Warnings:  Hint of Yaoi, 1x2, to me it was a tearjerker at the very end. This is Heero's POV which means Heero’s Point of View. GET SOME TISSUES FOR THE END!!!!! Onto the story: ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Mission Impossible 01 I can still feel it like yesterday. Duo's death still stabs at my heart, and stomach. Even though it has been over one year the pain will probably never cease. When I was gone on a mission I had bought two rings with amethyst rings to tell duo how much I loved him and cared about him. But when I returned I found out that it was not to be. Duo had done alot of thinking. No more missions, no more deaths, no more talking of peace. I can remember him screaming at Trowa that he wasn't going to go on anymore missions and that peace was something we were just making a big deal over. At Christmas time I had become increasingly worried that he was being threatened and decided to get him something he could protect himself with when needed. The silver sheath was decorated with a dragon to give courage. I never knew what that knife was going to give him courage to do. Anyway I wrapped it for him nice and neat. Pretty and representable I gave him the knife. He took the knife and ran his finger over the sharp blade. "It is to use it to protect yourself if you need it. Use it Okay?" The "Hn." that followed made me think of a conversation earlier that week.. "Heero?" Duo's voice rang out from behind death scythe somewhere. "What?" I snapped angrily. He slid down a rope and was standing right in front of me. Duo had a satisfied little evil, smirk on his mouth. "Hey, don't flip out I just wanted to ask you why you thought it rained. So Heero why do you think it rains?" He seemed really interested in my answer because he was really listening; talking something he hadn't done in weeks. The crucifix around his neck glittered. "Duo, the reason it rains is because of the cloud friction. You know that once there is to many positives it begins thundering and lightning causing raindrops to fall from the sky." Duo sighed at my answer. “Why did you want to know?" "I don't know I just wanted to know. You know I think that the real reason it rains is because God is crying and puring the earth again from so many innocent deaths. You know Heero sometimes I really get to wonder whether or not if it'll rain when I die. Probably not I took so many lives but still.... Nice to wish isn't it, eh?" Duo swiftly walked out of the hanger. That was right before Trowa went up to tell him about the mission. Of course we all know what happens next. He takes his walk. I watched Duo walk out the door. Sometimes I wonder if he wasn't my guiding angel to keep me from going insane. Anyways the others were getting curious. Quatre suddenly fell off his chair grabbing his heart "Somebody stop him he is going to kill himself." Before anyone could even ask Quatre what he was talking about I whirled around and ran through the front door. No he can't die I kept whispering to myself as I hurdled over a tree stomp. "Duo!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. "Duooooo?" I was screaming. Suddenly I spotted him. The knife I gave him in his hand. "Duo? Please don't die on me. Please Duo. Duooooo!!" I was to late, way to late. He couldn't die. I bent down and gave him mouth to mouth but to no avail. He was dead and it was my fault. I looked up as the others came into view. By that time it was pouring. I gathered up the dead boy in my arms. Cradling the boy’s head. I looked up before bending my body over to Duo's ear. "Look Duo it's raining. Duo it's raining. Wake up. God is crying for you. We all of us are bleeding for you please duo wake up." I got no answer. " Duo God is crying for you, and so is my heart. Ai Shiteru, Duo! Even if you can't feel the same way, Ai Shiteru!" I asked Quatre if he would mind if I got Duo’s possession. He said, “No, go ahead Heero.” I guess everyone knew I loved Duo but I could have cared less. I lost my angel. Now if I didn’t get to keep Duo’s possession I would probably end up going the same route Duo did. I wonder if I will ever be able to figure out why Duo did what he did. I left the spot quickly. Not wanting to stay. Quatre came in and handed me a black book. It looked like a diary. I looked at the book for hours. Only whispers in my head said, “Should I open it?  Should I open it?” ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Please send any Comments or Criticisms to Abrinser@rew2000.com I am going to continue this. The next chapter is called Death's Inscriptions. Please look for it. Please also feel free to tell me how you like it so far!  © 2001 Athena Brinser +On To... Death's Inscriptions+ +Back To Hosted FanFics+ +Back To FanFiction+ +Back To Sunfire Cafe+