Have you ever experienced a toboggan ride, down a steep hill? Well,
I haven't either. But I almost did.
I had a foster sister, Ruthie, (actually my second cousin that lived with
us,) who was three years older and being ten, she was much more
worldly-wise. She was in a fever to go to Hall’s Hill to play in the
snow.
Hall’s Hill was on undeveloped property and near the railroad, that we
passed on our way to school daily. In the Winter, Hall’s Hill stood
there as a temptation, beckoning all the school children to come over and
play- just for a "little while" on the way to school. It seemed
like all the other kids in the neighborhood got to go there to play,
except me! I had Pneumonia every Winter and Mother would not even consider
allowing me to play in the snow. Ruthie had mostly been on her own for
several years since her Mother died, and she found it very difficult to
live within the confines of our house rules.
We saw other kids dragging their sleds and toboggans to the top of the
hill and we felt left out. Little by little the temptation grew. We didn’t
have a sled, but finally one day, Ruthie talked me into accompanying her
to walk to the top of the hill, to watch the other kids. She liked to try
all kinds of adventurous things, especially concerned with speed. On the
playground we could never swing her high enough, the car was never driven
fast enough and when she rode our bicycle, she tried her best to burn up
the tires. Watching the other kids slide down the steep, snow-covered hill
looked like so much fun that Ruthie could hardly restrain herself. I could
see she was forming a plan…
This particular day happened to be Parent-Teachers Day, when our mothers
came to school in the afternoon. They sat in chairs along the side of the
room, and observed the activities of the class. This was the day when my
Mother insisted I wear my prettiest dress to school and my long blonde
curls were perfected as she wrapped my hair around her finger. She stood
back to observe and she saw that they were flawless! ( My father was
working at the mortuary at that time, and was able to buy a child’s
beautiful velveteen dress with smocking, lace and ribbon rosettes at
wholesale price, -this was a real extravagance in 1939, but I was their
"only child". This was my Sunday School and PTA dress.)
As Ruthie and I walked to school and from a block away, we could hear the
neighborhood kids screaming with delight as they flew down Hall’s Hill.
Ruthie was smart enough to have figured out, that if she could involve me
in her adventures, her punishment would not be so great, when/if she got
caught. Somehow, at seven years old, I had not figured that out. I just
slogged along behind her. I loved having a big sister – most of the time…
Ruthie presented me with her plan. She had found and had hidden a piece of
galvanized roofing that had blown off of someone’s barn. She needed my
help in dragging it to the top of the hill. I was torn between knowing
that my Mother would not approve and the potential excitement that I had
never experienced. Seeing my indecision, Ruthie intimidated, threatened
and bullied me. I was coerced into helping her drag the tin to the hill.
The hill overlooked the cattle lots on the adjoining property. From the
top,I could see the cattle foraging, but mostly I focused on the mean old
bull gazing longingly over the fence at the milk cows. I was a city girl,
but I had heard stories of "mean old bulls".
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Ruthie really wanted to take the first slide down alone, but with the
tin piece being so large, she told me to get on first and she would give
the push off and then she would jump on behind me. I got on and carefully
unbuttoned my coat a little. ( Mother always dressed me too warm.) I was
so excited by what I thought was going to be the ride of a lifetime and
Ruthie assured me that " Mother will never know.". Ruthie pushed
me and jumped on and we were sailing, - really sailing almost in mid-air!
I had never experienced such a thrill. I was screaming at the top of my
lungs, but then, the scream froze in my throat…we were unable to control
our direction, like you can on a sled. We were no longer heading for open
pasture, and we were heading straight for the bull pen.
We were holding on to the edges of the tin, that Ruthie had bent
upward, so that we’d have "handles" to secure ourselves
somewhat and my deadman’s grip was tightening even more on the torn
edges of the tin. The snow covered my wire-rimmed glasses and completely
blinded me. When Ruthie became aware of our impending doom, she let go and
rolled off. With her weight off the tin, I sailed even faster and faster,
with my forty-five pounds only keeping it on the ground. Oh God, help me!
I prayed! And then…
I blasted into the barbed wire fence and the love-crazed bull.
Dad always said the Lord watches out for fools and children and I am proof
of that! My coat and my beautiful velveteen smocked dress was cut to
ribbons on the barbed wire. I was saved from being stamped into applesauce
by the bull, as the piece of tin grazed a young tree and I careened into a
manure pile. Boy! Was I glad it was frozen!
Mother never let me forget this…………. |