ok...so imma try to make this page a place where i actually ponder things...perhaps some profound thoughts will come out of this~ who knows~

i don't have much for today...but last night i was thinking. i have no idea if this'll apply to n/e one else in the world, but who knows. there are a lot of people out there. at least ONE can prolly relate to me...

first of all (and i know that most of my ideas will probably be directly from some movie or quote or something) why is it that, before i meet a certain person, i could go on with the rest of my life without meeting that person. but...once i meet that person, and we are separated (for whatever reason, and for however long) i miss him/her sooooooo much that my heart aches to see him/her again? i mean...of course there are people that we WISH we could NEVER see again, but there are just some people that you want by your side every moment of the day.

another thing is...why is it that people can get so attached to others that they think about these people...nearly every moment of the day?

i already posted earlier that i watched "playing by heart." i really really really liked it. i actually watched parts of it over and over so i could write down a few quotes...

"the wonderful thing about falling in love...is that u learn everything about that person, and so quickly. & if it's true love, then u start to see yourself through their eyes...and it brings out the best in u...and it's almost as if u're falling in love with yourself...i made a choice. i took 1 look @ u...and i knew i'd made the right choice. &...u're still the right choice."

"u r the tenant of my <3heart<3...often behind in the rent, but impossible to evict."

sometimes i feel like i know what love is. but i question whether it's really love...or just infatuation...or if i'm just letting my emotions get the best of me. ever since i was much younger, i've held the concept of "love" as a really big deal; it pissed me off whenever people just threw that word around with boyfriends and girlfriends that they had only been dating for a couple weeks, and then broke up with soon after. and i think....they're too young to know what love is. I'M to young to know what love is. all i knew was...love isn't a silly word to be thrown around.

so now, i'm a bit older. not a high school student anymore. but i don't know if i know what love really is. do i?

when i hear stuff like the above quotes, i get all warm and fuzzy inside. but can i believe stuff from movies? i like thinking that they are true..at least some of them...one thing i think about love is...love is about commitment. i think when someone finally finds that true love, that person will be willing to commit their life to their love....