Unspoken
Jennifer Joy Arend
The air was hot and sticky. The cruel sun beat down upon the arid ground with a force that would have threatened life, but there was no life on this grim planet. As the travelers wandered across the deserted terrain, a vague breeze could be felt, but even this was no match for the tiresome sun.
The travelers were quite protected from the intense heat by their apparel, which was designed to defend them against any sort of fierce weather they might encounter on their journeys. These explorers were time travelers from the year 2000. The four of them, two women and two men, had been carried into the next millennium by the world's first time capsule, created just three months prior by NASA.
This was the time capsule's first mission. The mission itself didn't have a central purpose. It was only an experiment to distinguish how well the machine could operate and what it could help to accomplish. It was also important to discover any "bugs" that might need to be worked out before any relevant missions were attempted.
When they had first embarked on the mission, the voyagers had been exuberant, eager to view the futuristic Earth that modern humanity could only imagine. The travelers had expected to be welcomed by great cities. They had been waiting to see numerous improvements in technology, and curious inventions such as flying automobiles and supercomputers that could do everything from housework to algebra homework in less than five minutes. Nevertheless, what they found was more disturbing than disappointing.
The Earth of the year 3000 was a forsaken planet. The only signs that life had ever existed were graveyards, abandoned homes, and human possessions thrown about in such a casual manner that one would surely have thought their owners had only gone out for a bite to eat, and would be back within the hour. Still, the most horrifying element of this unsettling panorama was the unavoidable realization that the year 3000 Earth looked relatively no different from the Earth the explorers had left behind. Whatever had happened to civilization had not happened many years after their journey, or even years later at all...
Christine felt goose bumps spread over her body despite the heat. As she looked upon the house her pulse began to race. "Danny," she spoke meekly to her companion. "Oh my God..." An expression of panic came over her and she began to cry. All the color drained from Christine's face and her features twisted into an expression of pure horror.
"What is it?" Danny managed to ask, despite his fear of the answer.
"Danny, that...that's my house," she answered before breaking down into massive sobs of pure anguish.
Danny held her as she cried. He knew it wouldn't have been a problem for her if the house had changed since when she had left it. But from what he could see, everything looked about the same, right down to the red welcome mat facing the front door which he had given Christine as a housewarming gift when she had finally moved away from home and got her own place. Across the street, Jendi and Nathan were investigating an old corner store when Christine started to cry. Recognizing the house which Danny and Christine stood in front of, they hurried over.
Danny and Christine had been dating for about two years. Nathan and Jendi were a brother and sister pair. They had all become friends through internships at NASA during college. Now, their positions at the institute kept them together. Perhaps if it weren't for their close ties to each other, they wouldn't have had the strength to go any further than the red welcome mat of Christine's home. But, somehow, Danny managed to guide Christine over to the door, and the four of them stepped inside.
Everything looked generally as Christine had left it on that dazzling Tuesday morning. She could almost smell the sweet-scented geraniums that had once grown from the flower pot in the kitchen window, now long dead, the dried brown petals scattered about the yellowed linoleum that had once been a sparkling white, daily scrubbed to shine. The only noise that could be heard was the simultaneous and quite labored breathing of the frightened explorers.
Suddenly, the wind picked up, blowing an enormous cloud of dust at the travelers. "So, this is what happens to a house that hasn't been cleaned in a millennium," Christine laughed dryly. The crew smiled faintly as they began to regain control after fits of coughing and sneezing. At this time the wind again settled into a gentle breeze, whimsically blowing Christine's lacy kitchen curtains with a fading force.
"Hey, what's that?" Danny inquired pointing to a dust-covered leather-bound book that was now lying open on the floor, its pages turning mechanically with the breeze.
"You left your journal in the kitchen?" Nathan asked. "That's kind of bizarre. What were you doing, writing in it while you ate breakfast?" Nathan's sarcasm had little effect on Christine as she picked up the book and began surveying it.
"This isn't mine," she stated. "I don't even keep a journal." Curiosity overcame the group, and they all gathered around Christine. Finally, the anticipation was just too much, and Nathan grabbed the book from her hand.
"Come on, let's see what this darn thing says," he ordered.
"What! Look, Mr. Patience, the book was in my house. I'll read it," Christine replied. Nathan backed off, and handed her the book.
The explorers gathered around the musty kitchen table, the chairs creaking beneath them, rotting and ridiculously old antiques made of what had always been flimsy plastic and metal. "Okay." Christine cleared her throat, and began to read...
It's been two weeks. Two weeks have passed since I woke up to find the entire world had disappeared. I have wandered the streets of this town and some of the neighboring villages many times now. I have shouted until my entire body ached. Yet no one has answered my calls. At the present time, I am lying on my bed, trying to resist the urge to smother myself with the goose feather pillow my grandmother gave me when I was seven.
My lonely heart pleads with me. Why resist? It asks. No one is here to know you are gone or to miss you. Maybe in death, you can rejoin humanity wherever it is that it has gone to. I answer ever so plainly. I must not die because someday humans or other planetary creatures might walk again upon this planet, and they must be informed of what has happened, before it is too late for them as well. So, I have found a purpose. This memoir is my purpose. I will try my best to give an accurate account of what happened.
It was May twenty-fifth, 2000, an extraordinary day in the town. Birds chirped peacefully, and the sun shone gently upon the land. Everywhere one turned, fresh-cut grass could be detected, a brisk scent that seemed to serve as a reminder that summer was on its way. The festival was to begin at noon, in Dalton, the next village over. It was such a small place to be holding such a grand celebration, but not a more appropriate place could have been found. After all, the inventor of the time traveling machine, Dr. Richard Parks, had been originally from Dalton. You see, we were going to be celebrating the return of the "Counter Clockwise," the world's first time machine. It was due to come back from the year 3000. It's amazing how clear I can still remember that day...
"Lydia, are you ready?" My mother called from upstairs.
"Almost, mom," I answered as I tied my sneakers, resting each foot individually on a kitchen chair one at a time.
"Good," she replied as she hurried down the staircase, recklessly attaching a pearl earring to the lobe of her right ear.
I remember she grabbed her purse and I grabbed my book bag. We practically ran out the door, and jumped in the car where dad was already waiting for us. We were all in an incredible hurry because we were supposed to meet my sister at the fair. My sister was the favorite. My parents never hurried for me.
When we got to the festival it was already crowded with spectators. Booths had been set up for the purpose of displaying objects brought back from the future. They were still empty. Well, we certainly weren't late.
My sister hadn't arrived yet so my mother and I wandered over to the food stands in search of a snack. The smell of the roasted cashews made my mouth water, but I lost my appetite at the sight of the candy apples. My best friend, well ex-best friend, Beth loved candy apples. She used to buy the kits at the grocery store and make them at home. The sight of them sickened me.
A week before the festival, Beth and I had a fight. I had caught her kissing my then boyfriend, Brian, at the movies. I was there with another friend, Bridget, because Beth had told me she was busy. Yeah, busy was right. Needless to say, I screamed at her the next day at school and wrote him a nasty note.
At the time of the festival, I hadn't spoken to them or had plans to speak to them since. Maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if I hadn't waited in line so long to go out with him. Then again, the betrayal probably would have stung just the same.
"Hi, Lydia," a gentle voice interrupted my thoughts. I turned to see Perry Adams behind me. I almost ran, but that seemed too impolite even for me and my bold personality.
"Hi, Perry," I greeted him. He smiled and stared at me for a few minutes. Silence replaced conversation, and I sighed in disgust. Why did he have to be so weird? Why didn't he just make small talk like a normal person?
"Well, I'd better get going." I pretended to regret this fact. "My sister should be here soon." He nodded and I felt him watch my back as I walked away. At the time it was just an annoyance to have such a nerd so obsessed with me. Right now, I'd give anything to see Perry again, or anyone for that matter.
My sister never showed up that day. My parents were so worried. They called her house a dozen times, leaving message after message. When I went to bed that night, I left my parents in a frantic state, conversing with some investigator in the living room. I don't think they even noticed I left. That bothered me, and sent me to a tortured sleep. I wondered what I did wrong. I was certain they wouldn't be nearly as upset if it were me who was missing. Oh the incredible envy I had for my sister!
The next morning, I woke up expecting to likely find my parents asleep, just where I had left them in the living room, like the time my sister ran away from home when she was sixteen. To my dismay, my parents were no where to be found. I found out later that day that the whole town had disappeared. Within the next week I discovered that there was no life in any of the neighboring towns either. From what I can see, it seems to me that all of humanity has disappeared. But, currently, I haven't traveled far enough to assume this.
I suppose you are probably thinking, "Yeah, so what's your point? I knew the darn planet was deserted when I got here." Well, there is a point, a very crucial one. Last week, I was entertaining myself by exploring some homes around town. I came across a white house, surrounded by a blue picket fence. The house had pretty pale blue shutters on the windows, and a blue door with a heart-shaped window. I found the door to be open which was never uncommon in our small town, and I entered the cheery home.
After glancing around the first floor, I climbed the stairs to the second story. I decided to look in the room at the end of the hall, which was painted a misty shade of sea green. It was a boy's room, probably about my age. A writing desk sat in the corner, and I approached it curiously. A pencil had rolled off and was now on the floor. However, the notebook paper that it had been used on was still on top of the desk. A poem was written upon that paper, and it went like this:
Unspoken
I wish I could find the words
To tell you what you mean to me
And no words come near to describe
The beauty that I see
As I look upon you my love
May my heart be a token
A dear gift to explain to you
What words could not have spoken
The poem was written by Perry Adams, and at the end it said: To Lydia with love.
I suppose he had the intention of giving it to me someday. Tears filled my eyes. I rushed out of Perry's house, and fell into my own bed weeping so badly I thought my body would simply break from the shaking. I had never known how much he genuinely cared. I would never have a chance to tell him that I was sorry for being so rude to him. No wonder he couldn't speak to me!
The next day I went to my sister's house. I don't know what made me do it. I guess I was beginning to realize that I hadn't just taken Perry for granted. I had been so concerned with how much my parents supposedly favored my sister that I had never told her how much I admired her. For her to know I wanted to be like her would have been too humiliating. I was much too proud. She probably thought that I hated her.
I sat on her couch and thought of my parents. Maybe I should have just talked to them about their supposed favoritism towards my sister. Maybe they never even realized that I felt second best. Maybe they never meant to act like they favored my sister. Maybe, just maybe, they had never favored her at all. By the time I decided to go back home, my mind was spinning with regrets.
I went into my room and cried myself to sleep. In the middle of the night I woke up and lit a candle. I had been having nightmares. Before I made myself crawl back into bed, I glanced over at my dresser. On top of it was an overturned picture in a gold frame. I turned it over.
"I'm sorry, Beth," I said aloud. "I never should have let a guy come between us." Then I pulled Brian's picture out of a drawer. I looked deeply into his eyes. "You know what, you were never worth it," I told him. I ended up throwing the photo out my bedroom window. The wind must have blown it away because I haven't seen it since.
Lately, I've been thinking about my cat, Ginger. She was always the one I talked to when I couldn't talk to anyone else. When I was sad she would come over, jump on to my lap, and purr softly, as if to tell me, "Lydia, it'll be all right." She always knew when I needed her. I even took that cat for granted. In my rush to get to the festival, I had forgotten to feed her.
A few days later, I was sitting once again on my sister's couch, crying and scolding myself for all the things I left unsaid, and all the wonderful people in my life that I took for granted. Then the idea came over me. I went into my room and brought this journal over that I got for my seventeenth birthday. I had never written in it. This memoir is for anyone to read. It contains no secrets or confessions (although at this point I don't know why it would matter if I ever tried drugs or drinking or smoking).
It is simply my gift to the universe. It's too late for me to say all those things I meant to say. Hopefully though, it's not too late for you. Tell your sister that you love her today. Have a good conversation with your parents. Make amends with that friend you were arguing with. Call that shy boy who's been following you around. Don't you see? It could be your last chance. If anything, do it for me. I let the chance pass me by one too many times. Good-bye and Good luck,
Lydia
The entire company was in tears as Christine shut the book. Jendi looked up to see a numb expression on Christine's face, tears in her eyes. "She was your sister, wasn't she?" She asked tenderly. Christine nodded solemnly. Then she began walking towards the door. The group followed.
Outside, their eyes beheld an immense catastrophe. Buildings were beginning to crumble and the earth beneath their feet seemed to be eroding as if to swallow everything that rested upon its surface. It was as if the erosion and decay that should have happened centuries ago to the planet was now occurring all at once.
"Run!" Christine shouted as the land beneath the explorers began to split. The four raced to the "Counter Clockwise" at speeds they could not recall ever reaching before. Relief came over the company as they entered the shuttle. No one saw the rock that came flying at the capsule before it was too late. "No!" The ear-piercing screams of the group echoed across the empty world.
Then all was quiet.
Nathan was the first to speak. "Well, now what?" "How are we going to get back home with that hole in our chamber?" He pointed to the jagged gap that had been left by the rock. "This machine won't run with that kind of damage." The group shook their heads gravely.
Suddenly, Jendi cried out. "Where's Christine?" The crew rushed from the time capsule, into the dismembered town.
They found Christine lying on the ground over by the remnants of her home. "Christine!" They all shouted, but she didn't move. The group rushed over, and shook her.
Slowly, Christine opened her eyes. "What happened?" She asked, visibly dazed.
"I think you were hit by that rock that came through the shuttle," Jendi answered.
"I was?" Christine inquired. "No, I wasn't." She held up the journal that was lying at her side. The front cover was severely dented, but not destroyed. "The book saved me," she informed them. "The impact just sent me flying out of the shuttle."
"I don't know who it was who left the door open!"
Nathan blushed briefly, but composed himself. "That's the most amazing thing I've ever seen," he stated. "That rock should have gone right through that book at the rate it was going. Did you see that thing? It must have weighed more than the four of us together!"
"Now that's exaggerating a little bit." Christine giggled nervously. She really didn't know if it was truly an exaggeration or not.
"I'm just glad you're okay," Danny told her, his voice choked by tears.
The voyagers helped Christine up and headed back to the shuttle. Nathan came up with the idea of shoving the book into the space destroyed by the boulder. It was a perfect fit.
"I can't believe all the ways that that book has saved us today," Christine remarked. "It's almost as if it were in itself the salvation of the world." Making sure she set the timer in the shuttle for a day before their supposed return, Christine pressed the release button. The next thing she knew, the group was back at NASA.
Needless to say, the world was surprised to find the travelers home early, but they were even more surprised to find that they had brought nothing back but a strange leather-bound book. Christine made arrangements for the entire memoir to be published in daily newspapers around the world the next day.
That evening, Christine knocked on Lydia's bedroom door. Lydia had been in complete shock over the book she had supposedly written, and she hadn't taken any chances. She had called Beth as well as Brian, making amends. She had had that conversation with her parents about their favoritism. She had even asked Perry to hang out with her at the fair the next day.
When Christine entered the bedroom, Lydia was apologizing to Ginger. Now, she took a running leap and threw herself into her sister's arms. "Chrissy, I'm so scared," she managed to voice through her tears.
"I know," she answered, stroking Lydia's long, dark hair. "Me too." No one knew what would happen the day after the festival.
People did all kinds of crazy things. It certainly felt like the end of the world. But, the next day, Christine woke up to her very own bed, and looked outside to see children playing and laughing in the golden sunshine. At first she didn't understand. Then a mysterious but ever-so musical voice echoed from all corners of the globe.
"It was a lesson that had to be learned the hard way," the mystical being proclaimed.
Those were the only words that were spoken, yet everyone heard, and everyone understood. Since then the memoir has disappeared. Blank pages are all that remain in Lydia's unused journal.
The story of the year 3000 has now become an often talked of legend. Many still believe it really happened. It's really become hard to say for sure, and NASA's Time Exploration Institute refuses to comment. Still, somehow humanity seems to remember the message even as the tale begins to fade away.
Maybe you never had a grandmother to tell you such tales, but I did. I know the truth. Humanity was saved by a young girl's journal. People continue to walk the planet today because of Lydia's bravery. She stood up, accepted the challenge given to her, and taught the world a simple lesson that it had been trying to master for years: "Live each day as if it were your last. You might not get another chance to say those words unspoken."
Unspoken 2000
Ó Jennifer Joy Arend
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