10.14.01

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setting: some random place w/a two-story building

so there's this really tall (around 6'5") guy...and he's half-korean, half-something else. and he's...the BEST looking dood i've EVER seen in my entire life~!! and his hair...it's not really short, but it's not long at all. nice and clean...and sorta...umm..."jarang sseu ruh wuh~" is the only way i know how to describe it. and he's sorta skinny, but got a pretty nice build, too. dresses really nice and everything. and--GET THIS--he LIKES me. like...u know...in that way. but--GET THIS--i don't like him like that. at first, that is.

throughout the dream, he keeps trying to make me laugh..smile...whatevers. all that yuppy stuff, right? and he's got an incredible smile, of course, which makes me smile everytime. at this point, we're totally clicking, and i can't deny it n/e more. i'm totally caught up in the moment.

so...he comes behind me...and he slowly puts his arms around me, hoping i won't pull away. so i don't. i stroke his hand once and smile. (i love being hugged...especially by tall ppl, or by ppl that give really NiiiiiiiCE hugs.) i can't believe i've found such a great guy. i turn around and give him a hug. we tell each other how much we love each other.

time passes by, and this part's a lil fuzzy. i just know that we're walking around in this really, really nice two-story house (not ours).

all of a sudden, he tells me that we can't be together n/e more. i ask him why, and he tells me that he couldn't be with someone that can't love his grandmother as well. i tell him that i would do everything in my power to love his grandmother so much...but that doesn't seem to slow him down. he's running away at this point, crying. i'm chasing him, crying and telling him that i LOVE him, and i can LOVE his family. he tells me that i can't understand his cultural background, but i tell him that i do...and i'm trying to explain, but he's running too fast; i can't catch him.

where is this mystery guy?? i want him back!!

i slow down, and i can't see him n/e more. he's gone. and i'm sobbing uncontrollably...

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