an ode to no one/journals/

Coming soon...

I know this part could have been included in the "writing" section of my site, but journalling has been a huge part of my life. I've been journalling for the past 8 years. This section of my sister is dedicated to my real-life journals. I do keep an online journal which you can access by getting a livejournal and adding me to your friends list. My livejournal is friends-only, and I make very few public posts. I made a new screen name there (fishpaw) and put all the online journal entries I could find (kiwibox, deadjournal, etc) in that journal. (as if anyone cares to know that much about me or in the least bit, be interested!) ANYWAY. In this section, for my own personal enjoyment, I plan on scanning a few pages here and there, copy down my favourite things, et cetera. This part is going to be a huge work in progress, and I'm afraid of starting it!

In the meantime, here is a list of every journal I've ever written in*:

  • First journal
    Date: Summer 1996 - September 2, 1998

  • Survival
    Date: October 12, 1997 - July 3, 1998

  • Insane
    Date: May 29, 1998 - September 24, 1998

  • F.T.W. (fuck the world)
    Date: September 24, 1998 - October 22, 1998
    Dedicated to the memory of Gloria, the hamster.

  • crazysuicidal
    Date: October 22, 1998 - January 14, 1999
    Dedicated to Alicia

  • Untitled
    Date: January 20, 1999 - December 2, 1999
    Dedicated to Katie

  • Angels
    Date: December 3, 1999 - February 25, 2000
    Dedicated to my mother

  • Dawn's Non-sense.. (there is a long ramble about what this journal is about on the very first page)
    Date: February 28, 2000 - May 9, 2000
    Dedicated to Katie

  • Personal Destruction
    Date: May 10, 2000 - June 16, 2000
    Dedicated to Scratchy and my father

  • Dawn's "New" Journal
    Date: June 18, 2000 - November 8, 2000
    Dedicated to Patti Smith, David Bowie, Joe Strummer, Nick Drake, Lester Bangs, Johnny Thunders and Janis Joplin. (and then in big bold letters, it says, "need you ask why?")

  • Untitled
    Date: November 15, 2000 - May 11, 2001
    Dedicated to Jonathan

  • 100% FAKE
    Date: May 17, 2001 - August 26, 2001
    Dedicated to Katie

  • All Broken Up At 17 (Thank you Manics)
    Date: August 30, 2001 - December 12, 2001
    Dedicated to Katie and Richey James Edwards

  • Brown Eyed Girl (Thank you Van Morrison)
    Date: December 12, 2001 - March 31, 2002
    Dedicated to no one

  • Temporary Journal (until I got another one)
    Date: April 9, 2002 - May 4, 2002
    Dedicated to no one

  • For Sale
    Date: May 31, 2002 - October 30, 2002
    Dedicated to Holly Woodlawn, Andrea Feldman, Joe Dallesandro, Jackie Curtis, Candy Darling, Andy Warhol, Brigid Polk, Jim Morrison, The Rolling Stones. (You people melt in my mouth)

  • Everything is so Fake
    Date: October 31, 2002 - February 7, 2003
    Dedicated to The Harry Potter series

  • Untitled
    Date: February 7, 2003 - January 15, 2004
    Dedicated to The Factory, my sister, my mother

  • Someone Else's Dream
    Date: January 16, 2004 - May 31, 2004
    Dedicated to Ken

  • Heroine
    Date: May 31, 2004 - July 5, 2004
    Dedicated to Bruce

  • Desire
    Date: July 7, 2004 - August 19, 2004
    Dedicated to Bruce

  • Six Days
    Date: August 19, 2004 - August 25, 2004
    Dedicated to myself

  • Little Baby Nothing (Thank you Manics)
    Date: August 25, 2004 - November 12, 2004
    Dedicated to myself

  • 21 Years of Living and Nothing Means Anything to Me
    Date: November 13, 2004 -
    Dedicated to

    *minus the journal I had when I was 13 which I had to throw away due to the wandering eyes of my best friend. *bitter*