10.30.01 - 9:59 am

eugene is COMEDY. i sorta jokingly offered mo to give him a massage cuz i was like...stepping on him, and eugene totally got excited, asking me for a massage. but his ramyun i made him was already done & i was it was gunna puh-juh so i told him to eat.

after he ate, i totally forgot about the massage, and maybe he did too, but when we left, he wanted me to sit in the backseat (we took his car to shawn's from eugene's house) and give him a back rub. o dear. so i, being the AWESOME friend that i am, did so. my hands are totally out of shape so i kept stopping after a couple of minutes. i was taking rests so often. lol. but n/e wayz, i did this thing with my fingers that most people like, but he started cracking up. he said it tickled. hahahahahaha. dork

so n/e wayz, we stopped by sav-on before we got back to his place, and we went in to buy some cough medicine. he led us into the aisle right BEFORE the medicine aisle, which was the feminine hygiene aisle. ROFL. he almost freaked out. hahahhahahahhaha. but n/e wayz, thanx to my advisement, he chose nyquil cough~ he showed me this one snoopy mini-book he was gunna buy...so he took it and we went to the check-out stand. MY OH MY. he asked me what i thought & i shook my head. i mean...c'mon. iono. but i asked if he was gunna bake some cookies (the book is entitled feel better, or something of that sort, and the whole thing is about how cookies can make u feel better. unfortunately, eugene said he can't make cookies...but he makes a mean carrot cake. the lady cashier started laughing! puhaha. she said that cookies are sOOOOO easy to make..that she can make cookie dough in her sleep. i didn't even know she was laughing at him at first. hahaha.

welp...i was gunna sit in the front seat, back to his house, but there was too much crap, so i decided to sit behind eugene again. and...he told me to make myself useful while i was back there. so AGAIN, being the GREAT friend i am, i gave him a short back rub. *sigh* he said i'd get plenty of practice for my hands to get back into shape...giving him back rubs.... yay. (can you sense the sarcasm?) i can't wait, eugene.

p.s. i can't believe shawn called me a pedophile yesterday. he's just jealous that i kept calling his COUSIN sexy...and not him. but...shawn...i'll be the 3rd person to once again say...you are sexy. ok? don't fret, my pet...it'll all work out with *ahem*. and...yesterday...i didn't say N/E thing to mo...about...well...you know... *smile*

10.29.01 - 7:55 pm

so i'm at mo's house (moses from bansuk) cuz eugene and i are visiting...and shawn's here. they're playing bushido blade right now, and they seem to be having a lot of fun. whoopdeedoo. mo just entered the room and he gave me a strange look. he's sucha qt. lol. how sad...shawn won't let mo play bushido blade. :( poor mo.

n/e wayz...so this weekend. i met up w/old friends...and then new friends. on saturday, i met up w/grace e. pooh. and then daniel and daniel (yi & "spanky") met up w/us. that is...after pho & k-pax. i only got to see them for like...20 minutes. literally. no joke. but then...i kicked it w/grace for a lot longer so iss all good.

sunday, i get a call from shawn's cell, while i was watching lock, stock & 2 smoking barrels. i think that's what it's called. n/e wayz, i answer, thinking it's shawn, but it's eugene. he called to ask if i could give them a ride home from some rotc thing they were at during the weekend. np! so...i went to pick them up, and shawn was calling eugene an idiot cuz he couldn't believe eugene would call me, rather than his dad or something. *shrug* iss all good tho. we went to eat @ king dragon & then got boba at upper house. (i don't see what all the fuss about upperhouse is, btw)

shawn was being gay about us going over to his apt. he said it was too dirty. but after about an hour of bickering, he finally agreed that only after 20 minutes of cleaning, we could go to his place. yes! 1 point for eugenie! :) it was pretty messy, but not THAT bad, shawn. well..maybe it was. lol. at least i could sorta walk around....

i'm tired. i skipped classes today. why? well...i had other things to do. plus, i didn't really feel like going to class. i actually physically went to my first class, but didn't go in cuz i didn't want to disturb the teacher while he was lecturing. but the people in my group weren't there, so i guess we weren't gunna do our group project today. so i decided to go w/eugene to mo's house.

eww...i keep typing "eugenie" when i'm talking about eugene. there i go again. although you can't tell, i initially type eugenie...then go back and fix it. *SIGH* too confusing. when i was @ eugene's house, i saw his name all over envelopes & other stuff in his room, and i thought, what's my crap doing in here? it literally took me a few seconds to remember that his name is eugene kim.

turns out, eugene went to boot camp w/a girl i know. mai. this isn't mai, pronounced "may," who is in my history class, but rather a girl i met in high school. n/e wayz...eugene's sister, michelle, is good friends w/my friend karen. and eugene and shawn know 2 of my cousins, jenny & sarah. sucha small world, it's crazy~

but today, i met up w/eugene & had...uhh...food. it wasn't exactly lunch, but it wasn't exactly dinner either. we ate @ carl's jr. too cold for eugene cuz he's sick. poor kid. i mean prince of norwalk. o yes...i forgot to mention. he's the prince of norwalk. what an honor for me...to know his highness. and shawn? he's...uhh...his gayness. :) jp, shawn. you're sExY!! :)

10.26.01 - 2:30 pm

*whew* i'm tired. my back is aching. i've been filing a WHOLE CRAPLOAD of papers for the past couple days. and i finally got done today. i swear...i'm so thankful that i don't have papercuts all over my hands. :) thank you, dear Lord, thank you.

yesterday, history class went a lil later than usual cuz we had group presentations & they went a lil long. afterwards, mai (pronounced "may" like the month) wanted to buy the registration book, so we went and got one each. she also bought a catalog, which i tried to convince her she didn't need, and then tried to return it after the worker stamped the book, meaning it was sold. geez. i swear...we had to come back 30 min later in order to speak w/the supervisor, who we were told could give mai her refund. she decided to return it another day cuz she needed to get home.

we walked to my car and we stood talking for like...30 min. after that, i mentioned the funny (weird-funny, not haha-funny) guy that was in the store w/us. this dood...he kept talking to us. and even asked us to wait for him when we were about to leave. StRaNgE. n/e wayz, we decided that we should go back, since 30 min had passed.

when we got back, mai tried to return it, but the stuporvisor guy said he couldn't let us return it. how HOMOSEXUAL. (homos...i don't mean to offend you. i don't mean it like that. don't worry.) n/e wayz...yeah...so mai gets all pissed off...as do i. *SIGH*

we went back to my car...and she asked me for a ride to her car. she was parked pretty far, so i totally understood~ after i got there, we ended up talking for another 30 min or so. geez. i swear...we talk so much when we're together. and we txt msg each other soooooooo much during class. lol. n/e wayz, she has a lot of drama going on in her life, so i totally feel for her. poor girl...she's gunna have her pre-engagement party on sunday...wow. sounds so...iono...official.

so...this weekend's supposed to be my kick back weekend. imma try to stay home, if possible, although i doubt i will. i hate staying home the whole weekend. i have to at least go out for a lil while. but...last weekend was so tiring so i still need to recover. gunna clean my room, do my laundry...watch some movies~ and prolly talk on the phone a whole lot...cuz i need to do all my phone-calling on weekends and nights now. $720! yikes!

i hafta get my oil changed today..and a car wash. my car DESPERATELY needs a wash. and i mean DESPERATELY. it's been needing one for like...3 or 4 weeks, but i simply haven't had n/e time. so hopefully, i'll have enough time to get one today. *fingers crossed* please, oh please.

10.24.01 - 5:40 pm

back in the computer lab. i seriously am going to make this like a ritual for myself. it gives me time to chat w/friends that i don't always chat w/cuz i'm always working @ work. (dammit) and it gives me time to work on my page. and it gives me a break from school work. and it gives me a warm place to chill during my long break between classes on mondays & wednesdays.

so...i was sitting here since about an hour ago. maybe about half an hour into my lil "session" here, this dood from my history class sits down next to me. i dunno if he realized that i'm from his class, but i didn't bother to say hi. i was busy, chattin away, and i think he had something to do, too. at any rate, he was TOTALLY talking to himself. but...not as if he were psycho. well...maybe. iono. u judge.

he sits down, and immediately says, "alright." he's got this funky accent, i'm not sure from where. he's kinda old, but not really. he seems kinda old to be in college, but not like...40 years old type of old. he's pretty smart, i guess, but it seems like he tries to flaunt it. like...he's totally trying to let us all know how smart he is. whoop dee doo. so you're smart.

ok. so...he types for a few minutes--and i mean...literally a few. like...3 or 4. and during this time he's all talking to himself in a normal speaking volume. and i guess he finished, cuz he was like, "alright! i'm done!" he said more, but i can't really remember. it was just kinda freaking me out.

i KNOW he wasn't talking on the phone, cuz he didn't have a phone w/him and he didn't have an earpiece on either. ALSO, phones are not permitted to be in use in the computer lab (not like we get much reception down here n/e ways).i know he wasn't talking to me~ he wasn't making eye contact or even looking in my general direction. he wasn't talking to n/e one else at this station~ there was only one other person at the station & she was totally not in his view. so WHAT THE FREAK~

it's one thing to STARE (yes, inee...i'm saying it's ok. you're not really all that psycho), but it's totally another to just SPEAK out-loud. as if u're in a full-on conversation...in a normal speaking VOLUME~ freaking me out here. good thing he left.

oh shoot. i just remembered~ i have something due in my history class. err...it's due tomorrow. should i do it now? errr...i'll finish this entry and then sorta work on it on and off.

ok...i'm done w/the entry. but i'm not gunna work on the history assignment right away. i gotta do something first. keke. :)

10.24.01 - 2:50 pm

i met a guy named eugene kim yesterday. fun stuff. it was really interesting though cuz he always got teased as a kid...ppl called him "eugenie the weenie" or something of that sort. and..supposedly, that's why he said he hated my name. *shrug* i was called eugenie weenie my whole life...

n/e wayz, after i failed my chicano studies midterm, i met up w/shawn & eugene. this was the first time i physically met eugene. we'd sorta talked online a lil bit once before, but that was it. anyway, we went to tapioca express & got boba. and played cards. shawn does NOT know how to play p'soy (spelling?)~ he calls his game "13" and he plays all retarded. eugene~ u kno wussup~ lol. n/e wayz, we played blackjack & poker too. and eugene's game, which is a combo of blackjack & poker. lol. when shawn asked him if he'd played it before, eugene said, "all over my mind." forreals..this dood's so funny~ rofl!

so yeah...fun stuff. i'm tired. i stayed up a lil late last night (my idea of late is past 11 pm) so i'm pooped. plus, i woke up early to study for my midterm today (my idea of early is before my normal waking time, which is 7:05 am--don't ask why it's 7:05...cuz iono).

can't wait to go to school! woohoo! yeah right. i can wait. but...imma call paul today! woohoo!! i haven't talked to him for a WHILE now. well..maybe it hasn't really been that much...i think we chatted on saturday or sunday. but i used to talk to him over the phone freakin EVERYday~ so...compared to that, it seems weird.

gni: i called u like...2 or 3 times last night..but u didn't pick up
him: i was at the haunted house remember?
him: besides, i left the phone at home
gni: o yea~
gni: no wonder
gni: well
gni: your loss
gni: jp
gni: so.....uhh......do u MISS my voice? hahaha
him: i guess
him: its just weird cuz i hear it every day and then suddenly i dont
gni: haha
gni: u guess
gni: geez
gni: that makes me feel soooooooo great
him: doesnt it?
gni: o yea~
him: u gonna call me today?
him: after work?
him: you have to cuz we havent talked in a week
gni: i HAVE to?
gni: uhhh
gni: iono
him: ok ok ok. ill call you then
gni: hahahah
gni: don't worry
gni: i'll call
him: you made the right decision

lol

10.22.01 - 9:51 am

*yAwN* i'm so tired! this weekend pooped me out.

friday, after work & running errands, i kicked it w/andyroo. now...i've known andrew for a WHILE...about 4 years or so. and...at his apt, he showed me this one origami thingy i made him. it's this cute lil jar...w/clouds all over it. the top is white, with a big ol cloud on it too...and it says something like: "your love makes my heart jump on fluffy white clouds." something to that extent. and...it's filled w/origami turtles. i was so WOWed that he had kept that all this time. i gave it to him about 4 years ago...in sophomore year of high school. i mean...i guess he didn't think it was a big deal that he had kept it, but i did. first of all, i don't think i was the best person i could have been to him shortly after that...and plus, i just don't think of other ppl as sentimental as i am, many times.

n/e ways, we watched corky romano @ his apt...and it was so funny cuz he d/led a copy of it..and then burned it. but the version he had was sorta messed up. it would freeze in certain places...or the sounds wouldn't match at certain places...but iss all good. we didn't eat dinner, but we went to a coffee place...diedrich or something. we talked for a long time...and then he took me back to my mom's. we stood outside chatting for a lil while before i went in.

saturday, i woke up a lil early to go to the volleyball tourney for church. i was supposed to leave earlier, but i ended up watching saturday morning cartoons (cubix is my favorite!) and slacked off. i got to the park by around 9:30...and i started playing almost right away. it was fun though cuz i got to see a lot of old friends. friends that i knew from elementary school (jonathan kim...knew him since 2nd grade, i think) and from high school (brian, albert, paul, etc), as well as kids/adults from old churches.

we lost a couple matches, but we actually won some, too! in fact, union-c (3 teams played from union: union-a, b, c) won the second bracket! so we were the champs of the second bracket. gyea~ i mean...that's a HUGE improvement, considering we always got last or second to last. heehee.

afterwards, i went to la crescenta to kick it w/nat, her bf andy, & robert. we had dinner at this japanese restaurant in pas, then went to young dong norebang, i think...

on the way home that night, traffic was terrible. there was a multi-car accident on the 5 southbound, at olympic. there was supposedly a body on the freeway, too. so..the whole 5 sb was cleared. imagine...all those ppls that take the 5...trying to exit all at the same time. kRaJi traffic. took me forever to get home.

sunday, i went to new song church w/badri (i mean adri)...then went to get boba @ cha...then had in n out. adri & i took a naps @ her apt...and i woke up when janet came. janet & i chatted a lil...and decided we would study together. but by that time, it was dinner time...so she and adri cooked dinner (yumyum...some pasta stuff). after we ate, janet, adri, and i got a lil lazy and started watched "cocktail" (starring tom cruise~). finally, after chris oppa came, janet and i went to study.

hampster came later...and i did a lil calc hw, but i decided to leave early. i was so tired from the weekend! so pretty much right when i got home, i fell asleep.

what a fun weekend. :) i'm looking forward to this coming weekend so that i can recooperate~

10.19.01 - 10:05 am

so yesterday, i had dinner w/shawn @ islands and had the china coast salad. mmmmm. :) n/e wayz, we had a long chat there...and then at starbucks. i swear...we should make it a ritual. every thursday night. ok SHAWN?? :) hehe. sam too!! only sam was busy yesterday, so he couldn't come.

o wow. today...i got my phone bill for the past billing cycle. and guess what it came out to. $720. isn't that insane???? who have i been calling? well...mostly, paul. i know i need to cut down..and i am. i promise. NY jen offered to help me pay for it. what a sweetie. but NO, jen....NO. u can't help me pay for it, k? she was asking me, "if i were to write a check to u...how should i make it out?" isn't she crazy??

i'm talking to this dood eugene right now. he said i need to change my name cuz it's too close to his. i think his name is eugene kim. and mine's eugenie kim. is it destiny? haha..yeah right. i'm sucha dork. and shawn thinks we're talking crap behind his back..no shawn...if i didn't say it straight to ur face, it would be...but i do say it to ur face. :)

i think imma kick it w/andrew today. i might ask him to go to arriba arriba, at downtown disney. my friend works the door @ nite, and he can get us into the "club"...get vip stuff...or whatevers. so we'll see. but it's not really my scene. i'm not even dressed the part today. o wells...i said i might stop by. i might, might not~

i can't wait till work is over. but i still have like...almost 5 hours left. whoop-dee-doo. and i hafta work tonight too...some community service type thing. i'll prolly end up cooking hotdogs & meat. fun stuff. i hope that means free food. *growl* i'm getting hungry~ that was my stomach. i need to stop.

i still can't believe my phone bill came out to over $700. that's insane.

10.18.01 - 11:14 am

here i am...again at work. i'm glad that it's thursday. i actually like my history class, even though i hate history. my teacher's pretty cool~ she's only kept us once the whole 2 hours & 45 minutes. usually, she lets us out earlier..sometimes a LOT earlier. and plus, my friend mai (pronounced "may" ~ like the month) is in that class...so we have some fun. we have a lot in common, it seems...and sometimes we txt msg back and forth in class. we msg, then look @ each other & laugh. is that gay? o wells...

i'm also looking forward to today cuz after class, i'm supposed to hang out w/my buddie shawn. we're going to eat dinner @ islands, i think. mmm...china coast. mmm....

10.17.01 - 6:15 pm

hmm...i haven't been here in a long time. i'm sitting in the computer lab @ my school (csu fullerton, for those of you that still don't know). brings back memories of...umm...well...being in here, i guess. heehee. i used to come here once in a while...when i had long breaks or something. i'd come to the computer lab & work on my homepage, or just chat w/aim express. one time, i spent like...4 or 5 hours down here...just working on my homepage, and my oh my, did i get a lot done. forreals. my head hurt like crazy after that.

hmm...shawn wants to kick it again. fun fun! :) i actually called that dood, as well as sam, but neither of them picked up! i was gunna ask them if they wanted to do something...so i guess maybe we will. but i can't call until i get out of this computer lab. (no phones allowed)

i need to wash my car. it desperately needs a wash. forreals. i wish i could park it inside the garage, but alas~ there's no space for it! my poor new car will have to collect dust and morning dew outside~ i was gunna wash it tomorrow, after school, but that was if shawn & sam couldn't kick it. but it seems shawn might be available. maybe i'll just wash my car in the dark. but...that'll get really cold. o dear. iono.

we're having a campus-wide fire drill pretty soon. from 7-7:30 pm tonight. so i guess i'll just finish this a lil bit before 7...and then go outside...and sit or something. iono. i wouldn't normally hafta worry about stuff like this while i'm online. i usually do all my internet stuff @ work...m-f 9-3. cuz...we have dsl there...and i'm at my desk 24-7 n/e wayz...so i just get it done and don't go online afterwards.

it's so weird seeing so many ppl online right now. cuz...like i said, i usually go online m-f 9-3. but...since i'm on in the evening, all my friends that i used to chat w/r online. woo~!! another IM! and another! from brian, joy, and jenn. fun stuff.

i should do this more often. then again, i'm usually studying @ this time, so maybe i shouldn't. i'm so happy i got my math hw done before the actual class it's due!! yea~

10.16.01

haPeY biRsDig~ gEu RaY eEe sSeUh~!!!
(happy birthday, grace!) :)

10.12.01

i'm sleepy.

i had dinner w/shawn & sam yesterday. @ THE HAT! yumyum. very...BIG portions...and very yummy. and then we went to starbucks & chatted for a while outside. so many smoker ppls out there! yuk~ n/e wayz, they put on my license plates for me. hehehe...niiiiiice~ unfortunately, though, it makes me more paranoid.

10.05.01

i decided my "thoughts" page didn't consist, really, of my thoughts. it was more of a...mm...a page where i list what i did. so...imma try to make it more...like...real...possibly deep & profound thoughts~ (i know what you're thinking: "what? eugenie? profound? yeah right."

10.01.01

the start of a fresh new month. too bad there aren't n/e holidays that i could miss work or school for. *sigh*

friday, i did some mad shopping~ well..maybe not, but sorta. i bought myself some shoes~ DCSHOECO...keke...and some clothes from old navy...and some stuff from ikea. i was sooooooo tired by the time i got home. keke...

saturday, i spent pretty much the whole day, cleaning my room. YES, that's how messy it was. each time i clean my room, it takes at least a day. isn't that crazy? i have so much junk piling up all the time. before i started, the trash can for the house was empty. it had just been emptied the morning before. by the time i finished, the trash can was more than half full. and, i had a big bag of clothing that i ended up donating to goodwill.

i had slept about 5 hours the night before, so i was pooped and i fell asleep by 12:30 am. i woke up close to 12 pm. i haven't slept that much in quite a while. i usually wake up by 9-10 am at the latest.

sunday, after running some errands...and buying some ice cream, i went and rented "playing by heart" and "a knight's tale." i've already seen "a knight's tale," but i rented it for my lil cousin. i watched "playing by heart" last night..and it was pretty good.

"definately. most definately. talking about love is like dancing about architecture."

i went to janet's to study & do hw, but i didn't get much studying done...so hopefully i'll get my hw done today, before class!! errr...