another …

Coming again and back to that sight

And I'm feeling close

And I know it..

Seeking through the shades

Walking through paths of decay

And the death shines upon me

The smell of the fresh rain

Glowing among the rising…

Lost in the feeling of … love

It is real?

It's probably just a fading memory

Of something that once was known

Now everything is wrapped up in a broken glass

Numbness with fears

Dying again

Suicide

The last thought, the last moment, .. fighting without any hope

And all I can see is the images around,

Wondering

Fake

Brutal

The grief

Destiny?

Brilliant some will say ,

Coloured with shades and lines, with little dots that covers everything… and

its black

Soft green lights surrounding the gloom

Viewed through the mirror walls

And I'm lost

Inside the paths of my soul..

No turning back

Kingdom of my blue rivers

The sky above merging with the darkness beneath

sharp flames and my heart is cold

somewhere inside my black forest, forgot about the trees that once were

growing there

maybe it's just a thought .. maybe it's illusion

I want it to be real… I want you forever…

Cant be , never

end

* * *

delusion of escape

trapped forever in a fake box

beautiful

with few unknown meaningful words

the doorway?

dim lights

wide open maze

pathway of the road itself

why…cant it be

* * *

and they know about her

and they decided to ignore it

they instead stared

and were dead inside

it was unreal

under the paths of earth…

the time stood by with silence and indifference

above the shades of the whispers

without any screams…

forced to be truth

she were hunted with her own mine

amazed in her own darkness

safe

trapped in railways of doom

in a black ocean

alone

still whispering sometimes…