so (if u haven't read it in my journal)...it's done. i got my phone back. returned his pen, with a note...telling him exactly how i felt. i'm giving him the decision of continuing our friendship or not. it's up to him. so...is it over?? we'll see, i suppose. if he doesn't contact me, i guess so...

i'm kinda scared to find out the truth tho...

what if he doesn't wanna continue being my friend??

i don't think n/e thing like this has really happened to me before...

it's hard to think that people no longer want to be ur friend, isn't it?

it's hard.

......

(03.20.02 - and so it ends...)

i guess it really is over....