sanity...abscure
Dead Black and white roses
on the stairs which leading to the attic
The feeling of that kiss…
- Still exist
Smell of smoke in the air
The warmth night has fallen gracefully a while ago
windows open wide leaving a naked ulter …
Entering a vision
Garden of passion
And the distance between the shades has grown oh so cold
Only air and memories
Empty bottles …
Little drops of blood perished in the air …
Once , yes once in the past it had a definition
Now it's just a dead memory
Dead as the feeling of that bright blackness - still stands beautiful
Beneath her wonders … the fear
Her soul in the paths of chaos …(they claim ,,,)
Surrounded in a forest of blury tress
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It's not about love anymore
Its all like a big shade of the universe
Just trapped inside pain
In the whole gloom
Of wanting , wishing and needing
Lost somewhere in desires of pale black
Faded
Burning inside , want to get outside
In the love of the darkness , the beauty of that whole illusion
Escaping , fallen into the endless whispers of fighting , that glory feeling that created a whole existence …
And end it when it was over …
Tear from ages of past times , captivated the real truth …. Th immortal pains of doomed , love ….
A constant lie that keeps on coming back
White
And all is needed is peace of mind
A pure second of never ending happiness and silent …
In a dark world , in the beautiful darkness…. Wrapping everything with dusk …
Landscape of the ocean , the brutal waves that hit ….
Overseas ….Rising above
Fading away to become reborn again
Blossom at nights from false thoughts ,
Someday , it must be true …. It must be reality as otherwise it would b only nothingness never ending nothingness
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The desire to the darkness
To the world of my darkest wishes and whispers
My pure thoughts
My inner world
and fears
as all just in the mind
The whole idea of self destruction and black dimantion
Until someday it will b silent as the white winds
leave no evil
All about that one thing …
That feeling - that one feeling - why can't it fade away
(trapped in her immortality)
Away from the understanding….
Wishing domeday it will be forgotten and no more pain
Wishing someday it will become true to my reality ….
Its been a while….
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Void
I can see it through the eyes
Those strangeness
Those who are traveling in the paths of her darkness
Its suppose to be clear and bright
A big dark cloud is taken over the sky
A beautiful darkness
Shines upon the empty streets that hold lost creatures
The time is almost over ,
That clock has stopped
And its only midnight