Suspended in Time


As black as ebony, the night sky hung
The air as still as the night itself
The moon a bloody orange sphere
Suspended in time
The dirt path, rocky and wild
The trees bent and cracked, dry
The rocks smoothened by wind
Suspended in time
The world on an edge, forever teetering
On the brink of disaster
The power of love
Swinging in eternal balance
Suspended in time




Who am I?

Do you know who I am?
I am the one who loves you
I am the one who needed you
I am the one who deserted you
I am the one who was deserted
I am the one who can't let go
I am the one you left behind
I am the one you cast away
I am the one who wanted you
I am the one who was nearly destroyed
I am one who still loves you
I am the one who still needs you
I am the one who still wants you
Do you know who I am?




I Must

I toss and turn afraid to sleep
Knowing I must
I fight and fight not to weep
Knowing I must
The dream begins once again
Knowing I must
I walk alone in pouring rain
Knowing I must
I see him there, I want to leave
Knowing I must
My stomach churns about to heave
Knowing I must
His arms encircle me, I want to run
Knowing I must
But I can't now it's begun
Knowing I must
His love fulfills me in the dream
Knowing I must
I wake in a sweat, I scream
Knowing I must