07.31.02

i thought i should update at least once this month. it's been sooooooooooooooo long since my last update. and..my loyal homepage readers~~ i apologize. lol. to all 3 of you. ^^

n/e wayz...what has been going on in my life? too much to type. but...i've been to hawaii this summer. i did quit my job (dunno if i already mentioned that). i think i'm moving to texas pretty soon. still no bf. prolly won't for a while, which means i win the bet w/ddalgi. eurus oppa came to visit...he came yesterday, and will be staying till monday. i'm supposed to move out by next week, but i haven't even begun to pack...and i'm not sure if i can move out to texas right away...or want to.

i need closure with some friends...that aren't even here right now. i've made a commitment to go to reaching out this year (aug. 19-22), yet, now i dunno if i can even go. alice is in korea, and i'm supposed to pick her up from the airport the 18th. now i dunno if i can keep that promise. paul's going to kenya soon...and i was planning to meet up with all my friends for my bday after he came back. can't do that n/e more.

ok..so i'm complaining. too bad. i think i deserve to complain once in a while, don't u? errrr. i cried a lot yesterday. thinking about it...praying about it. *SIGH*