. Now let me tell you, strangest dumb-ass questions on this test. It was all "TRUE/FALSE" questions only. Things like "I have never hated anyone" and "I know why stars twinkle" "I don't care about life anymore" "I care about my appearence" and many of these questions were asked multiple times in slightly different wording (the above ARE ACTUALLY on the test). Well, I'm not some suicidal, like working with people, care about showering, so I figured I had it in the bag.
AT&T screwed me. The e-mail response was "You do not fit the profile we are looking for" Pardon me, but, you have to be FUCKING kidding me. No wonder they have understaffed shit for employees right now. They hire retards and turn the qualified away. This just plain pisses me off, I am a hard worker who would be an asset to their company. But instead, some bullshit, impersonal test disqualifies me. Argh

      Now that the venting is done, other than that, things are going... well... actually, pretty shitty. Clint and Trent won't even come visit me when their parent's will pay for the train ticket. I can't sleep any decent hours, until I finally crash in an exhausted heap at 5pm and have to get up at 10pm. I had a migraine from hell yesterday. Have no pot to relieve my tension. And I'm hungry.

At least i can fix the last one. I need food. catch you later

      ANother day, another $.50. Oh boy. Good ol' work. Killing me slowly. One of the Ass. Man. at Walgreen's knows some people who work with computers, and know other people who do the same. THey get back from vacation next sunday, she is going to takl to them and find out if they can hook me up with a job. Which would RULE. But, I don't wanna get my hopes up too much, cause these things don't always come through. If they did, I wouldn't be working at Walgreen's still.

      Vulan Soup, I found that an interesting name for a site. It seems Jeremy met this girl in Seattle?, and has corresponded with her. I like her site, it's fun to read, the blogs are interesting, and she seems interestings herself even (amazing, isn't it?) As long as there is something interesting to read, and pictures of henna feet, it'll keep me coming back. :)

      I am such a soda whore. Last night, Travis drank a glass or two of my Mountain Dew Code Red, and finished off the 2 litre. So then, he goes to the store, and buys 3 cases of pop to replace it. And I just accepted it. I'll do anything for DP, MD, or MDCR.

      Ok, Enough from me for today. Wait... It's amazing how I can ramble about nothign and leave out the interesting stuff... I went to Canada (Vancouver, B.C.) yesterday to pick up Laura's friend Dana. Our houseguest for the next week. So, I had to get out of work to go with her. So, get this, I told work that I was going to Salem because my mom had been arrested. (shhh, keep it secret, don't tell me work) The scary thing is, that isn't too far from actually being possible. And I tell you what, it was a fucking masterpiece. I had it all working, just enough tired, just enough sad, just enough "why do i always have to deal with this crap" and the manager 100% boought it all. Sometiems I worry that I shuold use my powers for good, and not evil. Eh, what you gonna do.

     No major update or any decent news to report. I just got productive today (my night off) and made a new theme to my webpage. You may be reading this from that new theme already. But if not, it's right here: http://www.oocities.org/gaxynon/drugs/

     I was supposed to get my cable internet hooked up yesterday... First off, the "basic" install is $9.95. They come plug it in and leave. I do everything from there. Then there is the rip-off $49.95 "Full" install where the cable guy does everything (that I could do myself) and doesn't leave until it's working.
So the guy comes, and I tell you what, he wasn't that quick on the uptake. He made the comment "I don't deal with that software stuff" which means, if I had decided to pay him $50 to set it up for me, and anything had gone wrong, he would have called tech support (just like I would have to if I had trouble) and been walked through the process to fix it. Well fuck that. So needless to say, he plugged it into the wall (sooooooooo difficult) and I sent him off.
OF COURSE the fucking thing doesn't work right. I followed the steps exactly and everything, it just didn't want to work. So I looked online (sparsest online help ever) did the basics. Called tech support, which was a pleasant experience at least. We walked through all the basics again, went through all their levels of help and basically they were stumped. So Fri morning a guy is supposed to come out and fix it. But here's the kicker, the CABLE GUY calls back later and asks "So I see your having some trouble getting it working. That's what you get for not getting the "Full" install." And that's it. He didn't even call to offer help or anything, he was basically gloating that it didn't work. That fuck. I bet he gets commission on the "full" installs. Prolly jealous that I have a clue about computer and he's going to be a cable guy for the rest of his life.
Well, the jokes on him because Fri they fix it and I don't have to pay shit extra. I think 2 more days without cable was worth saving $50.

That boring story aside, I go to eat now. I may get bored tomorrow and create yet another theme for my webpage. We'll see.

     It's been 7 days now since the last update. The reason for this, marijuana. It makes me rather lazy. But I am out for some time, so I should be more productive again. Does anyone read these? Do you read them? Does it matter? And, Dani, if you read this, I do infact read your site also.... Hmmm... If you don't read this, then you are a bastard and I hate you. ;)

     I made something in photoshop today. I was staring at my Geiss Winamp plugin. Pretty colors and swirling and such. Any-hoo, I was staring at it and got an inspiration for my next tattoo. Now, mind you, THIS PIC is a little diff from the tattoo I may eventually get. But I wanted to make a version that would look good online. :)

     Also, my 3d Studio skillz have been put to some more use
Cantina4.jpg
Cantina5.jpg
Cantina6.jpg
Cantina7.jpg
     And if you pay close attention, there may be some surprises hidden in there... Chelikit!

Ok, off to sleep I go. Damn graveyard shift.

     Well, last time it was Booze. Now it's something a bit more sinister. I have been smoking, the DEVIL WEED! The wacky tabacky! And I may be under it's unfluence...

     I am looking for more work again. Better than what i have now I hope, and not Graveyard shift. And I've been using lots of my freetime to work on 3d Studio Again. I have a new pic of some space ships, own design. Spacebattle.jpg
Check it out.

     I boguht T2 Stickers at a shop close to here. T-fucking-2 STIFCKERS! Original series from when the movie came out. And even better, they are really reasonably priced. I have some on my PC case now, and my notebook, and my keyboard, and my bong, and my forehead...

     Damn, my webpage is boring... and serves no purpose... why are you even reading this right now? I suppose it's good that I don't have a super-popular site because I would have to pay for all the bandwidth those kinda places use up.

Ok, I go to smoke more now.

Holy shit, I am one drunk motherfucker right now. Well, I suppose about 6 shots of jagermesiter willdo thattoo anyone. Amazingly enouogh, I can still type. Actually, looking over what I have so far, I guess I can't type. hehe.

Damn... well, I have been working on some new stuff for my 3d studio collection. I got some cool shit to unveil for ya'll in the coming days. First off, I got a cool space battle I've been working on. Second, I'me working on the "Cafe of Lost Dreams" but of the classic video games variety. It's a lot like th cantina from my RPG days, but with some classic video game drops here and there. it shoudl be pretty fucking cool

Tangent... I haven't been this drunk in a long time. :)

Well, I suppose if I don't wrap this up Ic ould go on for quite a while. damn booze, why do you have to be soo good to me. Oh! I am jazzed cause I get to go to a sushi bar today with Laura. Should be fun. Anwyays, I'm outtie. L8r.

Ok, ok, so it's been a long time since I updated my log. I know. And if you are actually reading this, and keep reading, you'll see why. Since I started graveyard I've been rather busy/tired and lately the only time I spend on my PC is playing Deus Ex (thank you Morpheus) and then when I'm not playing that, I am spending time with Curran and Melissa, and Laura. So here's your "Brad's Life of Amazement" update.

Val was in seattle for all of one day, and I was luckily enoguh this time to be around. She came over and visited yesterday! I was so happy! I haven't seen her in forever!! And she liked my 3d Studio stuff. Val is wonderful! And I'm going to get a hold of Andy again too since she has his e-mail. Good times, old times.

Today is officially 2 months after the meteor shower in which Laura and I became an item. Time has gone pretty quick (also why so much time between updates) but things are good so I don't mind.

Hopefully in a couple weekends I'll be able to hit Salem with Laura. My work and her work are kinda non-compatible as far as schedules go, but since she's got some vacation time we'll take a couple days off mid-week and cruise down. Also, it will mean finally be able to get some more pot. 4:20???

The UA finally came back for Walgreen's and my job. Of course, I passed and such, It was just annoying to have to wait so long. That was 3-4 days I could have been working instead of sitting around here being bored. Oh well. I trained yesterday, busy store. But tonight I start my normal shift, which is graveyard. So if you expect me to be online, don't expect me after 10:30pm on any given day.

Lord of the Rings!!! I saw it! I saw it! I am so happy! I was not let down! I didn't set TOO high of expectations because I knew it wouldn't be 100% like the original, but I was very pleased with it. I will see it 9 more times in the theatres (at elast) and I expect you all to do the same. We need to support quality fantasy films.

I have been trying to get hooked up for over a week. I hate Seattle people, they are all crapheads. It's always "Oh... well, I can get you some bud. Lemme call you back in 15 mins" and then 45 mins later they won't answer their phone. And everyone has stupid called ID so they can avoid my calls. Damn it, if you don't want to sell me bud, jsut say so but don't string me around damn it.

Argh! Oh well. Enjoy life such as you can. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, life may just pass you by.

Still, waiting for the UA to come back so I can start working on my damn job. At least it didn't mess up my LotR plans, if they had tried to make me work today I would have blew them off so fast. But they had better call tomorrow, because tomorrow is one week after I took the damn test and it shouldn't take that long to get the UA results...

Lord of the Rings!!! It's today! I saw on the news last night, they were showing people in line for the midnight showing, and they interviewed someone who had seen it at the LA premeire and he had said it was amazing. I am so excited! Only 6 hours to go! I need to get ready.... And Laura saw a "Frodo Lives" banner strung across an overpass on her way to work. I am SOOOOO gonna buy spraypaint in Salem and do some "Frodo Lives" of my own. ::evil laughter::

Gotta dash, need to shower, eat, shave, get some candy for the show.

Still, waiting for the UA to come back so I can start working on my damn job. I took the UA last THursday evening, and the results aren't back yet. I know they will be negative because it's been way more than 30 days since I smoked pot last. But it's just annoying because I want to be working now, I need to be maknig money to pay rent... :P

Yesterday I went to Laura's parents house, they have a family tradition of making gingerbread houses. Sometimes they make paper maché bases so they have mountains and everything. This year was just a simple base, but it was fun. We werne't able to stay very long because Laura had stuff to do Sun eve. But we did built the house, and I made a fence out of pretzel and Sour Patch Kids.

Also, sorry about the link for the Farslayer-divx.avi wasn't working on the last log, I had used a silly Capitol Letter By Accident And That Confuses Internet Browsers. Also, if you download it and it just plain won't run, it's possible you might not have the DivX Codec, which is the only way I could make the video small enough to post here.

That's about it. Also, HOLY SHIT!!!! ONLY 2 DAYS UNTIL LORD OF THE RINGS! If they try to make me work Wednesday, I may just conveniently be "stuck home" and "throwing up violently"

Gotta dash.

Well, things are rolling along nicely now. I am employed finally. I got a crap-tastic cashier job at Walgreen's. But it is 40 hours a week, and it's 11pm-7:30am, which means graveyard, which means, less customers and more slacking off. Also, I get a $.50 an hour bonus due to the lateness.

For anyone who hasn't heard yet, I am seeing Laura Currie. I suppose it was inevitable in a way. Living with a beautiful, smart, unattachted girl who likes Star Wars, Star Trek, ect. I really couldn't resist. :)

I finished a new 3d Studio Animation. It's for another sword. Farslayer-divx.avi and it's pretty sweet. It has sound also. Check it out. Or else.

Later

Good morning. Morning??? Why is it 6:52am?? WHY AM I AWAKE!!?!? Oh, right, I woke up early today. I had Laura awaken me before she left. It's part of my new "Be a Tired Idiot" plan to get employed. For smoe reason I thought that if I was getting up at 7am, I would seem more employable, thus resulting in that elusive "job" that I am still trying to hook up. We'll see if it works or not.

I was cruising for a bruisin over at Wil Wheaton.net and saw that he was in a movie with Soleil Moon Frye (aka Punk Brewster). I saw her on a TV interview this summer, she is a hottie. A married hottie, but still a hottie. She ever had a breast reduction (::sobs quietly too himself::) because she developed too big, too young. Anyways, if you wanna read someone who is more obsessed and dilluded about her, check out that Punk Brewster page, it's got some funny crap on it.

Holy shit! How could I forget!!! 6 days until LotR!! I tried to not get too excited about it, you know, movies and sucking and being disappointed and such... but I can't help it! I watch the trailer 4-5 times a day, and everytime I see a commercial on TV I stop everything to watch it. I am sure after I see it opening day, I'll come home and spend all night downloading the soundtrack. This movie is going to ROCK, or I may just have to kill myself...

Enough from me.

Well, it's late. Still no job. Bummed about that. I tried to go to bed at 10pm, but couldn't sleep. It's one of those things where I could just tell it would be an hour before i fell asleep, and I figured I would rather be up doing stuff instead of laying in bed bored.

As for work, since i have no job yet, tomorrow is Judgement Day. I am going to start walking and every place I hit along the way I am going to see if they need work. QFC, Hollywood, 7-11, ect. I *know* 7-11 would hire me, but that is last, LAST resort. Also, I have to be able to come home for X-mas, since I wasn't able to for Thankgiving.

That's about it, just looking for work. I am going to see LotR on opening day because my roomie was cool enough to buy us tickets. I am too broke to get them, and I was bummed I wouldn't be able to see it opening day. Horray for Laura!
And Curran is going to come visit for a couple weeks at the end of January. That fucking rocks. At least I have one un-lame friend who will visit me instead of me always having to visit him.

Catch you on the flip side homie,
Bradley