My en femme name is Hanna Joy and I have been a TV for eleven years now. I first went out when I was 14 and I am 24 now. I was quite lucky because my mum kept all her old 60's 70's clothes in my wardrobes, as she did not have anywhere else in the house to put them. I selected a few pieces and because she used to be an Avon lady she had stacks of make-up left over. "My Mission" When I was 14 and trying to get to London ( 30 min's away by train) I thought I could get clothes there and not be noticed that easily. After a mile walk in her boots my feet were killing me so I had to return home. That was the last time until four years ago. I left school at 16 and had a full time job. This gave me money and I started to realise that I can get the clothes that I wanted. I told my then girlfriend about my little secret and she just laughed at me when I told her. We went shopping allot any way and I always gave her my advice and pushed her to buy things I thought were nice, and no it had nothing to do with our being the same size in clothes and shoe size. I went out with her for two years after that. I only had clothes and shoes at this time. I made friends with another girl at work and I thought she was cool and our friendship grew. I told her that I was a TV because she and her family were so liberal I new I could tell her. She was great, she phoned Janet Scott and we went to a meeting in a London pub near Regent Street. But before going to the meeting she had a conversation with Janet and Janet was most helpful, she told me how to do my make-up and where to get the special stuff she uses. I went on my own to Carnaby Street to get a couple of wigs and the summer sales had just started. I got loads of stuff. We went to the meeting she got something new and I went en femme. I did not like some of the people there! I don't know if was because it was my first time at a meeting or the way most dressed, mainly the national presses general expectation of what a TV looks like. May be this is because I like to get as near to Real Woman looking as I can get and won't go out unless I think I can achieve this. I am now at University as a mature student and I had to get rid of everything before I went. I had already told my mum but she went ballistic she thinks that I have given up but I cant wait to leave home and Uni so I will be able to dress up when I like. My style is that of general late teens to mid twenty's and very fashionable, as I shop at Oasis, Next, New Look, Logo, Marks & Spencer and for shoes Faith and Dune. I've started to build my collection up again but have put on a bit of wait due to sheer beer drinking at Uni this past year. I used to be a size 14 and have size 8 feet but I'm going to sort my wait and shape out this year. I really enjoy clubbing and shopping and really want to attain a more realistic look. Hanna Rae Joy