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Few published writings
The following were published in the MIDWAY section of The Himalayan Times. I know it is only a few, coz I'm so lazy. There are four here, 3 published and one unpublished. The Peace Talks with the maoists just ate up that last one, I guess.

 
Eccentric Thunderstorm (APRIL 2002)


I just stood silently staring towards the dark cloudy skies, oblivious to the rush of the cold wind that was hitting me harshly with all its might. I was shivering, and my teeth were clattering. But, I couldn’t care less. I kept watching the marvel of nature. The dazzling display of nature at play was truly overwhelming, and I just couldn’t resist the opportunity to miss a single moment.
In a blink of an eye, a bright streak of light fervently ran across the sky, which was accompanied by a huge burst of light that illuminating the whole universe. A brief hiatus followed, and then nature let out a thundering roar from the depths of its lungs, enough to tear apart the eardrums of the ears. And again, with another bright flash, a streak of white jagged line protruded out from another corner, that eventually branched off in different directions.
I may be regarded as eccentric to be marveling with such dangerous storms. Casualties are not uncommon during such storms. That night, the first night of the 5-day Strike throughout Nepal (which was later called off), was as if hell broke loose. Nothing could have been worse. The gusty wind was blowing off whatever came in its path, and the rain, in tune with the wind was pitilessly battering the poor pedestrians without much cover. And lo behold ! an erratic hailstorm joined in the fun, to spice up the evening show. Honestly, how can such a situation be awe-inspiring?
Maybe not, but for me, all that energy hurling down to earth at the speed of light, was truly fascinating. Throughout all these years of my existence on this earth, I had never really been so attracted to such forces of nature, as I was then. I was as if a small child that was staring at something completely way beyond his objects of daily perception. Though, Science has come to prove that its just due to the imbalance of electrical charges, I couldn’t be bothered with that fact at the moment. To me, the lightening were as if paintings on the huge dark canvas by mother nature. Like a frustrated artist, she quickly erased each time she had finished casting her brush on the canvas. Dissatisfied with each of her stroke, she kept painting and erasing it until she she could find one that correctly resonated her artistic spontaneity. But, of course, she never does. Her rage just continues.
Of course, my views of Mother Nature may meet with similar approval with others. The Greeks mythology speaks of mighty Zeus, who is known as the god of thunder and power. He was responsible for such bedazzlement for it is he who tossed away such thunders down to earth. Well, looking not too far from home, we have our own version of a similar God, who not only being the controller of storm and clouds, is also better known as the ruler of heaven. Indra, the King of lesser gods is responsible for bringing in those dark heavy rain-soaked clouds in the skies. But, I do not know whether the practices of throwing such thunders are much similar to that of Zeus. (Maybe, I should be watching religious tele-serials on a more regular basis, so as to ascertain it).
Regardless of mythologies that we have and believe in, all that I could believe at the moment of was the sheer power of nature. Nature is utterly unpredictable and untamable, and I believe that’s what she’s best at. With the advance of modern science, man is still matchless against nature. His numerous triumphs of replication and duplication are nothing to the her authenticity. He may be so close to the real thing, but I doubt if he ever will be the real thing. And all throughout that night, I couldn’t be bothered more.

 
Nepal Bandh Bliss (NOVEMBER 2002)


Once again, the whole of Nepal came to a standstill. But, as time wears on, so do the effects of the putative ”Nepal Bandh”. I’m not sure about the activities in other parts of the country, but the streets of Kathmandu were certainly bustling up with more people than on previous occasions. I guess people are getting more adventurous, or is it just the weather, cause its at such times it’s best to bask out in the sun, and enjoy the weather. The streets were tempting too. Except for the occasional speeding ambulances, and every imaginable “PRESS” designated motorcycles, the usual polluting traffic of ear-piercing honkers were nowhere to be seen or heard. Who could resist such a rare opportunity! However not all share similar enthusiasm as mine. These three days have extended the spirit of the Tihar (without the lights), and it has proved invaluable for those hardcore gamblers to rake in more profits. It must have come as a complete bliss for them.
It is true that these three days have not been fruitful to any of us. So, the least you can do is to make the best of the situation, and strangely, people have done so. There were vehicles covering their license plates with white paper, some with plastics, but most had “PRESS” on them. I wonder about the legitimacy of such acts. If such brandishing dismisses any dangers from potential attacks, then maybe we should all fashion a sticker with “PRESS” on our behind on such occasions, just to safeguard our interests. Or is it due to the fact that with less traffic on the road, and the probability of accidents will be minimum. But, matters are gravely worsened. Single lanes, become multi-laned, and one ways are whatever-way. And it would just as dangerous as it would be humiliating to be struck by a vehicle on “Nepal Bandh”.
I may be musing about the traffic, but truthfully, these three days have not gone with an element of surprise to muse or to be delighted with. On the first day people were speculating about a huge attack in the city. But as night fell, and as just as the danger was just slipping away, a nationwide blackout occurred. People were fearing for the worst, while I was fisting my anger on the keyboard. I was in the midst of striking up a nice cyber-friendship when all of a sudden the whole world turned pitch black. But the news next day ruled out a sabotage and the electricity authority confirmed the power failure, but without a reason. I wondered if the reservoirs were low in water. But, hail ho! On the second night, the clouds began brewing silently, and before you know it, it was raining. I guess, seeing the previous night blackout, Mother Nature let her sprinklers on throughout the night. And it was good thing that she did, for if she had known the reason beforehand, she could have hailed something else rather than rain over the recklessness of the authority.
The last day of “Nepal Bandh” was the best. I believe that the agitators were taken aback by the change in weather, when they were expecting a gloomy day. Standing like a fortified fortress, an army of Himalaya was gleaming with glee in the north. And the surrounding hills in the valley were showing off its coat of lush green foliage. It was Kathmandu at its best. So graceful, so peaceful, so overwhelming, and yet so fragile. A perfect panorama of pristine beauty for which I had yearned for years. At that moment, I knew what the late Bhanubhakta had seen and felt when he sat down to write that “Alkapuri Kantipuri Nagari”. How true his words were, how true they are, and I hope they shall remain to be, forever.

 
Coutersy, Our Way of Life (February 2003)

The art of smiling is an art that is possessed by one and all, and yet we hesitate and refrain from the numerous occasions when we could exhibit such skill. Is this some sort of health consciousness among our fellow beings, for the truth is that smiling employs only a few muscles, whereas the diverse manifestation of a gloomy mood generates more muscular tension. Or is it that a smile-less facial appearance expresses a more somber personality with deeper sense of maturity?
Nepalese has long been attributed for being friendly people who are unable to resist the temptation to give a big wide smile. It is true. However, in the aggressively modernizing society, such wide smiles are retreating towards a mere smirk, and in some cases just an ashen look. Maybe the reason tied to our nationality. My personal experience in many popular alien destination within the city, and in some trekking routes has compelled me to assume that Nepalese should not be smiling with one another. Whereas, on the other hand, it is imperative and of utmost importance to smile at aliens who visit our country. No wonder such connotations about “friendly Nepalese” is so prolific in the diversity of travel guide books on Nepal, and I presume that such enthusiastic disposition of our fellow Nepalese are thankfully preserving that “friendliness” trend alive.
Truthfully speaking, tourism is one of our country’s major income source, therefore, it is inevitable for Nepalese to cater to aliens. Nevertheless, I do believe that everyone, aliens or Nepalese, should all be greeted with equal respect in whichever geographical location of our country.
The smile is just as endangered as it is in the local markets of our city. In the busy bazaars of the city, shopkeepers are more eager to provide their goodwill service to the bigger sales promoters, then towards the timid customer who just want to buy a chewing gum. But, its not as if the city streets are replete with mean shop owners. Of course not. These days, a lot of businesses are gathering dust, and at such times, what happens if you meet the perfect arrogant person in the early hours of a normal business day? Such encounters with impatient and uncouth customers are enough to erase all the jolly colours of joy off your face.
There are many more cases, and I may have to continue till kingdom come. But, one thing is for sure, we should all try to smile as much as possible. And does that mean that one walk smiling on the busy city streets full of strangers? Wouldn’t that be silly? Well, it might be so. On the contrary, wouldn’t it be just as silly to be wearing an expressionless attitude on one’s own face? We all know that a smiling face is bound to radiate an aura of warmth, and that will definitely warm the hearts of anyone crossing your path. But, if it doesn’t, then I strongly suggest not to attempt to prove it on the streets with strangers, especially with the ladies.
You smile, just for the sake of it. You might smile to make others feel relaxed, but in the end, you smile just to feel happy. Happiness is one of the secrets to longitevity, and it is no more a myth. Recent papers in medical journals are suggesting that a healthy mind equates to a healthy body. The brain is being treated as a separate organ, which needs to be kept healthy, and the simplest solution is no other than staying happy. But, this does not mean that one should toss away those running sneakers and group up with others and just smile and laugh all the time like a bunch of hyenas. So, keep those running shoes, and stick to your regular exercise routines and of course, keep on smiling, cause when you smile, the whole world will smile with you.
 
Travelling (unpublished and unnoticed)

The joys of traveling outdoors cannot be justified in
a few words. It’s just like making love; you can feel it, but can never completely recite those feelings in words. Words are too feeble to express the magic of such moments, and I am no poet. With every step, or with every stroke, and in every corner or in every move, the wave of gushing energy is just as refreshing as it is pleasing.
Traveling is the most sought after desires of every human being. Anyone in condemnation towards the prospect of traveling has definitely got to belong to a primitive species that might have broken off from the lineage of human evolution. Ever since the day he started walking upright, Homo sapiens have been exploring the vast unknown and uncharted territories in search for food, and shelter, and the trend is no different today. These days, the accentuation of such primordial genes is prompting our young generation seek a sweet future in places that are distant, and remote from ours. No wonder they say that “It’s all in your genes”.
It is not always necessary that traveling should imply on journeying beyond the borders into some alien places. Obviously, the picture-perfect vistas of snowy resorts on the slopes of the powdery white European Alps are apt to spark off a mood of sweet contemplation. However, there are many places within Nepal that can boast of stunningly beautiful panoramas, which are quite unmatchable elsewhere in the world. It is of no wonder that foreigners all over the world flock towards such magnificent destinations to immerse their souls in the transcendental charm of Nepal, whereas we Nepalese have to be reminded of such elegance only through their lens.
Maybe traveling is more analogous to trekking, in the case of our country. Due to the rugged makeup of our land and remoteness, traveling normally requires walking (trekking), and the general preconception of travel, which is to have fun, is lost if one has to walk. Where is the fun if you have to walk all day to witness the sun setting against the mountains? But, I will say that that is the fun part. The part where one breaks away from the monotony of his daily life, and walk all day to enjoy a beautiful sunset in some remote village. Nothing could be more fun, than being away from your work, the traffic, and nosy neighbours to enjoy some reclusive moments by yourself.
Travel is a great teacher. A Nepali proverb says it all. Ki padera jaanincha, ki parera (We either learn by studying or through experience). Nepal is a land of unparalleled diversity. From north to south, and east to west, the faces of Nepalese people changes just as dramatically as its topography, which slowly climbs from the lowlands to the dizzying heights of the Himalayas. As we ascend and descend, every hilly terrain is lurking with cultures, and customs that are unique in itself. The experience gained through such interactions with the local people and their cultural practices are bound to broadens our perspective and intellectual integrity.
The more we travel, the more we learn. As we reach deep within the realms of Nepal, we can better understand the brilliance of Nepal, and the beauty of being a Nepalese. The foot trails that we tread on, not only leads to one village after another, but, it traces the routes of our cultures as well. If Christopher Columbus had not set out on sea voyages, the world would still have been flat. So, detach your souls off your cubicles and pack your backpacks. Make that trip that you had been longing for and discover a world, that’s waiting to be discovered. For you never know, what surprises are in store for you.
 
 
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